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isn't that the best emoticon ever lol
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Chu know unnie loves chu, Ri-risa~♥ I can't wait to get that phone case on mah phone, it will be all sleek and white and sexy lol. I will come to you for all my kpop needs!
Ahh and I'm trying to compile all the pictures I need to commission your for my little story edity picture thing(is total phail with the name, I has no clue ) But dude, on the real, you seriously drew Mir to perfection.<3 Why you so damn talented? HUH? XDDD
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I wru you too Unnie
hahaha yush!! gorgeous phone case kekeke!
Totally fine, take your time ^^
I haven't drawn mir in 2 years huhu SO HAPPY HE CAME OUT AWESOME!!
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Okay I just wanna say that your icons had me LAUGHING.
Yea, I sent you an email asking a few questions cause ofc I'm confused about everything...as usual. I'm kind of a ditz sometimes, even though i try to act like I'm not. XD
Oh and you sounded a little depressed on twitter...you make Unnie worry! D; Do you wanna talk about it?
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hahah XD
I got your email and responded to it ^^
I am depressed, and angry =/
We can talk about it <3
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Aigoo...stupid icloud, I never received the email. Do you think you could possibly resend it to my other email addy? It's amutoluvs@yahoo.com
I know how you feel, sweets. It's still about the thing with your parents right? I completely understand, as I said, I was kind of forced to leave home when I turned 18(which was a day after i graduated)because my family wasn't happy with my decisions in college. Nor were they happy that I had a boyfriend at the time, there was alot of tension and I had always had a job so they basically kicked me out in a nice way. BUT still allowed my potthead brother to stay with them because they were his good little monkey, throwing away his dreams and being their puppet. You said you were sad for your brothers, you don't wanna leave because you are close to them right? And people stand over your back and watch you while you're on the computer? Also, how does your family feel about Kpop? Do they tease you because you like it?
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Sure ^^
Yeah, my parents and mother in particular; is just the reason for all my inner pain and frustration.
I am sad for my little brother and younger sister, but my older brother can leave when he wants he is 27 huhu; he had a rough spot and needed a place to t him back on his feet you know. She made it hell for everyone.
People are always watching my every move, I have such a high expectation; that if I fall below those not only do I feel horrible; I feel as if I let people down and I don't like that feeling. My teachers even tell me that I am a nice contrast from my parents and that they are surprised how at such a young age I think like an adult with years of wisdom along with a mind boggling work ethic...
My dad could care less, but he actually listens to it; I made him CDs
My mom looks at them and speaks perversion, stereotypical.
My grandma, only likes tvxq, she enjoys bolero
my big bro, jokes but he actually likes their work ethic and production
my sis and I are always together on kpop... she is the reason I am on aff lol
my little bro is normal about it, but he likes the music and sometimes the video kekeke
but my mom will tease me with "so are you going to bring that home? you have to be up on your game, and pretty to bring that home. " then she says things like, you need heels and to wear makeup , fix your hair, I can give you a weave; we could buy wigs and blah blah blah...
I am frustrated with life, because she is narcissistic and annoying; she won't hear anyone out either.
Sorry for long message huhu
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Okie dokie! I'll be waiting for your email! When i get it, I will be able to adequetly be able to commission you and start my stories <3.
Gosh it sounds like your mom is very critical of you and your looks especially. You're black right? I'm actually mixed myself(black and white with a japanese grandma on my dads side so...I guess I'm a mutt lol) and I know how you feel. I hate it when people say things about wearing a weave and wigs and things like that. I think natural hair is the best, honestly,and I've seen pictures of you, you're hella pretty. You don't need any of that, any guy would like you how you are. I bet them exo guys would think you're the prettiest exotic.<3 Don't let people get you down with that stuff, your momma or not. My mom is kind of the same way. I have the facial piercings and tattoos and stuff and she sees me oogling at Mir on my phone or wistfully sighing and says that no aisan guy would ever like a girl as freaky looking as me or that I have no chance of ever meeting any of them because they wont ever come here or that there are tons of fans ten times prettier than me. And my mom does the weave thing with me too. She's black and thinks my hair looks frizzy and nappy and hideous and hates the colors so she keeps telling me that I need to get weave and that my obsession of Kpop scare off any guys and blah blah blah. Trust me, babe, you will learn to ignore those comments and just believe in YOU. If your mom wants to be such a narcissist and a nosy hypocrite then let her be that way but don't let it bother you. It will literally eat away at you if you keep allowing it to bother you, and my mom is very one sided, she never lets anyone get their point across either.
Ah so your family, despite your mom, doesn't mind Kpop! Thats good! It's like that with my family too! I have 3 older brothers and my oldest brother is the one who got me into Kpop. He was in the military, stationed in Japan and got me a few Jpop cd's but they made a stop is Korea where my brother bought me Bi Rains cd, a SHINee cd and MBLAQ's debut cd and brought it home for me. Since he knew I love Jrock/Jpop like Ayumi Hamasaki and Dir en Gray and Gackt, he figured that I would love Kpop too and i did. SO I've been into it since 2009 thanks to my brother, who is awesome and obsessed with 2ne1 lol. Thats when my love affair with MBLAQ began. They re what got me into this lovely world of KPOP. Then my middle brother likes the music, but he thinks the guys are a bit strange, he never makes fun of it. My brother closest in my age loves Kpop as well. We lived together up until a couple of months ago and we would always dance to kpop music videos...like I even got him to dance to Miss A's 'Hush' and 'Touch' and 2ne1's 'I am the best' among other dances like BAP's Warrior and MBLAQ's Smoky Girl. My family is pretty receptive with other cultures especially since my oldest brother is married to a Korean American lady.
It's a very good thing that you are so smart and wise, I can really tell. I'm about 5 1/2 years older than you and you seem just as wise as I am, just a bit mature and very worldly and friendly. You really are not like alot of the youth your age, to be honest. You're only 18 right? HOWEVER. Just because you are so wise and kind and intelligent, does not mean that people have the right to higher their expectations of you. I'm sure that you already have more than enough in your mind, honestly, and i don't think that it is fair to raise expectations of you over what they expected from your siblings. Just take it slow, dollface, and even though you have that harping in your ear from your mom, and everyone in general, just listen to YOU and YOUR mind. Only do what you can do and don't find yourself tied down by the expectations of others. Believe me dear, it WILL RUIN YOU. It's what forced me to change my major, giving in to the expectations of others. Honestly, my mom and stepdad still hate my major of Cosmetolgy. Even though I'm really gifted and talented in doing hair, nails and makeup, I chose to work as a manger at a daycare because I love kids. However, my mom really wants me to go into college for pharmacy tech because i'm very savvy with math and science...BUT I just can't. I have no passion for it and I won't be stuck doing something I have no passions for. Remember that, sweetcheeks. The quote i have from Yang Seungho is very precious to me. 'You can laugh at me all you want,But i'll laugh while looking towards my dreams. -Yang Seungho♥' I don't care who likes or approve of my dreams, it's MY life and I will laugh while doing what I love while others are stuck in the monotony of their lives. Kpop has given me strength in alot of ways.
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I am mixed also; black,white, native american, Irish, Spanish, the list goes on... I have a Japanese grandfather on my dads side huhu 
I hate the way she looks at me too ugh... We have this in common <3
I agree natural hair is awesome!! I have curly hair, but I usually will straighten it, even though sometimes I am too lazy to do so lol haha. Really? where? I am dumb sometimes and forget lol btw Thank You <3
Awe, my mom is like that too; honestly she is really detailed about it ugh... You have just as much a chance as any fan and person ^^
I would love to meet my bias's and kpoppers haha that would be really really cool >v<
Tattoos and piercings!! That sounds awesome <3 What are they of? [the tattoos] haha
She basically throws a box of relaxer at me, and then says "get it bone straight"... she makes it to the point that throughout my sophomore year I had multiple weaves, and was made fun of for that crap. Even my so called friends bugged me about it, and be fore that she made me wear braids and crap. My hair is curly, but it doesn't frizz or form an afro ugh... So she insist I buy weaves or wigs that tend to that style.
I am starting to believe more in myself, since I just realized how badly I lacked in confidence. This is the reason I adore EXO because, they throughout hard times together conquered a lot. You know?
YAY! for one-sided mothers huhu
GACKT!!!
Wah your beginning is the same as mine, with Rain, Shinee and mblaq kekekek <3 Great brother you have there ^^
2NE1 fan that is so cute >v< Awe you have awesome bros huhuhuu
Happily Married right? That is a good thing ^^
That is a good thing, I am told to be very wise at a young age haha <3 23 years? That is very young <3 Yeah I am 18 [1995] haha , really? not like the youth... My teachers tell me this; and I feel this is why my mother pisses me off the most. I get annoyed with immaturity, from a parent. Like they have responsibilities and they just crap on it all the time; it irritates me lol.
Thanks, I honestly have way too much in my thoughts; I am always thinking about my siblings and grandmother, even people I don't know in reality, like all my tumblr, twitter, instagram and DA buddies INCLUDING YOU!! I am always thinking about "what can I do today that will make them smile or laugh? I should do this" and then I go out on my journey to do so
I will listen to my own music from now on
Being talented in something, is where you should spend an education on, because that is your craft and way you do things <3 So power to you for fighting for what you love!!!
I love that quote! and Seungho Oppa >v<
I always keep a few quotes I have told myself for years
1. I can accept failure, but I won't accept not trying - me
2. walk by faith not by sight - 2nd Corinthians 5:7
3. Life is a path full of efforts - Baekhyun
4. When life gets hard, and you get knocked down... Choose if you want to get up or stay down - me
5. If you forget why you started something; then what was the purpose? - me
6. Today is a new day to improve, and make others smile - me
Kpop has really helped me too, I have embraced my inner self more and more; I think like I said before, EXO is one of the reasons I take on challenges and keep jumping ovr my hurdles; while smiling once I reach the other side. And I am a person that always wants to help those that can't do like me. I want to be the person, that even though I am hurting or going through a tough time; I will always be there to pull you up and carry you to your finish line too. You know what I mean?
I just care sooo much! So much love huhu
I love you >v<
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You're very welcome! ^^
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You're awesome! (っ◔‿◔)っ♡
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