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If you're already depressed and unhappy - what do you have to fear? Suppose that person breaks up with you {unlikely} because you let that person know you - AND?
Do both of you a favor and break the lie. You do NOT lie to someone you care about. Regardles of the result, your chance at a happiness will be bigger without the lie than with it.
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Jesus christ stop bashing yourself, you can't change the past and if you keep regretting and a crying over it you will die a lonely bastard.
think of it like this, there really is no day but today you have to make the best of everything no matter what, deny this and you'll never make it through life!
please believe me... my sister committed suicide a few years because of this... i still feel bad about not being able to do anything but i think of it like this, i couldn't do anything i can't bring her back but she would be sad if i was sad.
Please don't be like this. i don't care if i don't know you your still a human being.
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Please, don't be sorry, you haven't done anything wrong. Life is about making mistakes and learning from them.
I hope you're ok and I hope you read this and realise that there's no way you're a bad person
*hugs* =B
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Be yourself.
If they still want you there, you've obviously not ruined their lives.
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This could have been written by me about my friends 3 years ago...
Eventually I found someone I could be myself around, and now I have some amazing friends who love me for me, and will help me or leave me be as I need them.
Hang in there ST, even if there's only one good thing you can see in your life, that can be enough to get you through.
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I'll give you my personal viewpoint on this.
It may not be true but I have viewed my life as a debt to existence. People may say otherwise but this is what I think. What can I do about it? Be as good of a person as I can, and give back to the world instead of taking something away from it - the importance of my life.
Instead of wishing those people hadn't met you.. make a goal and a difference for the future.
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With as bad as things ca get and I know things ca get bad... Just don't let yourself regret anything. Your live will get better. I promise
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Try, try, try. Either way, being you or pretending to be someone else, can come out good or bad. You never know. There are always some people who won't like the way you are, no matter which way you chose.
It's hard to wear a mask all the time, and actually it's not nice for others, one could say you're lying to them all the time. People usually don't like to like a mirage (sorry I don't find a fitting word atm).
Btw I believe that everything happens exactly in the way of it's best possibility. Which might not be exactly good, but no need to regret.
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:eyeroll:
What is the point of living your life if you don't become what you want? C'mon. Stop it and be proud of yourself.
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ST,
I felt like that. Still do, and the only thing that
has helped me is therapy. You should try it someday,
I know the social view is that psychologists are for
crazy people- but that's just ignorance speaking.
Everyone needs someone who is not involved in your
life who can hear you, help you, make you understand
yourself and others around you. I hope you'll go see
a psychologist, or a psychiatrist- they're both
really helpful.
(And I'm speaking from experience 
I really do hope you'll feel better.
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i were a diferent face for diferent ocasions, i dont think any of them are me. you are not alone.
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if people cant like you for who you are then are they really your friends or are they friends with something/one else?
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ST..Same here... I've put on a mask since for ever and I don't rememebr how I really am. I'm so depressed all the time and unhappy with things but I never talk about it and no one ever suspects ME to be some one with depression. Pleas ST note me if you wanna talk about it. I'm honestly trying to find myself at this moment but I'm just...It's hard.. especially when you foudn yourself once or thought you did and it went away... now you feel theres no more hope left to find the real you. I sometimes wish I was never alive so that no one would have to deal with me. that's why I stope being so social because I felt I was jsut messing up everyone's lives
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Littopampam,
Have you considered therapy? I know it may
be hard to acknowledge you need pro help-
but it does so much good to be finally
able to understand, feel better and
enjoy life. You should really
try it
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Actually... I've gone to therapy once...Or a few times...and I learned that all I would do is LIE to them... I guess it's something that I dislike... Poeple who don't know me trying to giv ema dvice then they think they are all high and mighty having a degree and what not. Tbh lately things ahve been wonderful ^_^ there is no lieing to myself or any one else around me. I've been doing alot better thena few weeks ago because I let loose the one person who was holding me back adn keeping me from alot. So I actually am doing better on my own.
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That is great! I'm glad you're doing better. I guess
all it takes is to find a good psychiatrist- I would
hate it if someone talked to me like you described.
My psychiatrist is more of a... Professional friend,
if you like it. He asks a lot of questions, some are
very difficult to answer- but when I do, I understand
a bit more about myself. It's like he's not telling
me who I am, but helping me in the process of
finding myself after everything I've been through.
I hope I don't sound all high and mighty when saying
this
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I feel the only person who can help me find me Is myself. so that's why I don't think paying some one to help me would work. I found ymself once. who says I can't again? But It will be much ahrder this time because the steps are different. But I look at my life in a different perspective so I ask myself questions that can lead me to where I need to go and to find myself.
It doens't ^_^
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That is great, I truly am impressed by you-
I could never do that on my own. I have
been scarred for life, and I thought I would
never even be able to talk about it, try
to resolve the issue, but thank's to my
psychologist I am finally healing and I think
the scar is getting smaller and smaller with
each session.
I hope you can heal completely on your own,
and remember: in the end, everything will b
okay, if it is not okay, it is not the end.
(small phrase I tell myself a lot to keep
on going w/ life instead of giving up 
Take care!
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Thats great ^_^
Ohh that is great
I'm gonna quote you
That is beautiful
you are a great and wonderful person.
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Thank you, I really appreciate you saying so.
You can quote me as much as you want, but it's
not really me who coined it. Can't remember who did,
I just remembered it and it's been helping me
for some time now
Take care ^^
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^_^
Well it's great any way
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Y'know, this sounds like someone I know.
If it were, I'd tell her something along the lines of, "It's past, maybe you shouldn't have messed with things, but there's no reason to fight now. If you don't want to lose us, don't be afraid to keep in contact."
In any case, show them who you are. They'll accept it or reject it, but either way.. If they're drifting, and you do manage to keep them, you'll be miserable if you aren't being you, and they'll be miserable if they start realizing what you're doing. If they care, they'll want to know who you are.
<3
Good luck.
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Don't be sorry about it! I'm sure they all would disagree with you here, too!
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I could have written this, except the only time I am myself is when I am around the one I love.
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Don't be sorry about people having met you or anything similar! ST, you should be happy; everyone has the right to be, so why not see someone for help if you're that unhappy?
And why not be honest with this person? They deserve to know the truth, and if they love you, then they'll love you for who you are, not what you say you are. <3
And you shouldn't change for anyone. EVER. Be yourself; don't be afraid to let the world see the wonderfully real you - the world may not be ready, but SHOW us anyway! :]
ST, this is a sad secret, and it's HORRIBLE to think someone out there is this unhappy, PLUS that that person isn't telling people, and is having to pretend that they're perfectly happy. Please, tell someone.
I wish you all the best, ST. And please - smile. For us here on DA reading these secrets. 
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Sit him/her down one day and talk about it. It's fair, and I bet you'll have a stronger relationship because of it.
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Don't be a afraid to be you. Uniqueness is beautiful.
Dont't regret your past, its done, if you don't like your past decisions then choose your future path carefully.
It's okay. Everyone makes mistakes, it's part of being human.
If your afraid of loosing them, then for their sake show them who you really are. If you do loose them then it was their loss, but you will find people who will love you for you.
YOU didn't scew up others lives by being part of it. If things have happened it's not your fault. As they say "Shit happens". And if shit happened was it because you were trying to be someone you aren't?
Don't apologize for existing in people lives.
Don't live regretting your past, looking behind you at what you've done, rather than ahead, if your concentrating on the past your missing all the brillant things of the present and future.
Note me if you want someone to talk to
Apparently I can be good at helping to solve problems...
*Hugs* Life can ALWAYS get better
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Eek thats like a great upp pick-me-up type thing to say.
Though it seems like something I would say to my friends because we all try to help eachother out sometimes...-.-
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haha thanks
I'm glad I could be of use
Goodluck.
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ST, I wouldn't worry about making them happy, think about making yourself happy.
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Amen.
ST, it's more important that you're happy. It's your life, not theirs, so please confide in someone and it may help! You can get help if you want it
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