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Published: 2011-03-24 19:23:50 +0000 UTC; Views: 31067; Favourites: 698; Downloads: 12
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Have you ever wanted to die?So bad
That you stood in the bathroom
A knife or a razor blade in hand
Maybe a boodle of pills
And a glass of water
And you stared at the mirror
Just wishing you'd die
But then you started to think
About your mom and your dad
Your sisters and brothers
Your nephews and nieces
All of your friends
And you put down the knife or the razor blade
You put away the pills
And you walked away
Acting like nothing ever happened
But the thoughts of your family and friends
Never stay for long
Day's week's maybe months later
Your back to thinking about suicide and death
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I think this sometimes and I do not want people to know.
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I am thinking of this right now. My family is the only thing that keeps me from doing it.
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Awesome words β₯ My thoughts exactly, except I don't have any friends that keeps me going :'D
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My dad is the reason why I tried hanging myself with a clothes hanger ;-;
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MymomisthereasonIwantotdie but this is very good
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^ more spread out with my family though
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Have been ever since i was 5 and may as well have broken the record on suicide attempts and I still do to this day.
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I don't get it, why do I have suicidal thoughts when nothing is going wrong? When I don't have depression? When I don't have anxiety? I can't kill myself though. It's a coward's way out of life, I still have to complete everything I hope for. I have to strive and make my mark. But it fails, everytime. I suppose it's my perfectionism. It's not about everything around me, it's about me. I'm not good enough, I'm not smart enough, I'm not beautiful enough, I'm overweight. I'm too altruistic. I'm too sad. I'm too cocky. I always bring too many problems. I seem to find every flaw in my life and just exaggerate it, sometimes I can't even control it.
And yeah, I know I'm edgy as fuck.
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I can relate but i dont care about my mom dad nor brother. Just my sister. I care about my friends. My friends are my family so i cant leave them. I consider suicide many times but never had the courage to do so.
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What if your family treats you wrong and you don't have any friends or any of that stuff what stops you then? What if there's no purpose for you anymore and you're just a clump of flesh in the vast expanse of space and time and nobody cares about you? These are my questions. They are serious questions. I just want it all to end...
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i don't have any friends or family anymore. I'm already dead to them all. i can't fell any love from them and nothing is coming from living with my family no more.
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Sounds like desctrition of my past few days
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Get a life you fucking troll.
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And you should get a life, fucking low-life troll. :/
Also, that's funny you say that to someone with depression. XD
I have a low enough self esteem, I don't feel what your petty comment is trying to make me feel.Β
Maybe you should get off your computer and live your worthless life instead of trolling. There's better things out there, kid.Β
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Not the best advice.
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Why do you feel this way? If you have friends and family you care about?
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Depression, anxiety, or literally any major mental illness. It fucks up a person, makes them think 'wrong' and freaky shit.
Just a few months ago I was pretty happy, I was 'okay' and the things I thought weren't... 'messed up'.
Now ? I have nearly 70 cuts on my thigh, everyday I've wished to die, I just wish the rope was around my neck and my family could read the suicide note I left. I am currently talking with my school psychologist so I could recover from my depression (and maybe anxiety).
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But what's causing the depression?
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Most common cause is trauma. Being bullied, abused ect.. but not alwaus it's something physichal.
My depression was (most likely) caused by breakup with my first serious girlfriend in January, and a family accident month later.
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Oh, I'm so sorry. I hope things get better; you can always talk to me.
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I have Social anxiety disorder and depression. I ended up in the hospital because i tried to kill myself. I had taken a bunch of random pills. That kind of shit permanantly fucks you up.Β
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It would be the best if there's a ''suicide button''
All u need to do is to click it and wo hoo ur dead.
I'm lazy lol
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I had never gotten that close to were I had a razor in hand but I have had thoughts like that in the past. Then I just think about how my friends and family would be affected. And I don't think about it anymore.
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