S04tunate In reply to Rhooj [2014-02-28 11:50:08 +0000 UTC]
You know the lock button? It freaks out; I can't turn my phone on anymore.
If I *do* manage to get it on, it turns back off... It's, like, stuck in this loop of turning on and back off again.
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S04tunate In reply to Rhooj [2014-03-02 09:34:18 +0000 UTC]
I wasn't using anything for a while. o_o
I got a new phone now, though! ;O It's another hand-me-down from my dad.
Text me, breh. I need yer numberrr~
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S04tunate [2013-12-04 09:56:05 +0000 UTC]
I learned this the hard way.
Personally, I was always pretty bad at taking care of my heart; I never thought that I was special, or worthwhile; I constantly told myself that everyone was better/smarter/prettier than me, and eventually, I started to believe that no one would bat an eye if i just ceased to exist.
This caused me to push some people away, since I thought that they didn't care, and it made me extra, EXTRA, clingy to those whom I actually saw attachment from. This was unfair.
The people I pushed away, really did stop caring, and the people I clung to began to push me away, since I was making them responsible for my happiness, or lack there-of..
(Like, If i was unhappy, it was that person's fault. Period. No if's, and's, or but's… Pretty messed, right?)
After losing all those people, I decided that I needed to get happy again.. Starting at the core.
I found out that my negative thoughts were affecting my behavior. So~ I worked to change the thoughts.
I won't lie, I'm still not the best at always-positive thoughts, but just the effort makes a big difference.. I started to feel happier, and consequently I behaved happier too.
And you know what? People like happy people!
A happy person doesn't come to you looking for happiness, they've already got it. Instead, they try to make you happy. Due to this, people often gravitate toward happy people naturally... They're the best people to meet, after all.
I wanna be that; a happy person.
So I'll keep working on it..
And you'll probably all see~! ;U; (I should really stop drawing myself all the time…)
THANKS FOR READING. HERE'S A POTATO.
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