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ApocalipsePony — Bipolar (part 2)

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Published: 2020-04-20 04:00:53 +0000 UTC; Views: 541; Favourites: 31; Downloads: 0
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Description This is the second installment of my mental illness series. I have a lot of mental problems along with physical so I wanted to do something around that. In each deviation description I will talk about how the illness affects me. Weather it is one of my mental issues or one that someone I care about has.

For part one click this link: fav.me/ddut57a

            While I personally don’t have this, my best friend does. And it really shows. One minute he is fine then out of no where he is dangerously depressed. I won’t share all his information but it is super scary when talking to him. I never know when I will say something or do something to set him off. He is a good guy but it does get annoying when I’m joking around and he is chill then takes the joke way way to seriously. I have no idea what causes this in him or why but recently he said we were done and then proceeded with telling me all of my flaws and idk if that was upset him or real him but I respect his opinion and left him alone. We haven’t talked since but I still think of him as my best friend, even if I can’t talk to him.

            This happened on the last week of school and while I have his number I don’t have the courage to message him. It is already past the time he goes to sleep so not tonight. Maybe some day when we go back to school but until then I guess I am chill with leaving him alone and giving him his space. But this isn’t about me. Here is a website on bipolar disorder and the hotline. Call if you need.


www.mentalhelp.net/bipolar/hot…
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Comments: 17

Kimi-Parks [2020-05-01 01:57:00 +0000 UTC]

I'm sorry that happened to you, and I'm sorry your best friend has to deal with that. I know it has only been a week and a half since you posted this, but, have you heard from him yet?


I love the variety of textures going on in this drawing, btw!

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ApocalipsePony In reply to Kimi-Parks [2020-05-01 05:38:16 +0000 UTC]

Tusen takk. And no I haven't heard from him. I keep making excuses on why I shouldn't bother him but really I'm just scared that he is mad at me. It's dumb. 😅 I liked making this piece though it was sorta therapeutic in a way. I also realized that MLP took away a perfectly good character design and that made me a bit mad. Oh well... I enjoyed drawing this and the artists of MLP did a good job with the colours.

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Kimi-Parks In reply to ApocalipsePony [2020-05-05 21:42:09 +0000 UTC]

Tusen takk? I'm no expert in how long you should wait to try to patch things up with people. I tend to either try to early or too late, and then it doesn't work out. How long has it been now? Maybe just try sending a text or a message that's just like "Hi" or "What's up?" or something light like that. Not "How are you feeling?" or something that might be perceived as concern. When people do that to me sometimes it makes me feel worse and then I don't want to talk to them.

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ApocalipsePony In reply to Kimi-Parks [2020-05-07 07:15:55 +0000 UTC]

Tusen takk is roughly thank you very much in Norwegian, my 1st language. And thank you for the help! I am going to try to ease into it and I started with sharing a tik tok, hopefully I get the courage to say words soon! ❤

Also I always feel like I am repeating myself when I say "thank you" To someone so I decided to change it up. It feels nice to speak Norwegian.

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Kimi-Parks In reply to ApocalipsePony [2020-05-20 02:45:27 +0000 UTC]

Gotcha. Thanks for explaining!


Sorry for taking a while to reply. How did the share go? Have you said any words yet?

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ApocalipsePony In reply to Kimi-Parks [2020-05-20 02:59:24 +0000 UTC]

I messaged him but they aren't going through so I'm worried he might have blocked me. And it's no problem with the late response. It's better than none at all.

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Kimi-Parks In reply to ApocalipsePony [2020-05-20 03:15:22 +0000 UTC]

Are there any other ways you can contact him?


After tonight it might take me longer to reply.... At least until I figure out how Eclipse works.

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ApocalipsePony In reply to Kimi-Parks [2020-05-21 04:02:38 +0000 UTC]

Eclipse is my personal favorite since my eyes are sensitive to bright white. I find light green also a bit gross since it is the colour of the mold that grew in my old trailer growing up. Eclipse also has a more professional feel. Idk it might just be me. Ad I never got his number so I just wait now.

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SoundwaveCheese777 [2020-04-20 05:06:40 +0000 UTC]

I've met a few people like this, but they used their disorder as an advantage to drag me around, so I just left (both IRL and online).
Can't say the same for your friend since I don't know them, but hopefully, it won't turn out the same way

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ApocalipsePony In reply to SoundwaveCheese777 [2020-04-20 08:31:06 +0000 UTC]

I’m bad at picking up social cues so even if he did I’d never know.

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SoundwaveCheese777 In reply to ApocalipsePony [2020-04-20 21:11:40 +0000 UTC]

Ah, well just be careful dear <3

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ApocalipsePony In reply to SoundwaveCheese777 [2020-04-20 21:42:55 +0000 UTC]

U to on ( ͡°³ ͡°)

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SoundwaveCheese777 In reply to ApocalipsePony [2020-04-20 23:19:00 +0000 UTC]

Also a very beautiful picture ^o^

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ApocalipsePony In reply to SoundwaveCheese777 [2020-04-20 23:19:31 +0000 UTC]

Thank you!

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SoundwaveCheese777 In reply to ApocalipsePony [2020-04-20 23:38:21 +0000 UTC]

You're very welcome!

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Paladin360 [2020-04-20 04:52:21 +0000 UTC]

Ooh, this is really beautiful stuff for being together owo I'mma gave them a nice cheese anyway!!! Cheese (/^v^)/

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ApocalipsePony In reply to Paladin360 [2020-04-20 04:52:52 +0000 UTC]

❤️❤️❤️

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