Comments: 17
ShadowtheCartoonist [2014-05-09 15:03:05 +0000 UTC]
Oh gosh, I know EXACTLY how you feel.
Fiction is such an escape, sometimes you forget about the real world.
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RachelOrdwayArt In reply to ShadowtheCartoonist [2014-05-17 18:06:42 +0000 UTC]
And/or it makes it hard to remember that the real world operates on a different set of principles...
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SuperFish1 [2014-02-02 06:59:46 +0000 UTC]
I couldn't have said it better myself. I could have said it differently, as would better befit my current position, by I lack the need.
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FandomVirusPatientPC [2013-06-11 03:07:44 +0000 UTC]
I know how you feel, and I know how painful it can get watching others while your just sitting there alone, waiting for that fantasy world to come to you... it hurts, it really does, and even when you think you've managed to escape those feelings they have a nasty way of sneaking back up on you as hard as they can...
But thankfully, if you just keep baring with the pain, and moving on with life-
- Something good is bound to happen, and you'll meet just the right people, or person, that will help. c:
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Orange-Octopi [2013-06-10 04:51:42 +0000 UTC]
I feel for ya. This was me in middle school and high school. I was bullied alot in middle school, and I only had a handfull of friends, so I mostly buried myself in books and videogames, for similar reasons that you listed here. In books, people liked me and didn't care if I outgrew my cloths too fast for anything to fit right for more than a few weeks. In videogames I could help people without seeming like an annoying know-it-all. Then I moved in high school. My bullies were gone, but I was so used to isolating myself that it took me three years to actually get involved with a group of friends, and by then I was about to graduate. Things didn't really change until I got into college, and even then not until my sophmore year. I'm in a small major, and we're a tight-knit group of people with similar interests. A bunch of science nerds who also like the outdoors. I go to see movies and watch TV premiers with them, but at the same time, I realize none of them are as 'into' fiction and storytelling as much as I am. So it's kinda like half the time, when I'm at home by myself, I'm still like I was in middle school, and half the time I'm out with people trying to learn all this social stuff everyone else learned in high school.
Anyway, I hope you can find a good group of people who you can relate to at least half of the time. I feel like that's alot easier to do in college.
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Lieju [2013-06-09 09:24:46 +0000 UTC]
I can relate to that.
However, don't go around waiting to be asked on a date, do it yourself if there's a guy you like.
I find it difficult to understand people, and I have my whole life felt out of place amongst people and would make up stories.
But I have managed to find someone with whom I truly get along with. And maybe some day I'll find a girlfriend like that too.
If you're happy with living your life with imaginary people, good for you. But if it makes you unhappy and if you are lonely, try to do something to it.
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EAMR262 [2013-06-08 18:29:06 +0000 UTC]
As the others, I can relate as well, except on the love part, given that I was never that interested to begin with.
At the end of te day you just have to learn to make a compromise between what you are, and what people expect from you, sure it sounds kinda mean, but as a social creature humans must do that to better integrate.
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Dwilesjr [2013-06-08 10:47:08 +0000 UTC]
Your some special folk Miss Ordway, don't ever think other wise.
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daisyofthenight [2013-06-08 02:45:56 +0000 UTC]
I wish I could share how I felt as well as you did here. It's how I feel almost daily and I'm never able to let out these feelings because I just... Don't know how.
Amazing art work.
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joshnickerson [2013-06-08 02:07:40 +0000 UTC]
Welp, I'm depressed now.
Seriously though, nice work.
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kimbeey [2013-06-08 01:56:53 +0000 UTC]
I teared up a bit because I can relate.
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Tetsu-neko In reply to kimbeey [2013-06-08 02:05:59 +0000 UTC]
I didn't... I just have... some dust in my eye... yeah... *sniffle* dust.
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MichelleJaggi [2013-06-08 01:51:55 +0000 UTC]
I know that feeling. I've been through that throughout my life and I can't tell you different, it does suck. However, there is a light at the end of the tunnel . . . Plus, unlike me, who really doesn't get to post on here as much as I would like, you have a big fan base. People love and appreciate the fantastic fictions you have shared with us and no one else can give a gift anything like your wondrous fantasies. Thank you for being a fiction-writer/artist.
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IggyGrim [2013-06-08 01:51:16 +0000 UTC]
Reading this it was kind of funny because this story just sounds so much like my own life it's almost unbelievable. I really never thought there was anyone else who obsessed over fictional worlds as much as I did. Err..... I really hope you don't mind me saying this.
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