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FragileReveries [2009-10-31 23:50:39 +0000 UTC]
you'll hate me for saying this but
misery is a choice.
you are not any of those things, and you can choose to be happy, and get through it. I know you can, but you don't want to. And well I can't blame you, I've done the same. But IT'S OKAY.
You will be OKAY.
Try to remember that dying is NOT the answer.
You have a life.
A life that I'm sure many people love and care about.
In fact, I already care about you.
You are not the worst person Earth has to offer, you're human. We're ALL human.
And I believe that every single person deserves to be happy, even if I want to fucking kill someone, that person will deserve to be happy. It's not in my will to say that someone doesn't.
Write down ten things you feel grateful for right now. I know you can think of ten, it's not that many.
Write down all the things you are angry or upset about, or what's putting you down. Now turn that into something you can be grateful for. So, well, for me, when I argue with my parents, I'll write something like "I hate my fucking life and hate how I always argue with them" and then "but at least I have them to argue with."
I don't know if that made any sense.
But when I do that, and keep going, and keep going, I eventually feel suddenly a lot more grateful and not angry and upset.
I'm sorry if this hasn't helped..
but just remember it's not the end of the world, it will be okay, and you can get through it. You're a person with feelings, emotions, reactions, and strength. You might not think you're strong, but you are. Why? Because you're asking for help.
Note me if you ever need, and just keep going, don't forget you are strong. You are capable. Just 'cause the person who made you feel special and amazing isn't there anymore doesn't mean you're not. YOU ARE. Don't give up on living, it's worth it. Honestly, it's so so so worth it. Keep walking, keep trying, stay healthy, and stay positive. It's hard, you might not want it, but it's in your reach. And I'll be here if you want, the people who care about you will be there. You are not alone.
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ShyGoodbyes [2009-10-18 08:14:09 +0000 UTC]
note me if you want help
I certainly will give it to you without any judging.
I know how you feel. I can help.
Help is a great thing...
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Naivax-Maundrell [2009-10-15 08:48:20 +0000 UTC]
All is not lost, ST. There is still light at the end of the tunnel. You have the power to make it to through, you have the strength to withstand the trials of evil and darkness. Don't stop now, not now when you are at your strongest. I wish the best of luck. Please get better. *hugs*
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littleblackduck [2009-10-15 01:33:57 +0000 UTC]
I think you will meet other people, who will make you feel good about yourself again. Don't be ashamed of how you feel.
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iAvv [2009-10-14 07:47:21 +0000 UTC]
My heart goes out to you. In my mind, this is Exactly me.. After months of being without that certain boy, I feel all that. You aren't alone, never think that... You will pull through, it will take time, days, weeks, months, but you can do it. But don't forget that you will have your days when you are back in the hole again, you just need your friends, and family and a good hobby.
I honestly hope that you get through this, I don't want you to be as bad as I am.
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SilentReflections [2009-10-14 01:44:16 +0000 UTC]
Sometimes being cowardly is the subconscious being strong.
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MeganHitachiin [2009-10-14 01:38:23 +0000 UTC]
Everyone is beautiful ST and you are no exception
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Rescue-Is-Possible [2009-10-13 20:29:17 +0000 UTC]
I'll help you ST. Anytime you want just send me a note, but just because you lost that one person doesn't mean you've changed in any way. It doesn't mean that you're life is ruined and that you should die. I don't want you to die, ST. I really hope you find happiness again soon!
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InvaderSymz [2009-10-13 20:08:28 +0000 UTC]
You're a beautiful and special person ST and don't ever think otherwise! There's no one quite like you on Earth! Keep your chin up and start each day by telling yourself: "I am a gorgeous, unique and special individual who deserves great things!". If you feel like you need to talk to someone, feel free to note me at anytime!
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NaraKell [2009-10-13 18:55:20 +0000 UTC]
You are special. I know how it feel to think you are nothing and no one cares about you... I do. I think you are special and you might be broken, but if you take your time, you will fix yourself. I know it doesn't seem possible now, but you will. This is a hard time to pass, but you will make it. If you need to talk, note me.
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YumiiYummy [2009-10-13 18:47:40 +0000 UTC]
I know this feeling, but things will change, and they will get better, but it takes time, maybe a long time, I'm still waiting for things to get better myself, but the pain eases and you learn to carry on, because everyone deserves to be happy.
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Miotas-Sisceal [2009-10-13 18:25:12 +0000 UTC]
I know exactly how you feel right now, ST. Those very emotions and feelings. If you ever need someone to talk to, my inbox is open.
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blackpinkgoldfish [2009-10-13 17:50:58 +0000 UTC]
You're only broken if you tell yourself you are. That makes it hard for other people around you.
The first thing that you want to do is push these thoughts out of your head and replace them with precious and funny memories that you've had with your friends. And another thing to do is have at least one good laugh a day!
You are still special and you are still beautiful, don't let anyone, including yourself, tell you otherwise
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NaraKell In reply to blackpinkgoldfish [2009-10-13 18:53:34 +0000 UTC]
I'm sorry to say that, but most people are broken even without knowing it... You can be broken, it's not necessarily because you tell yourself you are, it can be because of how you feel. I do agree with the rest of your comment though.
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littleblackduck In reply to NaraKell [2009-10-15 01:32:34 +0000 UTC]
I agree. Anything on this earth can break down, people too. Saying it isn't so might feel better, but it a different action that dealing with the problems. Nicely said, you!
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NaraKell In reply to littleblackduck [2009-10-15 19:10:30 +0000 UTC]
Thank you! I do think that once you know what is broken in you and why you can deal with it and try to fix it. Saying you're broken cause you think you are is not always right.
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