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[2010-06-05 21:54:37 +0000 UTC]
"Dreamchaser"
(Germany)
# Statistics
Favourites: 201; Deviations: 25; Watchers: 24
Watching: 50; Pageviews: 7140; Comments Made: 583; Friends: 50
# Interests
Favorite movies: Horror and Disney-MoviesFavorite TV shows: My little Pony: Friendship is Magic, Avatar: The legend of Aang/Korra
Favorite bands / musical artists: System Of A Down, Slipknot, Yann Tiersen, KoRn, Maximum The Hormone, Tenacious D, Knorkator, lots and lots of Folk and Pagan Metal......
Favorite games: Shadow OfThe Colossus, Alice MadnessReturns, Black&White, AssassinsCreed, GuitarHero, Fable, Pokemon, Dragon Age
Favorite gaming platform: PS3
Other Interests: music, writing, SpecialFX, fire, collecting knives, mythology
# About me
Country of birth: PolandProfession: Psychology
Music and writing is my personal safe place<3
I also do SpecialFX (Make-up, Pyrotechnics and misc) and I love to just look scary xD
Beloved Quote: "Devotion is focusing on the sound in every action..."~Serj Tankian
Own Quote: "There is no pain you could ever inflict on me that would be capable of breaking my will to survive you."
"Even though I'm no more than a monster - don't I, too, have the right to live?"
Laugh as much as you breathe
# Comments
Comments: 72
sure, it's definetly worth it
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Danke für die Kritik Gab, das hat mich gefreut, aber mal als Frage: Hast du dir Alice nochmal angesehen??
Da is KEIN einziger Schatten auf der Haut. NICHTS. Null Textur reingearbeitet. Auch die Grinsekatze hat keine Textur. Nur Narben xD Schau nochmal genau hin ^^
Der Märzhase is der erste, bei dem ich soetwas wie halbwegs ernsthafte Schattenstruktur ausprobiert habe xD"
Klar, ich weiß was du meinst mit dem Kopf und ehrlich gesagt , das er soviel Struktur hat war ein Unfall. Viele der grauen Struckturen im Kopf waren eigentlich Orangetöne, die ich nicht mehr weggekriegt habe. Also hab ich sie in Photoshop grau gefärbt und daher kommt die Differenz zwischen dem stark schattierten Kopf und der restlichen Zeichnung, aber mit nichten ist sie weniger strukturiert als Alice und Cheshire ^^
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Btw. dass du da also was in Photoshop nachkorrigiert hast fällt ja sowas von mal gar nicht auf xD Auch bei näherem Hinsehen nich.
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Nö, deswegen hab ich ja auch geschrieben: Im Vergleich zu Alice und Cheshire wirkt der Körper [auf den ersten Blick] sehr glatt. Vllt sind sie einfach bekleidet genug, dass einem das nicht so auffällt xD Jedenfalls ist mir das nur hier so ins Auge gefallen, das ist alles.
Aaaaah, ok, das mit dem Unfall macht Sinn^^ Hast also das beste draus gemacht. Nun wie gesagt, der Laie betreibt hier Erbsenzählerei.
Das Bild steht den anderen in nichts nach, du hast wiedermal wirklich gute Arbeit geleistet.
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Vielen Dank ^//^
Das mit dem Unfall war ehrlich gesagt ziemlich frustrierend D=
Aber naja... ich wende mich da an einen Meister was Unfälle angeht:
It's not a mistake just a happy little accident
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Thanks for the comment. Didn't expect it
1. IF the details would've been swallowed by the background, the colour beeing traditional or digital would hardly matter o_ô
2. I only pricked my finger. No big deal really. No act out of pressure either. You'll hardly find any painting in my gallery that uses the colour red and actually DOESN'T contain my own blood. It's a habit.
3. It's the same with cosplay virgin stuff on gamescom, you know xD I may be a full-fledged otaku, but I've never really cosplayed OR drawn real fanart. Dunnow why myself <_<
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well, you said on the computer you at least wouldn't destroy the original, that's why I wondered why you changed your mind^^ But it turned out just fine, so that's nothing to bother about, anyway.
I guessed so, and that's why I don't worry. As much as I remember, you don't like to give in to such distorted urges anyway, and only do such things when you think you're in control. But I must admit... I think for a moment I liked the idea of being motivated by at least one friend who'd actually know what the urge is like, but who'd resist it for a longer time... the idea that I'm not alone with it and that I'd have a reason to forbid it to myself. That's why I was feeling a little sad for a moment. But knowing that it was just a prick in the finger makes it fine again. 
You know what's horrible? I envy you for your motivation to draw stuff... I have an art block, but it would be so relieving to write something down >_>
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Nah, what i meant was that i'd see wether or not this idea of mine works via photoshop, cause I can delete it again if it looks bad. Well it turned out to look just fine, so I went for it with traditional media ^^
One can't help to look the other way. The prime reason why I'd hate myself if I'd give in to those urges easily, is because I wouldn't be able to face my friends who are trying to fight their own demons, while I myself give in everytime.
Our talk yesterday helped a lot, btw ^^ (that and barfing xD).
Don't envy me ^^" Times like these were I'm able AND motivated to draw a lot are really scarce for me you know? Can't even remember the LAST time I was able to draw so much xD (and with "drawing a lot" I'm talking about two freaking pictures, here!)
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geezus, of course! Barfing was one of the advantages of drinking, too!!! How could we forget that? *laughs hard*
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30min in a goddamn shaky train help, too xDDD
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Just dropped by to say I love your avatar, it's lovely.
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thanks. I like yours too
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Thank you so much for the watch.
And also, thanks so much for your comment in my last pic "I feel perfect". I'll do my best to follow your therapy. It was really kind from you. Thanks again. c:
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actually, the best think to do is consult a real therapist who learned to teach this technique *laughs*
but you're very very welcome
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Alles Gute zum Geburtstag
Hoffe du kannst ihn genießen
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danke dir<3
jaaaa war der schönste Tag seit ner ganzen Weile^^
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Das freut mich für dich
Scheinst ja echt ne Menge grad durchzumachen
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jup. dieses jahr is einfach nich so rosig...
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Bei mir auch nicht, aber denke du toppst das locker
Hab deine Journals gelesen und....fand es heftig :s
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was isn bei dir so los?
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Kann ich so nicht schreiben, aber mein Leben steht grad Kopf O.o
Weiß nicht was ich machen soll bzw will......
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wenn du irgendwie Rat oder Hilfe brauchst, sag bescheid<3
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Danke :3
Erstmal schaun was in der nächsten Woche passiert 
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ich drück dir die daumen^^
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Übrigens gilt das oben auch andersrum
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hehe, thank you very much :>
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Thank you so much for the watch!! It means so much to me, to have your support. 
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You know, I see stuff from people in our mutual club and I always feel a mix of sadness and empathy--sadness because I hate that people suffer; empathy because I know how you feel. It makes me want to be 20 feet tall with huge squishy arms that could just embrace everybody. But in the end, all I can say is, you're not alone...and at least we can use our pain in an act of creation. In that, I find hope and meaning.
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It is so inspiring to see the exchange of such raw emotions...i say again...what a gift i found this site!!
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thank you.<3
In the past weeks I've had a feeling of being really lost and alone, so I was seeking some company... people, who I can talk with about the themes that are scratching my mind. And I've found it on deviantArt, which helped me through some gruesome days. I think you can pretty much imagine how much it can help when someone just turns to you openly and speaks out his understanding.^^
And yes, the best stuff is coming out of my fingers when I'm somewhat desparate.
Also thank you for taking the time and looking over my gallery.^^
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I liked your reply...it's nice to get such a personable response. 
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Thank you for the favorite :] If you have any free time, take a peak through my gallery. There may be some other things you’ll like.
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gosh you've really got hella lot of deviations in your gallery.
And I really like a lot of it, especially because it is so very honest and authentic. Instead of commenting and faving like a freak I'll just watch you :3
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Yeah I guess I do :] I'm glad you like it. I'd love to hear your thoughts and feedback but also thank you for the watch
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I looked through your gallery and really liked it^^
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thank you very much : D
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