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Published: 2005-02-16 22:45:14 +0000 UTC; Views: 414; Favourites: 9; Downloads: 90
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When everything screws up and there's no one left to hold on to, we still have hope.
Sometimes, we have nothing else.

Never give up on hope <3
I sometimes give up. Fall apart. Everyone does. I always have something at the back of my mind telling me to carry on, smiling, because things will be better. There's tomorrow. The day after that. The month after that.

This is for my friends ~
I love you all so much. I would've fallen apart by now if it wasn't for you guys. You're always there to pick up the pieces, and to listen to me be a paranoid fool. I could never ask for anyone else, you're like family to me. I know I never show it, I'm sorry for that. No one comes before you. Every day all of you never fail at putting a smile on my face. You're beautiful people, inside and out <3 I hope you putas feel the same


||I am not blonde, just came out this way o_O||

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Comments: 69

multi-lizard [2005-06-11 13:36:30 +0000 UTC]

No problem Panda girl.

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vanilla-chan In reply to multi-lizard [2005-06-13 15:32:58 +0000 UTC]

I DONT CARE XD I AM A PANDA AND DAMN PROUD

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multi-lizard [2005-06-08 18:23:38 +0000 UTC]

Whats up with your eyes?..Anyway, nice background

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vanilla-chan In reply to multi-lizard [2005-06-09 21:01:39 +0000 UTC]

er....they're..black....

o.o

thanks joe

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LenzFrenzy [2005-04-18 15:36:36 +0000 UTC]

wow this image is almost scary I like it though!

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vanilla-chan In reply to LenzFrenzy [2005-04-18 15:59:02 +0000 UTC]

thanks

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Yarashi [2005-04-17 15:36:14 +0000 UTC]

You should go Kyo-blonde. Just for a day. Let me scout ebay for the Kyo ba-tsu tie, and then I can lend you my DRAIN AWAY jacket that I haven't even finished yet, and then we can make you Kyo~!
/useless comment

Blonde does scarily suit you, mou~ so many things to comment on. Can I be lazy? You know I love you and everything else to pieces. ^.^ *<-- trying to get out of commenting*

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Psychokitti2000 [2005-02-22 04:01:09 +0000 UTC]

Thats....so incredibly kewl......(and plz excuse my horrible spelling....I have had one to many cokes....o.O)
*lost in a blank stare*

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WednesdaysChild [2005-02-19 16:03:04 +0000 UTC]

Yeah although your hair isn't blonde, it does suit you.

Gorgeous shot though, and I love the softness in this. It just adds the perfect element to it. The whiteness around you is just simply stunning. And love the eye make-up, brings out your eye colour so wonderfully.

How did you manage to make this so white? Beautiful shot though. <3

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vanilla-chan In reply to WednesdaysChild [2005-02-19 17:45:19 +0000 UTC]

Well, I used neatimage to get rid of the damn grain, then on photoshop I used the dodge tool and made the background white and the sheets white too ^__^

I also used an effect which makes things glow. I can tell you how to do that, if you like?

Thank you veryyy much I hope you're doing well <3
Take care

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broken-butterfly [2005-02-19 12:41:15 +0000 UTC]

this is so beautiful.. love the softness, and the eye makeup.. the words to go with the image are perfect too, i can relate so much.. keep up the excellent work..

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vanilla-chan In reply to broken-butterfly [2005-02-19 17:56:37 +0000 UTC]

Thank youu <3

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distorted-image [2005-02-18 19:09:32 +0000 UTC]

hope youve taken care?

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distorted-image [2005-02-18 19:07:32 +0000 UTC]

i likes tis ones

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vanilla-chan In reply to distorted-image [2005-02-19 17:55:46 +0000 UTC]

Thank you MI AMIGOOOO!
como estas?

donde has estado?

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Psyrax [2005-02-17 17:33:22 +0000 UTC]

some times hope takes its time
X____________X

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vanilla-chan In reply to Psyrax [2005-02-19 17:47:08 +0000 UTC]

Yeah T____T



maybe it depends on how strong you are

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randomfairy [2005-02-17 16:48:47 +0000 UTC]

wowow........nice pic...angelic...u look good blonde ya noo

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vanilla-chan In reply to randomfairy [2005-02-19 17:46:12 +0000 UTC]

thanks <3
I was tempted to bleach it once, but then realized my hair gets enough abuse, I didnt want it to drop out LOL

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MyFallingStarX [2005-02-17 15:55:30 +0000 UTC]

beautiful shot

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vanilla-chan In reply to MyFallingStarX [2005-02-17 15:57:57 +0000 UTC]

thankiesss <33

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suk0shi-hamu [2005-02-17 15:47:19 +0000 UTC]

BOOTIFUL, putaaaaaaaaaa


You're so perdyfuulll ^_^ I really liked this one... SO beautiful.


And when I reach out for the stars
The moon gets in the way
And I slip into it
Like a fly caught on a web
I'm glued to this ground
I'm longing to be found
Γƒnd yet I cannot leave
And yet I'm stuck here
And yet I hope
I dream
For that one escape
That shall set me free
At last
And I know where it lies
I just can't reach it
No matter how hard I try
And I'm reaching for the stars
And getting stuck on the moon...



I still dream. I still hope. <3

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vanilla-chan In reply to suk0shi-hamu [2005-02-17 15:50:54 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much puta


I know you do <333 You're such an inspiration to me Souki, after all this mierda you still have a smile on your face

you pwn meeee mo3r3r3r3r3r! ^__^

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suk0shi-hamu In reply to vanilla-chan [2005-02-17 15:54:40 +0000 UTC]

No need to thank me.


And it sure is hell hard to smile... But we just have to. No matter how hard it is... Cuz wallowing in self-pity won't get us anywhere, right? :]

J00000 pwn ME morerererererrererer <3333

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vanilla-chan In reply to suk0shi-hamu [2005-02-17 15:59:58 +0000 UTC]

It's true...

Sometimes people forget that though =/ they just dwell in the past and can't move themselves foward and forget everything.

You'll find someone truly worth you sweetie

^__^

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suk0shi-hamu In reply to vanilla-chan [2005-02-17 16:04:07 +0000 UTC]

Yeah... I hope I have already. =X



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vanilla-chan In reply to suk0shi-hamu [2005-02-17 16:04:35 +0000 UTC]

OOOH IS IT THE FLUSHY TOILET GUY?


!!!!!1!1

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suk0shi-hamu In reply to vanilla-chan [2005-02-17 16:09:16 +0000 UTC]

LOL I didn't even REMEMBER that one XDDD~


Nah... But shhhhhh =X

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vanilla-chan In reply to suk0shi-hamu [2005-02-17 16:10:14 +0000 UTC]

lmfao

OMGOMG!!111!! *SWOONS*

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yazzrebel [2005-02-17 12:32:27 +0000 UTC]

You look so pwetty there
I love your hair blonde... looks great!
Definatly a favourite!
xXx

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vanilla-chan In reply to yazzrebel [2005-02-17 15:17:29 +0000 UTC]

Thank you <3333

I think once all the black grows out I MIGHT do it white blonde, but my hair gets enough abuse already XD

thank you very much

Take care ^_^

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yazzrebel In reply to vanilla-chan [2005-02-17 21:36:44 +0000 UTC]

Youre very welcome hun

Woh yer. White blonde would look awesome!
Yer my hair gets enough abuse too... dying it blue/black all the time lol.

Youre very very welcome hun
Take care <33

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larafairie [2005-02-17 12:19:36 +0000 UTC]

I thought you'd dyed your hair blonde.

It really suits you though actually.
Love your expression.
Beautiful as always Lisa.

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vanilla-chan In reply to larafairie [2005-02-17 15:19:08 +0000 UTC]

lmao XD

my friend Tina wanted me to bleach it blonde

Thank you sweetie take care

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TheSilencing [2005-02-17 09:56:02 +0000 UTC]

woah blonde lisa.. and this is really cool.. glad to see your hope still has its foundations

i wrote a song a good while back about what i thought of how.. how i would word it.. i never finished it.. still not finished, but yeah.. here it is..

Brilliant lights, graft onto my eyes..
In the dimise of these burden flames,
Grant me now bliss..
With an Eternaled kiss,
Iced in this mourning gaze,
A ora of bright, reissued the fight,
for it can not rain all the time.
In this world, in your mind,
You should quest and yes find,
The heated embrace of smiles.

Flowing through crystal skyline
Trembling rays of sun
Enhanced with given gracelight..
this bliss be my domain

It's im my smexin gallery, thought you would find it as appropriate as i did

Speak to you soon, glad you have such r0ckin friends.

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vanilla-chan In reply to TheSilencing [2005-02-17 15:21:34 +0000 UTC]

OMG that's awesome

rwarr you're so good at writing T__T *gives rainbow* ^____^

Thank youuu <33333

take care

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TheSilencing In reply to vanilla-chan [2005-02-17 15:42:03 +0000 UTC]

lol, more than welcome lisa ^_^

speak to u later z0rrr

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vanilla-chan In reply to TheSilencing [2005-02-17 15:43:15 +0000 UTC]

<3333

z00rr backz00rr ^__^
take care <3

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Infinite-Starlight [2005-02-17 09:15:47 +0000 UTC]

your hair. its soo .. LIGHT

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vanilla-chan In reply to Infinite-Starlight [2005-02-17 15:22:34 +0000 UTC]

lmao XD

Don't worry, its still black~

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Infinite-Starlight In reply to vanilla-chan [2005-02-18 05:25:19 +0000 UTC]

hehe

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0wicca0 [2005-02-17 08:44:30 +0000 UTC]

oh, you look so pretty...
i love the contrast between the black/white
it's really a great job

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vanilla-chan In reply to 0wicca0 [2005-02-17 15:28:57 +0000 UTC]

Thank you <333

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AceOfHearts [2005-02-17 08:24:10 +0000 UTC]

Good job I'm not one of your friends. or you'd probably be dead...



[I was going to bug you to submit this]

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vanilla-chan In reply to AceOfHearts [2005-02-17 15:32:47 +0000 UTC]

How'd I probably be dead? o_O;;


lmfao. YOU ALWAYS MOAN WHEN I SUBMIT THINGS =[

damn you child >_>

thank you~

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JappaDaGhost [2005-02-17 07:25:10 +0000 UTC]

u look really good in dat... turned out really good~!!!

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vanilla-chan In reply to JappaDaGhost [2005-02-17 15:33:21 +0000 UTC]

Thank you very much ^_^

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JappaDaGhost In reply to vanilla-chan [2005-02-17 15:50:56 +0000 UTC]

ur welcome

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LatinMuffin [2005-02-17 02:47:53 +0000 UTC]

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vanilla-chan In reply to LatinMuffin [2005-02-17 15:33:51 +0000 UTC]

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