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花言葉, 憂鬱な朝, 戻らない男達
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Catharsis:

I piled expectations, I expected perfection,
I waited for promises to be fulfilled and seek to demand it myself when it doesn't.

And so I waited in the dim morning light for something that will never come,
And so you waited under the faint morning breeze for something that will never be enough,
oh, he comes; Those many he. One by one by one by one, coming and leaving and staying and departing.
but never bringing the thing we sought, we seek, we will seek.
Only fragments;
and
promises.

And it was not even their fault.
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Listening to:
Overall Picture : Ayumi Hamasaki - Moments
Pattern :
Florence and the Machine - No Light, No Light;
Diana Vickers - Notice;
Mika - I See You;
George Michael - I Can't Make You Love Me
Natasha Bedingfield - I Bruise Easily
Rihanna - California King Bed
Sara Bareilles - Islands

Time: 30 hours?
Wants to draw: Kimono, then emotionally honest picture.
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The title mean.. "The language of flowers, a depressing morning, and the men who never returned."

So long.

An emotionally honest picture. Started as "aaah I want to draw pretty kimono" and ended up....being honest.
"I'm afraid", spoken beautifully in the language of fuck yous, filled with symbolism and meanings.

My gift for myself is (temporary) emotional honesty.

I thought this was a gift;
Past to present.
But apparently this is a boon.
Future to present.

thanks to for the Tarot talk. It helps

Description
花言葉, 憂鬱な朝, 戻らない男達
====
Texture from www.unsigneddesign.com/restain…
====
Catharsis:

I piled expectations, I expected perfection,
I waited for promises to be fulfilled and seek to demand it myself when it doesn't.

And so I waited in the dim morning light for something that will never come,
And so you waited under the faint morning breeze for something that will never be enough,
oh, he comes; Those many he. One by one by one by one, coming and leaving and staying and departing.
but never bringing the thing we sought, we seek, we will seek.
Only fragments;
and
promises.

And it was not even their fault.
====
Listening to:
Overall Picture : Ayumi Hamasaki - Moments
Pattern :
Florence and the Machine - No Light, No Light;
Diana Vickers - Notice;
Mika - I See You;
George Michael - I Can't Make You Love Me
Natasha Bedingfield - I Bruise Easily
Rihanna - California King Bed
Sara Bareilles - Islands

Time: 30 hours?
Wants to draw: Kimono, then emotionally honest picture.
====
The title mean.. "The language of flowers, a depressing morning, and the men who never returned."

So long.

An emotionally honest picture. Started as "aaah I want to draw pretty kimono" and ended up....being honest.
"I'm afraid", spoken beautifully in the language of fuck yous, filled with symbolism and meanings.

My gift for myself is (temporary) emotional honesty.

I thought this was a gift;
Past to present.
But apparently this is a boon.
Future to present.

thanks to for the Tarot talk. It helps