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chuwenjie β€” raison d'etre

Published: 2013-08-23 22:08:26 +0000 UTC; Views: 4576; Favourites: 381; Downloads: 41
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Description a short comic. I hesitate to upload this because 1) it's a bit personal, and 2) my writing SUCKS!! I have really been inspired to draw stories lately though, and no matter how terrible my comic creating skills are, I will keep drawing and try to get better! Please do let me know your thoughts and criticisms! ~thanks for reading~

some small notes-
the dialogue in the story is heavily inspired by (and borrowed from) conversations with my best friend.
The girls in the story are kind of representations of us... but I wanted to represent our personalities, rather than the way we appear in real life. For her, I wanted to achieve an elegant, logical, rational, slightly princess-like appearance, but for me I wanted somebody emotional and a little bit shy. I like the bob cut because of its hard angles, boyish appearance, and the way it covers much of the face, as if one were trying to hide from something.
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Comments: 130

isabellynaomi [2015-11-02 00:40:39 +0000 UTC]

You just draw so well and write these deep things, I just love... sorry i can't express better i'm a little shit writing in english

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Welcome-To-Nerd-Vale [2013-12-12 03:51:39 +0000 UTC]

you should continue writing these comics!! i've read two of them, and i really want to see more!! ^-^ i think the writing is amazing and very emotional, and your art is beautiful, a perfect balance of simple yet detailed. and i think your comics could really reach out to and touch people who've maybe had similar experiences. keep up the great work~! <3

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chuwenjie In reply to Welcome-To-Nerd-Vale [2013-12-12 04:16:53 +0000 UTC]

thank you so much! you inspire me to draw comics again

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Welcome-To-Nerd-Vale In reply to chuwenjie [2013-12-12 05:23:32 +0000 UTC]

i hope you do! i would love to read more of them, they're magnificent. you have a lot of talent ^v^

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Felizias [2013-09-17 09:55:09 +0000 UTC]

Your comics are realy touching.

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chuwenjie In reply to Felizias [2013-09-17 21:09:59 +0000 UTC]

thank you so much! ;U;

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KiyokoAmaya [2013-09-16 09:27:55 +0000 UTC]

Wow, this is really amazing! The words really hit home, and it's beautiful.

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chuwenjie In reply to KiyokoAmaya [2013-09-16 14:20:57 +0000 UTC]

thank you so much!;; <33

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KiyokoAmaya In reply to chuwenjie [2013-09-16 20:28:18 +0000 UTC]

You're very welcome!

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oxPandoraxo [2013-09-04 21:25:55 +0000 UTC]

This touched me, thx for sharing...

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chuwenjie In reply to oxPandoraxo [2013-09-05 16:57:42 +0000 UTC]

No problem~

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NearoC [2013-08-31 04:58:56 +0000 UTC]

Well I'm glad you did, I love it. heh, really relatable anyways.Β 

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chuwenjie In reply to NearoC [2013-09-01 23:18:39 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much~

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Petite-Soleil [2013-08-30 15:02:47 +0000 UTC]

keep it up with the comics. this one was beautiful and wonderfully spaced, and yeah i get that, that whole despair thing. have you ever felt bad or ashamed of being depressed? this comic kinda reconciles that feeling for me.


ps your handwriting is fine

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chuwenjie In reply to Petite-Soleil [2013-08-30 20:56:55 +0000 UTC]

Thanks so much; I'm glad you enjoyed this comic~

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VioletteMusicluver [2013-08-29 23:31:21 +0000 UTC]

wow....this comic really speaks to me because I've felt this way for years...and I still do.Β 

Luckily, i'm finally getting out of it, but it's very hard.

Thank you for this. I realized i'm not alone at least.

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chuwenjie In reply to VioletteMusicluver [2013-08-30 20:57:09 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much! I wish you the best of luck with everything ;u;

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VioletteMusicluver In reply to chuwenjie [2013-09-06 16:33:14 +0000 UTC]

you're very welcome <3

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CrimsonBishopRezenox [2013-08-25 22:10:30 +0000 UTC]

Not going to lie, i kind of get this feeling a lot i'm always trying to find new meaning to my life - i messed up with someone and well i have that hole a lot q-q this image is awesome and the feelings it gives out is amazing good job o-o =3Β 

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chuwenjie In reply to CrimsonBishopRezenox [2013-08-28 17:49:44 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much!

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vya [2013-08-25 13:30:36 +0000 UTC]

This is very touching
And I think everything makes sense, I think because everyone can probably imagine himself in the same position, we all think like that once in a while. Or more often...Β  I can understand it's very personal for you, I would think the same, if I drew such a thing. but I'm glad you still chose to share it here.
I'm not good with words and even less with pictures but I can relate to this and you expressed it in a better way I ever could. I'd be interested in seeing more like this from you, I really adore your gallery anyway as I just found out. (;

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chuwenjie In reply to vya [2013-08-28 17:50:16 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much!! <3

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fictiun [2013-08-25 03:28:34 +0000 UTC]

your writing doesn't suck, it's quite the opposite. the message hits quite close to home for me, actually, and is unexpectedly inspiring. i really liked it. and the great artwork makes it all the better to read.
i also really like the way you designed these two characters, from reading the description it all makes much sense. ^^

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chuwenjie In reply to fictiun [2013-09-17 03:07:42 +0000 UTC]

thank you so much!! ;U;

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RaisytheDrummer [2013-08-24 22:13:50 +0000 UTC]

My english is pretty bad,I didn't understand every word but I understood the message. It's really touching. And besides this,your way to draw and how you wrap the message up in pictures is amazing.

(Did you even understand what I was trying to say? Oh gosh,my bad english)

And raison d'etre is french! Oh yea I'm so clever. Does raison d'etre mean something like "the reason to be"? I'm learning french at school and I am pretty good at learning languages ( if you believe or not *facepalm* ). But I never learned what "raison" means. c:
Oh,I am talking and talking. Stupid me.

In two short words:

Great work!

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chuwenjie In reply to RaisytheDrummer [2013-08-26 05:23:43 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much!!

Indeed, raison d'etreΒ means 'a reason to exist'; your translation is perfectly fine!

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RaisytheDrummer In reply to chuwenjie [2013-08-26 10:18:00 +0000 UTC]

Yay! :'D Oh,may I ask you a question? How old are you?

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chuwenjie In reply to RaisytheDrummer [2013-08-26 14:34:36 +0000 UTC]

I just turned 17 recently

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RaisytheDrummer In reply to chuwenjie [2013-08-26 21:46:24 +0000 UTC]

Oh,Happy Birthday! c: Or is it too late? xD Happy Birthday anyway! You're a pretty young artist and very talented! Props to you,lol. :'D If you care, I am 13 and I turn 14 in a few weeks. ^^ I hope I get as good as you as an artist someday!

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Flower-Patch [2013-08-24 22:01:58 +0000 UTC]

I like it! It has a really nice message and it's not hard to understand. Plus, I find the art style kind of unique and lovely in a way. To me, it kind of looks like something out a children's book. ^^ Anyways, nicely done!

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chuwenjie In reply to Flower-Patch [2013-08-25 15:21:18 +0000 UTC]

Aw, thank you!! ;u;

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de-Flora-et-Fauna [2013-08-24 21:34:56 +0000 UTC]

Very inspiring. I like both your art and the lovely message.Β 

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chuwenjie In reply to de-Flora-et-Fauna [2013-08-25 15:20:53 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much! ><

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de-Flora-et-Fauna In reply to chuwenjie [2013-08-25 21:27:44 +0000 UTC]

You are welcomed.

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MarryEllen [2013-08-24 21:07:20 +0000 UTC]

Lovely and your writing is good and your drawing awesome

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chuwenjie In reply to MarryEllen [2013-08-25 15:20:44 +0000 UTC]

Thank you!~

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NickBentonArt [2013-08-24 20:56:56 +0000 UTC]

Fantastic! Good work!Β 

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chuwenjie In reply to NickBentonArt [2013-08-24 21:10:57 +0000 UTC]

Thanks so much!

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justarus [2013-08-24 20:33:35 +0000 UTC]

That existential feeling - yes. This isn't bad, this is great. Everyone wrestles with this from time to time.Β 

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chuwenjie In reply to justarus [2013-08-24 21:11:04 +0000 UTC]

Thank you! ><

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BlurigardQKazoo [2013-08-24 20:10:49 +0000 UTC]

very niceΒ 

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chuwenjie In reply to BlurigardQKazoo [2013-08-24 20:57:42 +0000 UTC]

Thank you!

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Nyrhai [2013-08-24 20:03:06 +0000 UTC]

I think you did a lovely job on the story! If you had put a lot more detail in it the story would have distracted from the moral...

The comic looks also very good, maybe just a bit more details there but further on,Β 


Great job Β Β 

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chuwenjie In reply to Nyrhai [2013-09-17 03:07:51 +0000 UTC]

thank you!!

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Pompadoods [2013-08-24 19:26:53 +0000 UTC]

I actually really like this...while maintaining a light somber feel, it has a little uplifting feeling towards the end. Yes, life and love can bring your spirits down, but it can't hold them down forever. There will always be hope, however finite, however distant, if you choose to make the journey. If I'm reading this correctly, of course!

In any case, I really like the layout and the watercolor, it actually produces a pleasant atmosphere, I like it! I think this is really nice!

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chuwenjie In reply to Pompadoods [2013-08-25 15:20:30 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much!!~

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Pompadoods In reply to chuwenjie [2013-08-25 18:04:32 +0000 UTC]

Haha, no problem!

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Chibi-Mitzu [2013-08-24 18:15:17 +0000 UTC]

This is so so beautiful! <3
It's always a fear to post something personal but I really thank you that you did

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chuwenjie In reply to Chibi-Mitzu [2013-08-24 19:25:30 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much~

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BenevolentSlice [2013-08-24 18:05:15 +0000 UTC]

This resonates so beautifully (and accurately)... wonderful work

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