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Published: 2015-11-22 06:04:12 +0000 UTC; Views: 529; Favourites: 1; Downloads: 0
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Description On rainy windy nights like these, after the skies have cleared, and only the clear moon shines; I suddenly miss my childhood.

Tender youth of days gone by. The days had held more magic, and the future held more promise. I believed only in triumph, as nothing else were true. In fairy tales of goodness and hope... of the haloed moon with its luminous crown.

I want those lost days back.

My youth is slipping past. The promise that was once young; is now withering.

I don't fancy for eternal youth, but let there be promise in the world. So that each one that truly strives, is never disheartened and lost. May you believe in goodness forever, and know that as long as you stand; its worth fighting for and worth defending.
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DieWildnis [2015-11-29 17:23:09 +0000 UTC]

This strikes a strong cord with me. From youth withering to standing strong for what's upright. And yet, if I may quote the British for all pop culture has done to the phrase, keep calm and carry on.

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tanya3286 In reply to DieWildnis [2016-01-04 05:43:12 +0000 UTC]

Hey... Its nice to get a mature comment in here from time to time.
Its nice to grow n mature as time goes by, but I do find myself missing the starry eyed romanticism that was so much a part of my waking and sleeping back then. Disillusionment has come faster than it should have. 
I guess that in times like these, there is nothing better to do than 'to keep calm and carry on'

So, ...ru British?

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DieWildnis In reply to tanya3286 [2016-01-12 03:25:56 +0000 UTC]

I try. The "It's great!" is kind of...eh. And sort of secretly milking deviants on here to maybe comment on my work....but no pressure. Really, I don't care about that. 

Can't say I had a great youth. It was mostly stress and more stress on top of that. However, I suppose I did live in a disillusionment that things would get better after college. Woah and behold, they did not. What I learned was that lack of stress/happiness mostly comes from attitude, not our circumstances. But the ignorance of youth, sometimes I think we all crave it too. 

Haha, no. Visited England twice and Wales once. Have 2 friends there and have seen quite a few BBC shows. A bit aware of differences culture, but other than that...I'm very American. 

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tanya3286 In reply to DieWildnis [2016-01-17 18:53:21 +0000 UTC]

... I did go over to your page and then I was about to read, then I got called off for something. Actually I'm without my own internet connection for the last one yr. The last service provider overbilled me n I snubbed them off. Never got around to getting another one. Internet in the state I stay in is pretty costly too, compared to my own hometown.
So once I get my internet, which should be next month.. gimme a shout. I'll be happy to provide some insight.

You are so bang on right! It's the attitude. And someone sent me a picture text the other day which I really loved and agree with: The older I grow, the less I care about what people think of me; therefore the older I grow the more I enjoy life.

But yes, the ignorance of youth is a romantic thing. All of poesy stems from it, or from the shattering of it. 

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DieWildnis In reply to tanya3286 [2016-02-28 01:17:03 +0000 UTC]

Awww, that sucks. Not having an internet connection - I think I might not make it very long. Not that I'm admitting to Internet addiction, but maybe I am. Otherwise, maybe it's karma you weren't able to read my page. I haven't been on DA in over a month.

Seems like internet is pretty expensive wherever you go. In my old state, I damn near cried and it was all the providers I hated. Where I am now isn't much better, but then I had to be the stereotyped millennial and move back home, so the parental figures are paying for it...

I really, really like that quote. I work with a bunch of older ladies and they reflect that so much. I swear my manager dances and sings around the place enough for all of us (there's 5 of us.)

Although, I might not say all of poesy. Being a Christian, I can't help but think of the Psalms...as they are so much love poems to God and as I grow to know God's character more and more and how very fond of me he is, I continue to grow in understanding of those love poems.

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tanya3286 In reply to DieWildnis [2016-03-17 10:21:08 +0000 UTC]

I get it. I wrote some of such poems myself. One or two of them are rather good, if I may say so myself.

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