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Freha — Two Faced
Published: 2004-10-17 22:15:11 +0000 UTC; Views: 864; Favourites: 24; Downloads: 161
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Is it possible for one to feel anger and sadness at the same time. To litterally be split in half. With one arm killing everything in sight and with the other hanging myself... preparing for the next step in life is riping me to pieces. I want to scream, to strike out, to harm, beat, destroy, and ruin. I also want to crawl away, to shrivle up, not care, cry, and die. I'm losing everything I've built up around me, and to lose what little I have made could possibly kill me before I have a chance to build anew... I'm loseing all my shoulders to cry on, all my helping hands... all my lifelines. I may never see any of them again. The rope from which I dangle over blackness is fraying.... Last year I lost a few threads, but now I am loseing all of them... will a new rope save me before I am gone?I have made friends here, online, but I am unable to see faces, to hear voices, to see the painfull image of friends walking around my casket... My friends online are like air... You can feel it when it moves or when you move through it, but air can never stop a fall.
I am not posting this for your pitty, nor for you all to feel sad for me... I'm just letting some emotions flow... And perhapse if things do go bad... a warning. But... I hope to pull through.
Alright, I think I've scared you all enough. Time to put the happy mask back on...
Art © me (Freha)
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Comments: 23
very nice job 
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-giggles- I can't help but love pictures of angry equines. There's just something about it that makes me all happy inside. Once again, Freha, gorgeous picture. Tis good to vent. Look at what art is produced in the process. Trust me, being happy and not feeling the urge to draw is just as bad as being so depressed that you have to.
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I've felt that way for the past month...i'm glad that some one shares the same feelings....
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Trust me there are always people who feel the same or worse... And some who have taken the last step. *shivers*
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yeah..but not in my school..or house or anywhere....
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aha, you started to scare me.... and yes, you can be sad and angry at the same time; "grim"
omg, you're so good at drawing sad horses 
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Confusing you? You confused me.... O_o
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imabreak-dancing,un-eddible,transparentm uffin
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Confusing you? You confused me.... O_o
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[cuddles] Freha is melting.. no... Freha is on fir-ah!!!!! Check it out! lol. [clings]
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*clings back* I'll never let you go either!
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It upsets me to see others so.
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Thank you. I like how the angery side turned out, that leg took forever to get right... then I had to go and cover it up with flame. But it still looks awsome.
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I'm so glad that I have made such an impact on you. 
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