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Like most of kids, I loved dinosaurs, but the love to them never ended, but the opposite- it has grown into a hobby which I haven't shared
through my drawing skills, because...my morbid perfectionism

Not only getting a job for longer than just a week made me being tired most of time and even fall close to depression again,
but I had to fall again. It's like with riding a bike, right? Or learning to walk for the first time?

The point is, my fear of failure is so high and I'm pilling up worries before I start so much, that I end up doing nothing.
I got comfortable with drawing realistic Pokemon based on prehistoric animals, I have even started an expanded Pokedex project
on Patreon and then some evens irl made me realize it's time to dig up that old dream of drawing paleoart by my own hands
-so who's gonna make it if not me?

I know I'm not the best when it comes to writing and putting down my thoughts, but trust me, my jaw dropped once I realized
while sketching these "Oh my. It's just the same thing I've been doing with realistic Pokemon! And with my E-Pokedex project:
I work out my best from what I have gathered even still I feel there are gaps to be filled...and the backgrounds always need a research
and are difficult to draw in a way I wish. WHAT I WAS THINKING BEFORE, WORRYIGN SO MUCH?? WHY I HAVEN'T STARTED
PALEOART MUCH EARLIER.....?"

I'm sorry there's no Austroraptor or at least not yet. I wanted to even color quickly these skecthes and put some details
on the backgrounds, but time's out for me for today. And from tomorrow I'm going to work.....

...you all, please wish me luck this state of mind I have will stay and even if I lack an image in my head, an inspiration, I'll be just drawing
because it feels good to do all those struggles

I hope you have learned something great about dinosaurs here!
____
art belongs to me, Marta Kłeczek and ask for permission if you want to post my art somewhere.

Description
Like most of kids, I loved dinosaurs, but the love to them never ended, but the opposite- it has grown into a hobby which I haven't shared
through my drawing skills, because...my morbid perfectionism

Not only getting a job for longer than just a week made me being tired most of time and even fall close to depression again,
but I had to fall again. It's like with riding a bike, right? Or learning to walk for the first time?

The point is, my fear of failure is so high and I'm pilling up worries before I start so much, that I end up doing nothing.
I got comfortable with drawing realistic Pokemon based on prehistoric animals, I have even started an expanded Pokedex project
on Patreon and then some evens irl made me realize it's time to dig up that old dream of drawing paleoart by my own hands
-so who's gonna make it if not me?

I know I'm not the best when it comes to writing and putting down my thoughts, but trust me, my jaw dropped once I realized
while sketching these "Oh my. It's just the same thing I've been doing with realistic Pokemon! And with my E-Pokedex project:
I work out my best from what I have gathered even still I feel there are gaps to be filled...and the backgrounds always need a research
and are difficult to draw in a way I wish. WHAT I WAS THINKING BEFORE, WORRYIGN SO MUCH?? WHY I HAVEN'T STARTED
PALEOART MUCH EARLIER.....?"

I'm sorry there's no Austroraptor or at least not yet. I wanted to even color quickly these skecthes and put some details
on the backgrounds, but time's out for me for today. And from tomorrow I'm going to work.....

...you all, please wish me luck this state of mind I have will stay and even if I lack an image in my head, an inspiration, I'll be just drawing
because it feels good to do all those struggles

I hope you have learned something great about dinosaurs here!
____
art belongs to me, Marta Kłeczek and ask for permission if you want to post my art somewhere.