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xFllnXStrx — My Nightmare
Published: 2004-02-18 01:17:43 +0000 UTC; Views: 81; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 3
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Description This knife is at my wrist,
I can not feel its pain,
It’s the feeling that’s inside me,
That’s come around again.

I’ve been broken,
Beat,
Hurt beyond repair,
Back stabbed,
And cheated
But nothing can compare,
To the nightmare that haunts me,
It follows me everyday,
The thought that I’m not good enough,
For much of anything.

At my funeral,
Who will be there?
Who will put me in the ground?
Who will cry over my dead body?
Who will never make a sound?

No sound at all is what I fear,
Not one will shed a tear,
My life, deemed meaningless,
Will quickly disappear,
Forgotten in the shadows,
Covered in fine dust,
I will become a tombstone,
Unloved, as is my luck.

No one to anybody,
But a name upon a rock.

I see my future, sadly,
As a true and sad tale,
My greatest fear's
my future,
I will become what I most fear,

I will be forgotten.
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Comments: 7

FluxusX [2005-05-19 18:38:57 +0000 UTC]

Again, very evocative. Haunting.

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xFllnXStrx In reply to FluxusX [2005-05-22 18:30:52 +0000 UTC]

thank you

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efememphni [2004-02-19 17:33:56 +0000 UTC]

this is a ver beautious poem... ver heartfelt n all i like much. and yet i dont understand it o.O well i do but i dunno... i get it and i love the way yu have put it all into words n all but those are fears that have never crossed my mind. im afraid of losing ppl, not of them giving a shit about losing me.
but i care not for tis beautious, speshly the first bit and the third bit. yay xx

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xFllnXStrx In reply to efememphni [2004-02-19 23:30:06 +0000 UTC]

it's about the feeling of having true friends.. friends that TRULY care.. and would miss you.. sorta thing.. thanx for the comment!! super appreciated!!!!!!!!!

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efememphni In reply to xFllnXStrx [2004-02-22 20:41:35 +0000 UTC]

ooh i see ^^ netime sweetie xx

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AmbushMaster [2004-02-18 03:08:12 +0000 UTC]

.......wow. just.....wow

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xFllnXStrx In reply to AmbushMaster [2004-02-18 04:57:30 +0000 UTC]


you like?
XOXO!!!

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