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LOOKIT I POSTED SOMETHING!! -cries- sorry guys I've been super busy, but I managed to crank this out for yas this weekend ho my lawd. -handcramps-

HERE HAVE A SONG: www.youtube.com/watch?v=WSeNSz…

So yeah, this is one of my babies Shihan! He's half demon, half human, but his body is constantly changing from either more demon to more human, but he's never achieved 100% of either, because there's a certain mindset he must attain before that can happen. To become fully human, and also have control over his demon half, he must achieve a type of zen mode, a total peace of mind, and to completely understand and embrace his pros and cons to their fullest and still be confident in himself. So, he just technically has to believe in himself, but if he falls further down the rabbit hole of turmoil and grief, low self-esteem and confusion of what is truly right and wrong, he turns more demon. But if he ever becomes 100% demon, he will be completely lost, a feral beast that will devour indiscriminately and without stop. So he's pretty much a ticking time bomb xD because he's very fickle and angsty, his mind is constantly changing and the slightest gestures and actions affect him like x1,000 xD

Personality wise, He's kind of shy, doesn't talk much because not because he's shy, but because he's constantly in a battle in his mind over what's good or bad, what's right and wrong. So he's pretty much constantly brooding xD His gaze is always strong, like he's peering into your very soul, and that's pretty much true xD He tries to see your worth, I guess in a way. He'll never ask for help, mostly because he's so used to being alone and doing things himself, and he's not terribly good with engrish xD so that's another valid reason lol He speaks the language of the Daemons, and has had little exposure to humans, so he knows little of their customs and how they dress, etc. (this is why he used to be in a skirt, he didn't know any better x'D BUT HE HAS GRADUATED TO BIG BOY PANTS SO YAY ) But he is very curious about humans, and will unintentionally stalk you like a creeper when you least expect it. xD If he ever loses control of his mind, like, his, on occasion, stable mindset, physical interaction is a quick way to calm him, like holding his hand, stroking his hair, or giving him a big ol' bear hug xD it's kinda scary how one grain of rice can tip the scales in the way he perceives everything.

But yeah, if I think of anything more to add to this, I'll update it xD

PS: the symbol behind him is his family's crest hurr -rolls around-

HOPE YOU ENJOY GUYS I LOVE YOU

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LOOKIT I POSTED SOMETHING!! -cries- sorry guys I've been super busy, but I managed to crank this out for yas this weekend ho my lawd. -handcramps-

HERE HAVE A SONG: www.youtube.com/watch?v=WSeNSz…

So yeah, this is one of my babies Shihan! He's half demon, half human, but his body is constantly changing from either more demon to more human, but he's never achieved 100% of either, because there's a certain mindset he must attain before that can happen. To become fully human, and also have control over his demon half, he must achieve a type of zen mode, a total peace of mind, and to completely understand and embrace his pros and cons to their fullest and still be confident in himself. So, he just technically has to believe in himself, but if he falls further down the rabbit hole of turmoil and grief, low self-esteem and confusion of what is truly right and wrong, he turns more demon. But if he ever becomes 100% demon, he will be completely lost, a feral beast that will devour indiscriminately and without stop. So he's pretty much a ticking time bomb xD because he's very fickle and angsty, his mind is constantly changing and the slightest gestures and actions affect him like x1,000 xD

Personality wise, He's kind of shy, doesn't talk much because not because he's shy, but because he's constantly in a battle in his mind over what's good or bad, what's right and wrong. So he's pretty much constantly brooding xD His gaze is always strong, like he's peering into your very soul, and that's pretty much true xD He tries to see your worth, I guess in a way. He'll never ask for help, mostly because he's so used to being alone and doing things himself, and he's not terribly good with engrish xD so that's another valid reason lol He speaks the language of the Daemons, and has had little exposure to humans, so he knows little of their customs and how they dress, etc. (this is why he used to be in a skirt, he didn't know any better x'D BUT HE HAS GRADUATED TO BIG BOY PANTS SO YAY ) But he is very curious about humans, and will unintentionally stalk you like a creeper when you least expect it. xD If he ever loses control of his mind, like, his, on occasion, stable mindset, physical interaction is a quick way to calm him, like holding his hand, stroking his hair, or giving him a big ol' bear hug xD it's kinda scary how one grain of rice can tip the scales in the way he perceives everything.

But yeah, if I think of anything more to add to this, I'll update it xD

PS: the symbol behind him is his family's crest hurr -rolls around-

HOPE YOU ENJOY GUYS I LOVE YOU