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Description literally translated to : fear hare. The dutch word for someone who is scared really easily, or  simply translated to coward. Also a nickname for Mez naturally. 

Kai is looking scared for the sake of Annette's safety here btw :"D Not because she is scared of her pony. Now I have experienced an extremlyyyyy fearful horse on show terrain this summer ( lucky me ) ...and I can tell you. It's the most scariest fucking thing in the world. So..even if Kai was scared there XD...I ..understand
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Always the same story, the red stallion announced himself on the field where the other riders had already gathered for a bit of scouting of the ring. Thank god he didn't have to go into the sunken arena because this already seemed to be a bit much for the scared zlesdin. Snorts were loud and fast, cutting the silence everyone was enjoying. Neighs were hard and panicked, calling for his friend; Ghost. His eyes were white, and looking around. 

Lots of people, tall buildings, shadows, many horses. Moving objects and wind. Cold fresh air, a strange terrain. Something that would make the regular horse pretty nervous yep, but for Mezuzah this was simply a nightmare. Small shows were usually the only thing he entered in, only Zdarloch and Ermelo had been the other larger location he had grown used to besides Stridsholt. And even there he was always a nervous wreck, but managable. 

" How has he been ? " Annette asked as they made their way down to the large area with the two rings, one for warm-up and one for the actaul test. Mez who was already way too hot for his own good made some few skips down the hill that let them down. Kaira of course managed to sit that with ease, but she was thankful Annette was holding on to him for now. 
" Bad, he has hardly eaten anything. Walking around in his stable like crazy. Sweating. I don't get how he is not exhausted yet. " Kaira answered her calmly. Making him halt for a moment so that Annette could let him go in peace. 

" Maybe this will help him a little, walk him around for a bit. Trot and canter if you feel like that will help. " Annette stated, sending Kaira on her way. Nero followed shortly after with Sjoerd to make a quick round as well, and she gently asked Mezuzah to follow. Letting him look around but not too much. The tension she felt through his entire body was unlike anything she had felt so far from him. Ermelo had been like this as well, but..somehow it felt worse. Much much worse. He grew more anxious, his tail that was usually up high and proud was now nowhere and between his legs. His head kept facing toward Annette if she didn't correct him. He didn't dare to venture alone. the view into the wide open, the mountains in the distance. It scared him as well. Just like the horse head on the white dressage fence. The judges little house. 

" Easy.. " Kaira spoke to him calmly, it was of no use and she knew it of course. She could feel his walk changing into something that resembled a robot almost, nervous stressed steps. They turned into hops at one point. The strides becoming bigger and bigger. On his spot he started rearing quick and low, followed by kicks. his hindleg smacking the ground in the mare fashion. Annette looked rather amused by it. " C'mon get him going." She joked, Kaira's face was anything but smiling however. She dealt with lots of horses. And she has ridden Mezuzah through a lot of "scary" situations. But This time she could feel his normal nervous and scared self was telling her he didn't want to. But she tried, gently asking him to go forward. And he did, shaking his head as he took a sprint towards Annette. 

" LEE RIDE FOR GOD'S SAKE " She gasped as she watched the horse bolt towards her, Kaira was trying every trick in the book. But the shaking of this stallion that had grown rather strong the past year and a half combined with pure blind panick on his part made it hard. She managed to slow him by using her legs, clinging them thightly to brake him without using too much rein. 
" I am TRYING oke ?? " She hissed back at Annette, the canter had become calmer and she circled him. Just to trigger another huge buck from him and it was back to square one from there. He bolted already closer to Annette now. Kaira hit the brake again, which now caused the most insane JUMP he had done for a while. He leaped up, trying to escape the pressure and jumped. 
"KA-" Was all that was left of a scream that ended before Annette could even finish it. Mez took Annette down with him when he landed, blinded by panic and the need to stick to her had now caused a dramatic scene. Annette was down on the ground, Mez luckily jumped right up over her again once he felt her at his legs. 

With a leap from the saddle Kaira dismounted right away, sweeping one rein over his head to lead him to Annette with some more control. 
" Are you oke ??" She asked, worried. Annette groaned for a moment before sitting up. " Just... a hard fall. He didn't step on me.. Thank god. " 
Kaira helped her up, checking her over one last time and looking terribly sorry. 
" Get on back up.. " Annette said while brushing off the sand. 
" No.. He is done for today. " Kaira shook her head subtly as she brushed her fingers over the stallions head. " Please take him back to the stables..Switch him with Nero, place him next to Ghost. " The reins were handed over. Annette simply looked in disbelieve. " You should get back and take back control Kaira, what about tomorrow ? " 
" He has suffered enough, the least I can do is give him some rest before I ask too much of him again tomorrow.. " Kaira's eyes turned sad, giving the stallion one last pat before turning to go to Nero instead. 

She hated what she had come to with him, she always claimed: the most important part is to make the horse as comfortable and happy as possible. But now ? What had she turned into ? Asking Mezuzah to do all of this for her simply because she wanted the spot on the team and ride the nationals in Ermelo. She knew better than that.. She knew this didn't make him happy. She knew he wasn't made for this. He showed her many times, and today he made a very clear statement. He had asked her not to for many times and she felt awful for ignoring his will for so long.

"One last time, I promise. " She whispered to herself, looking back to watch him being escorted out. She greeted Sjoerd quickly as she took off her helmet and swapped placed in the saddle. Nero, of course. Wasn't even impressed. But rather seemed to like it here. Now that's what Mez was supposed to be as well, and she was simply the worst owner to ignore that. 


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another extra for IMPERIAL WINTER DRESSAGE


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Comments: 31

Helsinge [2019-07-07 13:52:27 +0000 UTC]

Aw man, poor Mez all freaked out by everything Glad Annette came out of that okay, that's really scary to lose control over a horse or be in the way of an out-of-control horse... and glad Kaira ended up deciding to listen to him too.

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KimEnLie In reply to Helsinge [2019-07-09 16:57:51 +0000 UTC]

ayee >> sometimes you gotta make those tough decisions. but it's in the best interest of Mez 

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GutCaballo [2019-02-09 07:41:48 +0000 UTC]

the facial expressions are awesome  
And you may call this figure levade? XD

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KimEnLie In reply to GutCaballo [2019-02-09 09:03:45 +0000 UTC]

Thank you ^^ 
Hehe something like that xD

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NimblePickle [2019-02-06 20:35:39 +0000 UTC]

Have you ever considered calming suppliments? Damn this Mez. Very proud of Kai for making the decision to finish there.
Not gonna lie.. having moral dilemmas regarding my real life pony and doing what he's happy doing.. perhaps it's time to retire my little guy..

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KimEnLie In reply to NimblePickle [2019-02-06 20:41:37 +0000 UTC]

Hehe she is noooot a fan of those not for shows anyway
Mmmm its a tough decision indeed, but if he clearly doesnt want to :') I think its the right one.. I am not taking my old guy out showing again as well..the poor dude was terrified

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NimblePickle In reply to KimEnLie [2019-02-06 20:48:45 +0000 UTC]

My little dude is just getting the hang of advanced dressage and we've only been competing once but I think he's getting tired of it all.. Also it turns out that what I assumed was laziness were early symptoms of arthritis (despite having checked with the vet so many times...) so I might not really have a choice

But I can't wait to see how Mez does in the dressage Best of luck to you

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KimEnLie In reply to NimblePickle [2019-02-06 20:51:06 +0000 UTC]

Oiii that's really too bad :/ hope he isnt in too much pain

Hehe we shall see

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Zoubstance [2019-02-06 19:26:58 +0000 UTC]

Dayumm... I would almost suggest a career at the Spanish Riding School with the way Mez has the airs-above-ground moves down, because HOTDAMN that is one nice... courbette? Capriole? New move altogether? :') 
HGNN though.. I am glad nobody was hurt. Poor Annette must have haf quite a shock; Kai also.. :/  Not to mention Mez. That poor neurotic animal is not having a fun time. 
The way you've captured the expressions on everybody is so spot-on. Such an amount of WHITE in everyone's eyes! Sheer panic there. I feel them so much :'I 

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KimEnLie In reply to Zoubstance [2019-02-06 20:52:17 +0000 UTC]

Hehe oh yes :'D he should

Yeahhh they were all pretty shook, he is noooot having it indeed :/ 

Thank you ^^

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TavieTastic [2019-02-06 17:00:36 +0000 UTC]

Ahh poor Mez, and Kai. Sometimes making the decision to 'give up' is the hardest of all. I have met some horses who never learnt to cope with competing, no matter how chilled or well behaved they were at home. It's sad for the riders, but I'm glad Kai always wants to put the horse first.

Can't wait to see the next part of the story.

THe expressions here are great, three variations on fear and/or panic but they all convey so much emotion

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KimEnLie In reply to TavieTastic [2019-02-06 17:13:20 +0000 UTC]

I agree, some horses simply don't want to..and you shouldn't keep trying then either heh.. giving up is the art at that point x) 

Thank you so much !

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z0phia [2019-02-06 14:06:20 +0000 UTC]

god i love this xD your style is so expressive!

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KimEnLie In reply to z0phia [2019-02-06 14:08:50 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much !

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oxymelon [2019-02-06 11:52:56 +0000 UTC]

you captured those expressions perfectly!! O: and the annaatomyy. Poor Kai and Mez glad everyone survived o.o 

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KimEnLie In reply to oxymelon [2019-02-06 12:44:16 +0000 UTC]

thank you so so much !  

mmm yes thank god 

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Bollious [2019-02-06 11:35:26 +0000 UTC]

Damn, you nail anatomy in every single artpiece you post! Even in this particulary difficult pose, those muscles and shapes look very, very good! The expressions of both horses and humans are prizeless; even though the somewhat sad story suggests otherwise. Poor Mez - I hope Kai can still do well with him and he'll be a little less tense at the show. :> I both wish them the best of luck!

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KimEnLie In reply to Bollious [2019-02-06 12:45:15 +0000 UTC]

thank you so much Q_Q ..that means a lot to hear

she is certainly gonna try ^^ we shall see thankies ! 

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Bollious In reply to KimEnLie [2019-02-06 12:53:39 +0000 UTC]

Naww, no problem! I'm glad.

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Caterang8 [2019-02-06 08:33:21 +0000 UTC]

Exceptional features and expressions! Glad everyone was alright even if it was stressful <3 

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KimEnLie In reply to Caterang8 [2019-02-06 09:13:09 +0000 UTC]

Thank you !

Hehe oh yes they got lucky :'3

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Blue-Beryl [2019-02-05 22:52:53 +0000 UTC]

I've seen a horse jump like that only once... I'm glad Kaira and Anette came out alive, as the jump I witnessed had a less funny outcome... 

Still love the art though!

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KimEnLie In reply to Blue-Beryl [2019-02-05 22:57:30 +0000 UTC]

Yes they can do CRAZY things when they feel trapped >.< 

Thank you ! C:

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SilverFox812 [2019-02-05 20:33:52 +0000 UTC]

I love their expressions so much 

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KimEnLie In reply to SilverFox812 [2019-02-05 20:34:39 +0000 UTC]

Thank you !

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PoisonSoldat [2019-02-05 20:28:42 +0000 UTC]

Jeeeez what a jump!

Luckily no one was really hurt but dang


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KimEnLie In reply to PoisonSoldat [2019-02-05 20:31:08 +0000 UTC]

Oh yes he should be a jumper instead :'D.( not rly he would be terrifies of the big scary jumps haha )
Luckily yes !

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PoisonSoldat In reply to KimEnLie [2019-02-05 20:47:53 +0000 UTC]

Hahah he totally could be, if he had the courage for it :')

I hope she finds something for him that he actually loves to do, poor guy

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Thictle [2019-02-05 19:28:22 +0000 UTC]

Dang... At least no one was hurt, though I would watch Mez to make sure he hadn't pulled anything after all that. Jeeze. Just make him a trail horse :'D

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KimEnLie In reply to Thictle [2019-02-05 19:31:50 +0000 UTC]

Hehe yeahh he is a strong one sure he is fineee 

XD hahaha welllll trails are super scary too !

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Thictle In reply to KimEnLie [2019-02-05 20:08:34 +0000 UTC]

In a meadow they're not as scary :3 lol

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