Description
WARNING: Her history contains mention of physical abuse and addiction, please do not read if these make you uncomfortable.
RP Availability:
OPEN
Preffered Method of RP:
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B A S T E T
"Sex is like Pizza, when it's good, it's good. When it's not good, it's still pretty good!"
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G E N E R A L-
Nicknames: None
Height: 15HH
Breed: Arabian x Russian Don
Age: 26
Gender: Female
Sexual orientation: Pansexual Polyamore
Talent: Perception
Blessing: //
H E R D I N F O R M A T I O N-
Faction: Aodh
Current Location: Valore
Past Locations: None
Favorite Location: Her home/Rich Noble's houses
Rank: Commoner - (Royal/noble escort/private 'sessions')
Patron God: None. Is not religious.
Main Drive: Seduction and redemption
R E L A T I O N S H I P S-
Family (Biological AND non-biological):
➤ Tuk | Father | Alive (Inprisoned)
➤ Nadeen | Mother | Deceased (suicide)
➤ Sakhmet | Twin Sister | Alive
Mate: None
✔: Taller than her, nice eyelashes, curled ears, feathers, good style, deep voice, sexeh, anything else ever.
✘: Any horse that remotely looks like her father.
Offspring: None
Familiar: Cat (LOCKED)
Other connections: OPEN (flings mostly, at home clients).
P H Y S I C A L-
Physical Appearance: Slender but toned. Bastet always walks with purpose, kind of like a cobra through the desert. Her eyes are sharp and witty, with long lashes and sculpted brows. She carries a slight arabian dished face, and curled ears. She is rounded, with a half shaved tail and Cleopatra styled mane. Her muzzle is dainty, but her smile is fierce. Her expressions always carry fire and so does her style of jewelry and clothing. She can often be seen wearing gold and red based clothing; shoals, scarfs, etc.
Phenotype: Buckskin
P E R S O N A L I T Y-
♛| Sultry | Exotic | Passionate | Secretive | Seductive | Daring | Eager + Willing | Desensitized | High Strung (sexually) | Addicted (sexually) | Fun | Sly + Manipulating |♛
Sultry- Bastet is very sexual, and shows it in every way possible. 98% of the time she's flashing her rear or brushing up against a stranger in the right way. She lives to make others hot under the collar for her, and is very good at doing so through her body language and verbal approaches. Just her stare alone is enough to make one weak at the knees, her powerful eyes boring through anything with a high sexual energy.
Exotic- No one really knows why or how, but Bastet acts and seems as though she's from a land far away, that no one has seen or heard of before. She acts as though she comes from secret traditions and a beautiful upbringing filled with rich culture and flourishing, exotic surroundings. Her smell stands out among the rest as something indescribable, as though she picked it up from somewhere long lost.
Passionate- No matter what Bastet does, she does it with intense want and need. She does her best at everything, and puts her all into anything. She has a passion for her work, a passion for her other past times and anything else in her life that she wants there, she will be loyal to.
Secretive- Something that makes others think Bastet is from some lost civilisation, she is very reserved about her upbringing. There's obvious reasons why, once you know her backstory, but it's not so obvious due to the way she hides her embarrassment with pure teasing. When those ask for her life story, she will tell them of many an adventure, but will never tell anything personal about herself. She won't tell the truth.
Daring- Bastet can be very reckless and out there with her decision making. She enjoys taking a chance and diving into the unknown. Most of the time she comes out unscathed, which only spurs her sense of oddity on. She enjoys screaming into the void, going bump in the night and skinny dipping with the sharks.
Eager + Willing- One of the main things that make Bastet such a good worker is her eagerness to learn and her ability to try things that others may not want to. She is always open to anything, and knows that she will be demanded to do something that a normal horse may not want to do. She often gets clients wanting rather weird things in the bedroom, and every time she doesn't hesitate to do it for them. This is not healthy, but she does not see any other way to achieve happiness.
Desensitized- Going along with the above. Bastet was shown many things when she was young that she shouldn't have been seeing. Her upbringing basically allowed her to grow up at a young age and develop an ability to witness anything without freaking out. Her early sexual encounters did traumatize her, but they also got her used to how fucked up the world can be.
High Strung- It doesn't take much for Bastet to get turned on, frankly. It can be a wink, or even a deep breath from someone beside her. No matter how small, there's just certain things that make her flip on the inside. It seems she's always on heat, always thirsty and wanting to feel the embrace of someone in their rawest, most physical state. She can be rather good at hiding it, but sometimes she just needs to escape from all eyes as to not do anything stupid in public. She doesn't know why this happens, and sometimes it really very annoys her, but a lot of the time she simply cannot help it.
Addicted- Basically Bastet's whole life has revolved around sex. So it's no doubt she'd grow up to be addicted or reliant on it. It's one of the only things she finds enjoyable, despite her doing it out of pain and sorrow. She doesn't fully see that it's a way for her to deal with her trauma, so she somewhat believes she's addicted because she loves it, which is not wholly true.
Fun- When in a good mood, Bastet is extremely bubbly and fun to be around. She likes to have a laugh, and pulls jokes a lot on others. She is positive and many love to spend time with her not just because she's fun in the sack, but also because she's fun in everything else too.
Strengths: Flirting, her good looks, witty, good eyesight.
Weaknesses: Sex, temptation, gets distracted easily, low morals.
H I S T O R Y-
♛Before Birth-♛
It seemed like a good relationship. The one that Tuk and Nadeen had created. They had been seeing eachother for quite a while, on and off. They were both young- early twenties, which meant that sometimes the rebellious life got in the way of their pairing and they fought, ultimately separating before coming together again mere weeks later. Tuk and Nadeen couldn't seem to stay away from eachother, even though their love sometimes caused more pain and drama than positive emotions.
Tuk was a Merchant in Aodh, one who sold jewelry. He himself didn't make it, he only acted as the one who sold it, who lured customers in with his charm and then had them leave with pieces that were worth far less than what they were sold for. It wasn't illegal, it was just good business. His boss- the creator of the jewelry- was a small stallion, who Tuk had grown up around.
His bosses sister, Nadeen, was the one who stole his heart and caused him to lose all sense of self control. Their love was odd, quirky, but it was theirs.
Nadeen was a dancer, and the earnings from this combined with Tuk's salary from his line of work allowed them to buy a house together and settle down. They weren't even married before they were expecting their first child. Both Nadeen and Tuk's families weren't very involved in their lives at this point, so they didn't care in the least that the young couple were having a child out of wedlock.
During the time that Nadeen was pregnant, Tuk's sexual drive seemed to increase, and they found themselves having intercourse many times while there was life in her womb. This was also when Tuk began to show weird sexual tendencies. He enjoyed S&M, and often put Nadeen in the spotlight to quench his odd thirsts. She didn't always like doing this, and she couldn't always actually physically do it with how pregnant she was, but she saw nothing weird about it and most of the time, just went along with it.
When the time of the birth came, Nadeen was twice as swollen as she'd expected, and it turned out she was to have twins. Tuk was ecstatic about this, and Nadeen- though hesitant to push them both out- was too.
The birth was rather traumatic for Nadeen. She was physically injured, inside and out, from the sheer force she had to commit to giving life to her two new daughters.
♛Foalhood-♛
Nadeen named the twins Bastet and Sahkmet, both after her own mother and auntie. A few weeks passed and Nadeen's injuries had gotten infected. Tuk took her to the hospital, and was told that she had fallen very ill, and would need to stay separated from her daughters for the time being. They were still lacking a strong immune system and Tuk didn't want to risk them catching what Nadeen had.
So, with that, Tuk set to looking after the girls on his own. Nadeen would be in the hospital for a few months due to how severe her condition was, and over that time many things happened to change Tuk. Firstly, he began having an affair. The mare he was seeing was a hot, young and feisty mare, one who was into the leather and whips, just like Tuk. They were perfect together, always out drinking and having fun. Then they'd return home at an ungodly hour and spend until early morning in the bedroom. All while Bastet and her sister sat in their room crying and whimpering, or finding comfort in each other. For a long time they were all each other had, which wasn't all bad. They did have fun together playing pretend or making forts. Tuk would sometimes come in and feed them, or let them out to play with other foals in the street, but he never spent any real time with them.
Finally, after a few months, Nadeen came home. But she was different. She was depressed, quiet, thin. She looked twenty years older than she was, grey hair growing and bags under her eyes. Tuk looked after her at first religiously, getting her soup, warmth and cuddling her with the twins at night. But, eventually his advances wore off. Nadeen was unaffected by Tuk's affection, and that turned Tuk right off her. Eventually the two just began co-existing. Nadeen would feed the twins, look after them and tend to them while Tuk worked and met with his young mistress.
Even while Nadeen was looking after Sakhmet and Bastet, she was not there. Her eyes were hollow and her mind was probably wandering far from where her body was. Bastet was young, but understood more than anyone knew. She understood the sadness that ran through her mother's veins. She understood her father's need to commit adultery.
At the age of five, Bastet was already experimenting and testing out her body, she had her sexual awakening when she was very young, and would often gossip and giggle about it with Sahkmet late in the night. She didn't fully understand the workings of sexual relations, but she didn't hesitate to ask her father, who would tell her most things she wanted to know, despite that being obviously unethical and plain wrong.
A few years passed, and Tuk seemed to spiral down hill, along with Nadeen. His sexual drive and perversions grew, and Nadeen's will to live sunk. Soon, he was taking more than seven mistresses at a time, and he often didn't care to hide that from Nadeen. He just didn't worry, he was only bothered with his own source of pleasure. It was not rare for Bastet to see more than she should have been at that young age, and eventually, Tuk did the unspeakable. He forced her to sometimes join. At first, she was unsure, she tried to politely refuse and be on her way, but once she saw the sheer anger and seriousness in Tuk's eyes about what he wanted, Bastet was too scared to say no. Bastet thought she would enjoy this, but she soon realised she was much too young to be engaging in this behavior yet. However, she could not get out of it, for those involved were much stronger than she.
This happened often, and it would come to bore a large scar on Bastet's mentality. She turned to Sahkmet for comfort, because Sahkmet was all she had. Tuk began using her for money in various ways, and despite Bastet obviously being opposed to this, he pushed it and pushed it. He pushed everything so he could get his way, that's just how sick and twisted he was.
When Bastet was 11, Nadeen killed herself by overdose. Her sister found her, and horrified reported it to Tuk. Tuk acted almost relieved. She had been a weight on his shoulders for so long, and now she was gone. This also let him take advantage of Bastet as much as he pleased without the possibility of being ratted out.
♛Teen-hood-♛
This went on until Bastet was 14. Her life outside of her home was normal, she had a group of friends, she attended schooling and began working for her father. Outside of her home, she lived a regular life, did normal things and the relationship she shared with her dad was, well, normal. Inside of the house though everything escalated, over the top and undiscovered. Finally, for a reason Bastet did not know, her sister decided to break her free from Tuk's clutches. During the day, when he was working and Bastet was awarded a day off, Sahkmet told her she had found somewhere for Bastet to go, somewhere they could both go and get looked after. The authorities were brought into it, and an investigation went underway. Tuk initially denied it, but in the end his efforts were futile and he was brought before court to fight for his rights. Bastet was too overwhelmed with everything going on to even realise what was happening or where she was going. She felt numb.
The two went to their aunties place. Nadeen's sister, Petra, who no longer spoke with Tuk. She swore to keep the girls safe, after hearing from Sahkmet everything that had happened and viewed Bastet as a victim, someone who had been through so much trauma that she needed to be coddled and smothered 24/7 in order to recover. Even though this was the right thing to do, Bastet did not react well to this. She didn't like feeling suffocated or trapped, as she had in her previous home. She almost grew a phobia to growing close to others, and staying inside for long periods of time. So she was often found on the streets, trying to fill this void in her heart with new love and parties. She turned to drinking, and eventually, for some unknown reason, she felt engaging physically with other horses would help. Even though sex was the source of her trauma, she felt empty and depressed without it, and couldn't shut it out of her life no matter how hard she tried. She took to taking control, though, and would not be the victim in any situation. It was obvious Bastet was unhealthily trying to see her situation in a better light by topping up on things that would make her numb.
It wasn't long before Sahkmet and Bastet fell out. They had a rather dramatic fight about their life decisions; Bastet's being terrible. Bastet would hear none of it, and in the end the two decided to go separate ways. She left for the streets, and Sahkmet left to build her reputation among the society. The pretty young mare lived on the sidewalks and in the alleys, lost most of the time and indulging in sexual acts for the other part. She sometimes stayed the night at peoples places whom she'd given her body too, and eventually sometimes she received a penny for it. She didn't necessarily like or want this, but she also couldn't stand the thought of being alone. It was a complex and confusing cycle, and not many really knew what was going on in her head. She was a victim, but she refused to be seen as such, and so she believed what she was doing was helping her.
When she was nearly 19, she was approached by an older mare with kind eyes, appropriately named Hope. This mare was to help Bastet get off the streets and stop using her body to try and fix her problems. She acted as the mother that Bastet had never had, and helped Bastet get clean from booze. Hope got Bastet on her feet, and for that Bastet was grateful. She stayed neat and proper, and now turned to working to try and keep her mind of the bad things she was itching to do. (Fair to say she was having withdrawals, and if at any stage she wasn't busy doing something, she would grow depressed and irritated). Hope could not do much more than keep giving her work, and so Bastet was doing just about anything and everything she could wherever she was needed. Odd jobs here and there, sometimes contracts with merchants, sometimes secretary jobs.
♛Adulthood-♛
Eventually it was clear to see Bastet was over working herself. She was worn, had large bags under her eyes and her weight had dropped. She hadn't been resting, on her time off she'd be sitting idly in her room not eating, not doing anything other than using every ounce of concentration she had to not go out and find someone to lay with.
She grew extremely emaciated, grubby, ill. Until someone unexpected showed up at her door. Sahkmet. After a heated debate and a long, long conversation, Bastet agreed to let Sahkmet help, alongside Hope, who was winding down with age.
It took more than a month, but Bastet did return to her healthy form. Sahkmet brought food, and proper bedding- the alternative to having her sister stay at her mansion, which she refused to do. She visited her daily, to make sure she was behaving herself and on the road to recovery. Bastet eventually eased her way back into the social scene, she began drinking socially, like a normal horse, and she began sleeping with horses she either knew well or was in a relationship with, because after years and years of healing and 24/7 help, she was still sexually hungry. But, instead of it being a fruitful attempt to fix her, she considered herself fixed (of course she would still have episodes of PTSD in certain situations, but it was not everyday, and she could openly talk about it now without cowering or growing too upset, to her that was 'fixed'). She was still an addict, but she could better control it now, and she had gotten overall control back on her life.
On top of this, Sahkmet helped Bastet enter into the career of an escort, something that suited Bastet extremely well. She could still feed her needs for a profit, but it was classy, and it was work. She was playing while she kept herself happy and busy, basically it was the perfect job for her, and she flourished in it.
That's where she lies now, trying to keep a balance between her personal life and her work life. She still has troubles mentally, whenever someone suddenly brings up her past she may cram up and shy away, but she has recovered immensely from how she used to be. Hope and Sahkmet are still always there to help, and her playful banter with Sahkmet is one of the best therapies she could ask for. She also enjoys being able to work with her sister, oddly so, but some clients like that, and it makes for good money.
E X T R A-
Notes:
➤ Her mane is extremely thick, and even when she lowers her head, her mane shape doesn't really warp from it's original stance.
➤ She may get small scratches/bruises and bite marks from sessions, but they never stay for long, and the only ones that scarred were her wither ones. (which were from her father)
Quirks:
➤ Snorts when she laughs.
➤ Obsessed with gold.
➤ Crinkles her nose when she smells something gross.
Items: Gilded bridle, golden collar. Both with red rubies.
Red scarf, red shoal, gold anklet/circlet, gold and ruby bracelets (LOCKED)
Scars: A few love bites on her wither
Voice actor: Sharon Stone
Song/s:
➤ Fucked my way up to the top (c) Lana Del Rey
➤ Whore (c) In This Moment
➤ S&M (c) Rihanna
➤ Dirty Talk (c) Winter Gordon
➤ One Night With You (c) Elvis Presley
Credits-
Art (c) Me
Tools-
SAI/PS
Tablet
1 hour
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