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Some things just don't seem
To stay away for good
Because now
I'm haunted by these thoughts
These feelings
Ones I never wanted to relive

It's a relapse
It's happening again
What I thought left me
Never to return

That's just it
the main words; to live
That takes it back
Back to those thoughts mentioned
They make you want an end

An end to everything
All the dissapointment,
Being unsure and sad,
Most of all
The pain of life

There comes a point
You just want it all to go away
All of it to just disappear
But it just seems
The only way for it to go away
Is for you to disappear yourself

Sometimes you think
That's whats best for all
To just be gone
To be one less burden in life
One less person
You can stop caring for

And you can guess
Which isn't hard to do
That's what I want to be
Be gone, vanish and also
The one you'll no longer see

I've said it before
Having thoughts like these
Never have they been this strong
Never have they left me this empty
Because until now
I've never known a situation like this

Now that I have this
The knowledge of going through this
I know now
It's easier to escape
Then be sitting there
Day in and day out
Waiting for it to end
When you can merely end it yourself