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I was in the mood for something sad yesterday and here's the resault

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Music: [link]

Story:

"It's said that demons never cry.That we can't cry since evil has no mercy and only mercyful creatures are able to show sorrow,pain and sadness. But it's not true. We are able to cry. Out of sadness,out of pain, out of sorrow and even out of joy. My tears are out of pain, since I lost the most important thing a demon could have. My master. You think demons are selfish? We are somehow but deep in our souls there's still a small flame burning that reminds us that we were created by God. That we were angels before we fell into darkness. That flame makes us restless until we find something that can fill the gape. We are always seeking a new God be can belong to. A God that dyied us in his light. A light that guides us on our way through that eternity we can never escape since we are cursed to be immortal. We can't die even if we wish to die. It's the punishment for leaving a clean white world, for wanting to be masters of our destainy, for having the wish to choose what we want to do, for being inviduals not only numbers. We turned ourself away from the warm light that surounded us but we still wish to be surounded by it. I found a new God that blessed me with his light. I knew he was the one I'm searching for from the first moment I saw him. I sacreficed my soul to him. All I have. He made me his and gave me what we are searching for. Love. It gave me the feeling that my wings are white and not black. That my soul was clean and pure not tainted and dark. He was the one that gave me a life and a purpose. Something that let me see that I exist for some reason and not because I shall suffer like all those before me. But...now...my God left me alone. He died and I was pushed back into darkness. Damned like every demon before me and every demon that will follow. Here I am. Surounded by darkness hoping for the day my God will return. Gods return one day. They always do. And I will wait for him even if it would that aeons. I won't search for another God to fill the gape. I have only one God. And I will follow his last order until he his return. The last one he gave me. Taking care of those he loved so much and protecting them with my life if needed. I will do what you told me. Since I'm your servent and you are my God. For all eternity."

"Cer?", Czara asked her brother who was standing in front of the black marble cross that marked the place where Vincent's body found his rest.

"Yes?", the black demon stallion answered his eyes still fixed on the cold stone.

"Are you talking to yourself?", she asked and went nearer until her skin could touch his.Even nearer than they both were during the time they shared in their mother's belly.

"No. I'm thinking loudly...", he replied and sighed.

Czara touched her twinbrother's nose gently with her own. She wanted to comfort him but she wasn't that good in comforting like he was. She wasn't the gentle one but she loved her brother and didn't want him to suffer so much. She never had a God. Once she hoped Kaydena would be the God she was looking for but she wasn't. She was Ryssus God and not hers. If you never found something to fill the gape in your soul it's hard to understand how it feels if you lost it but she could feel Cerberos pain since she was bonded to him over her soul.

"You braught him a cornflower and a poppy?", she asked him to lead his thoughts into an other direction.

"Yes.", he said, "He loved them. Poppies and cornflowers were his favourits."

"Very simple and humble flowers. They fit to him. He was also a very humble and gentle person. Never thought on himself to much, always taking care of others.", she said looking down to the cold stone.

Cerberos only nodded his head before he laid them on the ground. His eyes fell on the base of the cross.

"When God opened the window of heaven, he asked me. "What is your wish today?" I answered, "Please take care of the person that's reading this.", the read loudly.

"Did he choose that himself?", Czara asked and Cer beros nodded his head.

"He always said that he wanted this on his tombstone instead of a tradional "In loving memory..." or so.", he answered.

"Typically Vincent.", the mare said, "Even in death he cares for others more than for himself."

Cerberos was silent. He closed his eyes. Czara looked at her brother. Her scarred brother, blind on one eye and marked as a traitor to his kind because he was loyal to his God more that to his own blood. She protected him that day just like he protected her from Antras. Czara could see a tear in her brothers blind eye. It was olny a single one but it was there. She pressed her body against his.

"Don't cry Cer.", she whispered. "He will return one day. Much earlier that others. You are his."

"I hope he will return. Maybe he found a horse paler than me. I'm still a demon not a horse a person like him should ride.", Cerberos said.

Czara looked at her brother.

"You are a demon yes. Not a pale horse but never forget Cer, he is not normal too. His blood is unpure what makes him different to the others. I'm sure he will return to you. He will return and guide you with his light. Your God isn't dead Cer. He's just gone for a short time.",she said.

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Sad story is sad.

Cerberos and Is'Czarao again. At least in the story. This plays in the futur since Vincent will die in 2016 in a car accident. It will be a hard time for Cerberos. Like his father he lost the person he was bonded to but instead of turning himself away from all those he love he tries to make contact with Louis in hope they would be able to comfort eachother. But Louis doesn't want to have him around so Cer was all alone with his pain. Glad that he has his twin sister.

And for those who ask themself where all his scars are come from and how he lost his eye. The story will come soon. ; )

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credits:
for Cerberos [link] © *zeeplease
tombstone [link] © *GothicBohemianStock
flowers [link] and and [link] © *Eirian-stock and ~Nieblastocks
Cerberos design and Character © *DatNachtmaehre
Icogan Warmblood © *Dark1lady
Nachtmähre Breed © *DatNachtmaehre

Description
I was in the mood for something sad yesterday and here's the resault

___________

Music: [link]

Story:

"It's said that demons never cry.That we can't cry since evil has no mercy and only mercyful creatures are able to show sorrow,pain and sadness. But it's not true. We are able to cry. Out of sadness,out of pain, out of sorrow and even out of joy. My tears are out of pain, since I lost the most important thing a demon could have. My master. You think demons are selfish? We are somehow but deep in our souls there's still a small flame burning that reminds us that we were created by God. That we were angels before we fell into darkness. That flame makes us restless until we find something that can fill the gape. We are always seeking a new God be can belong to. A God that dyied us in his light. A light that guides us on our way through that eternity we can never escape since we are cursed to be immortal. We can't die even if we wish to die. It's the punishment for leaving a clean white world, for wanting to be masters of our destainy, for having the wish to choose what we want to do, for being inviduals not only numbers. We turned ourself away from the warm light that surounded us but we still wish to be surounded by it. I found a new God that blessed me with his light. I knew he was the one I'm searching for from the first moment I saw him. I sacreficed my soul to him. All I have. He made me his and gave me what we are searching for. Love. It gave me the feeling that my wings are white and not black. That my soul was clean and pure not tainted and dark. He was the one that gave me a life and a purpose. Something that let me see that I exist for some reason and not because I shall suffer like all those before me. But...now...my God left me alone. He died and I was pushed back into darkness. Damned like every demon before me and every demon that will follow. Here I am. Surounded by darkness hoping for the day my God will return. Gods return one day. They always do. And I will wait for him even if it would that aeons. I won't search for another God to fill the gape. I have only one God. And I will follow his last order until he his return. The last one he gave me. Taking care of those he loved so much and protecting them with my life if needed. I will do what you told me. Since I'm your servent and you are my God. For all eternity."

"Cer?", Czara asked her brother who was standing in front of the black marble cross that marked the place where Vincent's body found his rest.

"Yes?", the black demon stallion answered his eyes still fixed on the cold stone.

"Are you talking to yourself?", she asked and went nearer until her skin could touch his.Even nearer than they both were during the time they shared in their mother's belly.

"No. I'm thinking loudly...", he replied and sighed.

Czara touched her twinbrother's nose gently with her own. She wanted to comfort him but she wasn't that good in comforting like he was. She wasn't the gentle one but she loved her brother and didn't want him to suffer so much. She never had a God. Once she hoped Kaydena would be the God she was looking for but she wasn't. She was Ryssus God and not hers. If you never found something to fill the gape in your soul it's hard to understand how it feels if you lost it but she could feel Cerberos pain since she was bonded to him over her soul.

"You braught him a cornflower and a poppy?", she asked him to lead his thoughts into an other direction.

"Yes.", he said, "He loved them. Poppies and cornflowers were his favourits."

"Very simple and humble flowers. They fit to him. He was also a very humble and gentle person. Never thought on himself to much, always taking care of others.", she said looking down to the cold stone.

Cerberos only nodded his head before he laid them on the ground. His eyes fell on the base of the cross.

"When God opened the window of heaven, he asked me. "What is your wish today?" I answered, "Please take care of the person that's reading this.", the read loudly.

"Did he choose that himself?", Czara asked and Cer beros nodded his head.

"He always said that he wanted this on his tombstone instead of a tradional "In loving memory..." or so.", he answered.

"Typically Vincent.", the mare said, "Even in death he cares for others more than for himself."

Cerberos was silent. He closed his eyes. Czara looked at her brother. Her scarred brother, blind on one eye and marked as a traitor to his kind because he was loyal to his God more that to his own blood. She protected him that day just like he protected her from Antras. Czara could see a tear in her brothers blind eye. It was olny a single one but it was there. She pressed her body against his.

"Don't cry Cer.", she whispered. "He will return one day. Much earlier that others. You are his."

"I hope he will return. Maybe he found a horse paler than me. I'm still a demon not a horse a person like him should ride.", Cerberos said.

Czara looked at her brother.

"You are a demon yes. Not a pale horse but never forget Cer, he is not normal too. His blood is unpure what makes him different to the others. I'm sure he will return to you. He will return and guide you with his light. Your God isn't dead Cer. He's just gone for a short time.",she said.

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Sad story is sad.

Cerberos and Is'Czarao again. At least in the story. This plays in the futur since Vincent will die in 2016 in a car accident. It will be a hard time for Cerberos. Like his father he lost the person he was bonded to but instead of turning himself away from all those he love he tries to make contact with Louis in hope they would be able to comfort eachother. But Louis doesn't want to have him around so Cer was all alone with his pain. Glad that he has his twin sister.

And for those who ask themself where all his scars are come from and how he lost his eye. The story will come soon. ; )

_______
credits:
for Cerberos [link] © *zeeplease
tombstone [link] © *GothicBohemianStock
flowers [link] and and [link] © *Eirian-stock and ~Nieblastocks
Cerberos design and Character © *DatNachtmaehre
Icogan Warmblood © *Dark1lady
Nachtmähre Breed © *DatNachtmaehre