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Published: 2014-07-28 16:47:30 +0000 UTC; Views: 378; Favourites: 13; Downloads: 1
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Happy Yi, he got a pupil yay.Wukong and Yi belong to Riot.
Drawn by me.
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yes, you too I see 
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Well, lot of stuff's been happening. Few months back (if you read my latest journal) I found out I had a cyst in the middle of my head, so I had to have brain surgery to get it removed. 
Because of all that I got behind on school work (Going to a vocational/career school, studying illustration), so I was allowed to wait until after summer vacation to turn in the various projects we did throughout the semester (what we do instead of exams). Still have yet to finish it, and only a little over 3 weeks 'til school starts again. Hopefully I can finish it all in time. Should be able to, all I really need to is to get off my ass and get started, because I do work quite fast. If I started now, I'd have 3 weeks to finish it all, and that'd be MORE than enough to finish up.
ANYWAYS! How about you? How have you been doing these past few years?
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jesus christ, how deep inside your head was that cyst? OAo
Glad to see you survived that shit and are recovering well. ^o^/
My life is meh atm, out of nowhere I got a major panicattack, I really thought Id die. I even got cramps and couldnt move. My mom called the ambulance, and I got pills for when Id get panicattacks again. But I should only use them if I cant calm down on my own.
From there on I started to be a hypochondriac, the smallest owy made me worried and I went to the hospital and to docs a lot. After blood and urin tests it turns out Im perfectly fine and its all in my head. I got antideprresants, which worked nicely at the start but then I thoguht Im ok again and stopped taking them. After a week or so I got all kinds of withdrawal symptoms and I had to start taking them again.
Its a daily struggle, when Im alone with my thoughts I start to think about my breathing, and even when Im in a skype convo with people sometimes nothing can distract me from that feeling that Id stop breathing any moment.
But I googled this and turns out a lot of people have that. Might be a stress related thing, something with the psyche or maybe some nerve got squished (have neck probs, no major once but still annoying, my shoulders and neck hurt all the time, thats why Im starting physio therapy)
Im pretty lonely, still didnt get a job, and the college I applied for still didnt write if Im in 
I barely have motivation to do anything (not as bad as before the pills but still meh)
Yeaaaaah thats my life so far, I hope it turns out fine soon. OTL
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Panic attacks, huh? That sounds annoying, indeed. The best to do is to simply focus on figuring out how to move on from there, as with something like that you kinda just have to restructure your life a bit.
As for the cyst, it was pretty much smack-dab in the middle of my head, blocking spinal fluid from flowing down into my... Well, spine. This caused a build up of fluid in my head, causing the most intense headaches. Had the cyst shifted just a little bit, I'd probably have been dead within the day. Still, I somehow went two weeks with that intense headache before I went to the doctor to figure out what the heck it was. Went to the hospital on a Wednesday, and underwent numerous tests on Thursday, until on Friday morning, April 4th, the head doc came into my room and told me I had a cyst in my head. Later that very day I had the operation, and I was released from the hospital that upcoming Wednesday. Think I've got a metal plate in my head now; got a little bulge atop my scalp where they entered my skull.
I as well start thinking that the cyst may be back or whatever when I feel any sort of pain in my head, though what I do to calm myself down is think about why else my head would hurt. Usually it's just stress or neck pains or whatever, nothing to worry about. Either way, none of those pains even come close to the pain I felt when I had that damned thing in my head. xD
Never got a job myself either. Kept looking for a job for two years after I finished school, and I took numerous courses to help make me more qualified for stuff, though that unfortunately did not help. I'd even tried to apply for this school once, but they didn't want me because I had so much absence from my previous schools (which might have been because of the cyst; the head doctor figured the cyst could have been there for as long as 5 years).
I'd pretty much given up on schools because of that, but then I saw this other school... "Norway's creative career school", and I started making an application. I LITERALLY sent in the application on the very day that they ended (On a Thursday, if I recall), and just a few days later (On Monday) I got an email telling me that I had been accepted. Sure, I had to get a loan in order to pay for the education, and I will have to pay for that crap for many years to come, but hopefully I can use this education to become a proper illustrator, and even be able to sustain myself through drawing...
In under a week I went from being unemployed, and practically in despair, to a hopeful student with a goal!
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Im trying to move on, but I guess its a long process >.< But Im sure Ill get to normal eventually. ^o^/
A school for illustrators? Kind of what I applied for, but i didnt get an answer yet. If I dotn get accepted, Ima try find a random job, I need moneys. :I And maybe if I post enough stuff I get found like those models who get found randomly on the street.
Seems like we both had it tough lately, I guess it can only go well from now on >
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This is really great! I love their expressions! x) They're both a master and pupil and friends as well.
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thanks, and yes, yes they are. ^o^/
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XD Wu has always been Yi's pupil since he was added but yeah happy Yi is happy lol
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I know this was the first day they met and made the pact 
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