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if youve been following me this year: im so sorry LMAO
HALF THE YEAR IVE JUST BEEN FKIN dying i love art and its killing me. cant do it anymore. yk the feel. but yk. whatever. LOL
TO BE HONEST a lot of stuff ive been doing is fun on base or just flat char designs idw post on here so probably. if u wanna see my art u gotta. follow my th LMAO
did i improve this year? well no let's keep moving LMAOOOOO

k now i talk a teeny bit (update: lol teeny?)

jan-march: still turbo depressed. come fall/winter everyone makes their uwu seasonal depwession got us down stay strong queens!! posts i cannot relate. winter i magical girl transform into a normal human being. spring is when i get chokeslammed into the dirt. the sun comes back and im digging a grave. where did my darkness and colds go : -( plus i was officially a university grad doin min wage kitchen jobs which is. ooh!! so fun!!
think around this time i was doing a bunch of comms, think i shut down my comms finally in april

april-may: DO U REMEMBER WHEN I WAS EXPERIMENTING W MY ARTSTYLE WHY DID I STOP you probably never saw mr april but. he is so swag. i have GOT to get cooler.

june: final month of ab-orbis : -( i put a huge amount into what wld be the final event, that's a pic from our final collab. it was a fun ride while it lasted ^w^

july: this was artfight AND the drawntlet in mycena, AND i was working a new job as a TA for an animation course!! i drew SO much. i did whole animations and life drawing. i double dipped a lot. i died. i was so fucking burnt out after this LMAOOOO TRYING TO DO IT ALL KILLED ME. WHO VOTED FOR DRAWNTLET IN FUCKING JULY IM GOING TO FIND THEM ALL IN REAL LIFE!!

august: bad month for art because the ENTIRE MONTH WAS +30. genuinely, GENUINELY, no jokes exaggeration wanted to fucking die. if its 72839456724389245736823 out i can't draw period.
in my actual life though this month was kindve a huge w. i wanted to kill myself but the manager at the place i volunteered got me an actual proper fulltime not min-wage uses my degree job. as much as it currently annoys me its SO MUCH BETTER than being underemployed in a fucking kitchen fhfhjfhjdfjkhf I HAVE SICK HOURS AND BENEFITS AND EVERYTHING!!!!!!!! thank GOD

september: still too hot to draw. this is when i did my big rebrand. pork soda :> the sketch of this image is from last year but i FINALLY finished it in sept. bg sucks ass but what can you do

october: i had actual finished fullbody but this was dunctober and i wanted to use a dunc sketch instead. sometimes sketches are more vibe. and i love his face here. idiot >:3c i did successfully finish it btw, my dunctober.
it only cooled down come like mid-october. up north we usually have snow by mid-september and only mid october did it get below 20. literally what do i have to look forward to anymore im not kidding right now hahahahaha genuinely. tell me right now. winter is already almost over tell me i have 6 months of plus 30 and tell me why that's okay. you can't.

nov-dec: BRAIN OFFLINE COME BACK LATER
if i wasn't working on mercury academy i was bashing my head against the nearest rock begging it to have a coherent thought. i finished a decent amount of bios for biovember (what the cool kids do instead of nanowrimo) and in december i. finally finished an myo slot. like. LMAO
im looking at my th i genuinely drew next to nothing christ. pray for my shitass brain.

january: WELL I DONT FEEL BETTER TO TELL YOU THE FUCKING TRUTH! MY NEW YEARS SUCKED ASS LMAO

well happy new years. my plan is to use my benefits to get my teeths fixed and then find a new job bec my current one stresses me out too much and its just not the kinda work for me!! sorry im very squeamish and not into bugs and rotting meat and people shitting in the courtyard. can't do it. BUT. its still miles better than where i was and im so grateful to be out of the hole i was in man. now if they could make that iceberg generating ship up north to bring the temp down hmmm lets say a solid 50 degrees that'd be perfect. my life made.

it was a year of a lotta ups and a lotta downs but i think the ups win out despite the fucking climate doing its best to get me to end it all!! we are not 3/3 on getting abandoned < 3 see you all in fucking mercury academy LOL

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if youve been following me this year: im so sorry LMAO
HALF THE YEAR IVE JUST BEEN FKIN dying i love art and its killing me. cant do it anymore. yk the feel. but yk. whatever. LOL
TO BE HONEST a lot of stuff ive been doing is fun on base or just flat char designs idw post on here so probably. if u wanna see my art u gotta. follow my th LMAO
did i improve this year? well no let's keep moving LMAOOOOO

k now i talk a teeny bit (update: lol teeny?)

jan-march: still turbo depressed. come fall/winter everyone makes their uwu seasonal depwession got us down stay strong queens!! posts i cannot relate. winter i magical girl transform into a normal human being. spring is when i get chokeslammed into the dirt. the sun comes back and im digging a grave. where did my darkness and colds go : -( plus i was officially a university grad doin min wage kitchen jobs which is. ooh!! so fun!!
think around this time i was doing a bunch of comms, think i shut down my comms finally in april

april-may: DO U REMEMBER WHEN I WAS EXPERIMENTING W MY ARTSTYLE WHY DID I STOP you probably never saw mr april but. he is so swag. i have GOT to get cooler.

june: final month of ab-orbis : -( i put a huge amount into what wld be the final event, that's a pic from our final collab. it was a fun ride while it lasted ^w^

july: this was artfight AND the drawntlet in mycena, AND i was working a new job as a TA for an animation course!! i drew SO much. i did whole animations and life drawing. i double dipped a lot. i died. i was so fucking burnt out after this LMAOOOO TRYING TO DO IT ALL KILLED ME. WHO VOTED FOR DRAWNTLET IN FUCKING JULY IM GOING TO FIND THEM ALL IN REAL LIFE!!

august: bad month for art because the ENTIRE MONTH WAS +30. genuinely, GENUINELY, no jokes exaggeration wanted to fucking die. if its 72839456724389245736823 out i can't draw period.
in my actual life though this month was kindve a huge w. i wanted to kill myself but the manager at the place i volunteered got me an actual proper fulltime not min-wage uses my degree job. as much as it currently annoys me its SO MUCH BETTER than being underemployed in a fucking kitchen fhfhjfhjdfjkhf I HAVE SICK HOURS AND BENEFITS AND EVERYTHING!!!!!!!! thank GOD

september: still too hot to draw. this is when i did my big rebrand. pork soda :> the sketch of this image is from last year but i FINALLY finished it in sept. bg sucks ass but what can you do

october: i had actual finished fullbody but this was dunctober and i wanted to use a dunc sketch instead. sometimes sketches are more vibe. and i love his face here. idiot >:3c i did successfully finish it btw, my dunctober.
it only cooled down come like mid-october. up north we usually have snow by mid-september and only mid october did it get below 20. literally what do i have to look forward to anymore im not kidding right now hahahahaha genuinely. tell me right now. winter is already almost over tell me i have 6 months of plus 30 and tell me why that's okay. you can't.

nov-dec: BRAIN OFFLINE COME BACK LATER
if i wasn't working on mercury academy i was bashing my head against the nearest rock begging it to have a coherent thought. i finished a decent amount of bios for biovember (what the cool kids do instead of nanowrimo) and in december i. finally finished an myo slot. like. LMAO
im looking at my th i genuinely drew next to nothing christ. pray for my shitass brain.

january: WELL I DONT FEEL BETTER TO TELL YOU THE FUCKING TRUTH! MY NEW YEARS SUCKED ASS LMAO

well happy new years. my plan is to use my benefits to get my teeths fixed and then find a new job bec my current one stresses me out too much and its just not the kinda work for me!! sorry im very squeamish and not into bugs and rotting meat and people shitting in the courtyard. can't do it. BUT. its still miles better than where i was and im so grateful to be out of the hole i was in man. now if they could make that iceberg generating ship up north to bring the temp down hmmm lets say a solid 50 degrees that'd be perfect. my life made.

it was a year of a lotta ups and a lotta downs but i think the ups win out despite the fucking climate doing its best to get me to end it all!! we are not 3/3 on getting abandoned < 3 see you all in fucking mercury academy LOL