R-evera In reply to JaktheDrox [2012-02-23 06:56:35 +0000 UTC]

Here's to hoping the move gives you new memories.

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Jak-The-Drox In reply to R-evera [2013-04-04 13:22:14 +0000 UTC]

-hugs-

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R-evera In reply to Jak-The-Drox [2013-04-05 00:40:14 +0000 UTC]

Hey, how are you Jak?

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Jak-The-Drox In reply to R-evera [2013-04-05 05:52:46 +0000 UTC]

Doing okay. Things are very chaotic right now lol But I was thinkin bout you so i thought i'd stop by and leave my love, I hope things are going well for you?

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R-evera In reply to Jak-The-Drox [2013-04-07 04:36:13 +0000 UTC]

Things are going well! Gearing up for a holiday with my fiancee and just... working mostly. Just work and attempting to write.

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Jak-The-Drox In reply to R-evera [2013-04-07 05:01:57 +0000 UTC]

yeah it's been awhile since i seen anythin from you! though i know how work can eat that.

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R-evera In reply to Jak-The-Drox [2013-04-07 05:04:32 +0000 UTC]

I've just been a little stressed. I've been writing just not much online. I don't know if I'll manage to sit down and post anything, haha. I'm working on a bit of science fiction.

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Jak-The-Drox In reply to R-evera [2013-04-07 05:07:28 +0000 UTC]

i would love the chance to read anything of your again! -always loved your writing- So if you get to post please dooo!

Things ever get to settle down I'd like to Visit at some point again. Just to hang out with ya and meet your fiancee and stuff, if that would ever be alright?

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R-evera In reply to Jak-The-Drox [2013-04-07 06:46:56 +0000 UTC]

If I find the time again, I will be more then happy to post here.

Perhaps once I am in the same state with my fiancee I wouldn't mind that in the least. For now it'd be rough because we're not in the same household just yet. Soon though, I'd like to think that will be changing.

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Jak-The-Drox In reply to R-evera [2013-04-07 06:49:58 +0000 UTC]

i would hope so too! you've had this going how long now? and your engaged D:

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R-evera In reply to Jak-The-Drox [2013-04-07 23:26:41 +0000 UTC]

It has been a long time! I just am finally getting the story out properly. I'm just having a little bit of trouble describing a character on paper, but I think I've finally got it.

I am! We've been together for a few years now. I don't know when the wedding is going to be yet, seeing as she is still in school.

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Jak-The-Drox In reply to R-evera [2013-04-07 23:42:13 +0000 UTC]

I want pictuuuurs! 

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R-evera In reply to Jak-The-Drox [2013-04-08 01:08:40 +0000 UTC]

They're all on my phone, which is dead right now. But I'll look into uploading some in the future!

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Jak-The-Drox In reply to R-evera [2013-04-08 06:49:53 +0000 UTC]

<333 that would be awesome.

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R-evera In reply to Jak-The-Drox [2013-04-08 06:53:49 +0000 UTC]

So what's up with your life otherwise? You mentioned things not settling down.

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Jak-The-Drox In reply to R-evera [2013-04-08 06:59:39 +0000 UTC]

Well i've started officially into my transition from FtM, me and my partner are moving in with a nother couple who are friends and also one is FtM like me. so better enviroment. Soon as i'm settled i'm starting into The 'therapy' process i have to through. But i've been living life 100% male in society and it's been wonderful again. I feel loads better about myself and cannot wait for the transition to progress further.

but moneys been pretty strapped and I worry that being on disability might effect my ability to go through the process, but we will see I spose?

Having to do art on the side to make ends meet had pretty much completely burned me out and killed my muse. But in the chaos of the move going on i've been able to sit down and take some personal time to pick away at an old original character of mine and do anatomy studies. so thats been a plus.

But once things settle down its back to work with me lol

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R-evera In reply to Jak-The-Drox [2013-04-08 07:04:20 +0000 UTC]

I'm really glad that you're finally being able to start the process of transitioning. I'm even more glad that you feel good about yourself.

I'm sure it won't. There are options, and it'll be rough but it's worth it to feel comfortable in your own skin, right?

Man art block sucks, but picking away at old OCs is always fun! So maybe that will help your muse again.

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Jak-The-Drox In reply to R-evera [2013-04-08 07:14:31 +0000 UTC]

So far it's been doing a pretty good Job. I finally completed a full piece of behalter [link] for the first time in so many years. lol. He was appreciative.

And yeah tottally worth it. My whole family knows about it now and i even have my gender as male on FB now so.... just a step closer to finally seeing the person i feel i am on the inside on the out when i look in the mirror.

The fact that i've never been comfortable in my own body was really the hugest detterant for me in..... any sort of situation.

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R-evera In reply to Jak-The-Drox [2013-04-08 22:23:21 +0000 UTC]

I saw that! It looks great Jak, and I'm really glad that you were able to finish it.

Good! I was wondering if you had told your family and I am glad that they are being supportive about it. I am really glad things are looking up for you.

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Jak-The-Drox In reply to R-evera [2013-04-09 01:54:33 +0000 UTC]

yeah for once, me too. I feelin loads better bout myself.

I hope the same's been goin on for you.

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R-evera In reply to Jak-The-Drox [2013-04-09 04:55:28 +0000 UTC]

Good for you!

It's been good, actually. I feel comfortable with myself with everything but my weight. But I am working to change that, so that's exciting.

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Jak-The-Drox In reply to R-evera [2013-04-09 06:41:41 +0000 UTC]

i think everyone is pretty uncomfortable with their wieght these days lol. I feel like it's way harder than it used to be to lose it too. I have a feeling it's the food. All the genetically modified stuff. hard to get away from it when its even in our groceries x.x Been trying to hit up a gym and be more active.

Hard work, but we'll get there!

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R-evera In reply to Jak-The-Drox [2013-04-09 20:36:27 +0000 UTC]

I've been eating healthier well...for a while now but it's hard to stay away from chocolate like once a month, haha. But trying to exercise has been interesting no lie. I have been taking the stairs lately!

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Jak-The-Drox In reply to R-evera [2013-04-09 22:24:50 +0000 UTC]

chocolate is the least bad thing for you, there's worse things to eat XD a inst

stairs are the bane of my existence cus of my fucked up knee. however i do things like backwards pullups against counters and desks. pushups, and crunches. lol

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R-evera In reply to Jak-The-Drox [2013-04-09 23:52:01 +0000 UTC]

I have been doing a lot of jumping jacks lately too. But eventually I think I am going to start crunches and the like. It's slow going since I work a lot but I am excited to get more active either way!

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Jak-The-Drox In reply to R-evera [2013-04-10 02:28:55 +0000 UTC]

always a good thing to be excited about. I've been pretty much the same way.

always thought you looked good no matter though. But It's a good wish to want to be healthy and be happy anf feel good. :3

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R-evera In reply to Jak-The-Drox [2013-04-10 03:18:10 +0000 UTC]

I really do appreciate that. I've just been having an interesting time lately with the losing weight business. So we'll see how it goes!

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Jak-The-Drox In reply to R-evera [2013-04-10 07:04:23 +0000 UTC]

I have no doubt you can do whatever you put your mind to! you'll get there ^_^

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R-evera In reply to Jak-The-Drox [2012-02-09 07:27:15 +0000 UTC]

Things are looking good so far. I've changed my hairstyle again so it's much different from my ID and the like.

It's nice to be writing again. It's been far too long since I've written anything.

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Jak-The-Drox In reply to R-evera [2012-02-10 11:00:02 +0000 UTC]

I agree! i hope to see more soon!

like to see the hairstyle change. Mines changed as well. however this one i've kept to a couple years now. it's still growing out where i want it.

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R-evera In reply to Jak-The-Drox [2010-02-12 21:26:38 +0000 UTC]

You seemed shocked.

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Jak-The-Drox In reply to R-evera [2010-02-12 21:29:59 +0000 UTC]

just a little bit, i didn't realism you were still hanging around DA.

Good to see you.

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R-evera In reply to Jak-The-Drox [2010-02-12 21:31:15 +0000 UTC]

I've been around. It's a matter of actually doing something. It's been far too long since I've written anything decent.

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Jak-The-Drox In reply to R-evera [2010-02-12 21:34:30 +0000 UTC]

it's hard to get inspired again. I've been feeling the same about my drawings.

but i'm pushing myself back into it.

Still working at the casino?

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R-evera In reply to Jak-The-Drox [2010-02-12 21:38:59 +0000 UTC]

It's not that I am not inspired. I've been craving the written word for so long, but I have no words to use.

I am. I'm a supervisor now. I no longer work for the Starbucks but work for the deli next door.

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Jak-The-Drox In reply to R-evera [2010-02-12 21:43:23 +0000 UTC]

oh very nice! making a better income now i hope?

still at home or have you been able to get your own place now?

And i can understand that... Really it's same with me but with lines... I can make something in my head but i cannot make the proper lines to create what i see. so instead i draw nothing.

I've been getting back into writing a bit instead and it's been binging back a few on my lines in return.

been reading anything? perhaps some stories may inspire something. When in doubt look for inspiration from others? perhaps go for a walk in a new area. see if you can see something that may bring about an idea.

i do that in Seattle sometimes... go wandering... see pictures see bulletins, see stores of interest... imagine myself as a character and what they would do in a place like this. Imagine what thye might do if they were with some one too.

Real life role play... kinda silly... but it works sometimes.

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R-evera In reply to Jak-The-Drox [2010-02-12 21:49:45 +0000 UTC]

So far, yes. But not enough to leave my home. It's very hard when the economy is still dreadful, but I am looking to the future. I'm going to be going back to school. It's culinary school, but it's still something.

I've been reading quite a bit. Mostly fantasty and science fiction as always, and I've been trying to get back into the habit of reading but I have some video games that have been taking a lot of my time lately.

I can't do that in Reno. It's still sort boring, but I at least have been getting out more.

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Jak-The-Drox In reply to R-evera [2010-02-12 21:53:05 +0000 UTC]

Ya i remember Reno... all of two times i've been there heh. it's small. i could probably go back there now even after all these years... and still rember how to get around.

even how to get to your place... or your casino... even though i had ot get on higher ground to see it originaly XD

i won't ever forget getting lost to drive there. lol

it's good your not keeping yourself cooped up though. i'm proud to hear it. better than what i've been doing for myself to say the least.

hows the weather?

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R-evera In reply to gangsta [2009-09-20 21:43:42 +0000 UTC]

I was WONDERING who this was. Hahaha <3 Adding back!

Love the new name btw.

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R-evera In reply to Ros3lyn [2009-07-26 00:33:56 +0000 UTC]

Yes! <3 I can't wait to keep an eye on you. You know your art is pretty cute too.

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R-evera In reply to princelingcat [2009-06-21 03:52:01 +0000 UTC]

Sup dude <3

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R-evera In reply to MeganAoyama [2009-06-15 01:24:15 +0000 UTC]

You're such a dork.

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MeganAoyama In reply to R-evera [2009-06-15 01:25:58 +0000 UTC]

Just for you

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