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have you ever woken up in the middle of the night, your entire being wanting to make something, so you did and then went back to sleep and when you woke up, youd forgoten all about it?

thats the story of this one! i thaught i dreamt it but when i went through the stuff on my desk i found it! ^^`

despite being half asleep when i made it, everything in this picture has a mening behind it, and i mean EVERYTHING!

for strters lets point out that the girl in the picture is me...minus ten kilos or so...im working on losing them! >.<`

i like sitting on the floor better then sitting on chairs or pillows etc, so on the floor i am!

the room is made entirerly out of stone, my two favorites, sandstone and granite! sandstone for its roughness and granite for its smothe surface...

the room isnt much bigger then what you can see, i prefer small rooms...dont ask why...

i also love open windows! not that big curtain-fan but open windows are the best!

the broken down wall is my limit, the sky is my goal! one day ill have broken down the entire thing but as of now im far off!

the drapes are my love for theater! i love acting and live preformances in general, so that is for the drama-queen in me!

the drawers are cause i love boxes, in all shapes and sizes! the one filled with metal orbs is there cause i like shiny things! its a big part of me! ^^`

the books reprecent my love for stories, not just literature, but spoken ones to...songs, mangas, anime, cartoons, comics, movies, all stories!

the top box with the odd handle is my regrets. so far they only take up one drawer and ill try to keep it that way!

the one under, with no handle at all, is filled with my predjudice, i have it as well as anyone else, but i try never to act upon it...sometimes i fail but i try!

the ribbons hanging out is my box of forsaken dreams, i wanted to be a fashion designer but i gave that up, im more suited to do illustrations and such, and i dont really like sewing....XP

the box with green goo on it contains my envy, my desire to take from pepole and claim for my own gain...try as hard as i can to keep that one shut to but its still there....

the one next to it contains my anger, my wrath, my dissapointment in the world...as you can see, its spread a bit more then my jealousy...im easy to angre, but then again im eaqualy easy to calm down! ^^

the broken drawers are the things iv lost due to my own foolishness, my pride or my ignorance...my misstakes in short!

the empety spaces are there cause im still young and not all that experianced, there are still things i have yet to see, hear, learn and do!

the painted walls are a result of my creativety...i dont have to much of it but my desire to create things is strong!

the papers are my ideas to come, my preperations for what ever my brain comes up with next!

the butterflies are my love for nature, change and desire to move on from whre i am right now!

i think i got it all now...^^`

feel free to ask if i didnt!

brushes from: [link]

plz coment! ^^

Description
have you ever woken up in the middle of the night, your entire being wanting to make something, so you did and then went back to sleep and when you woke up, youd forgoten all about it?

thats the story of this one! i thaught i dreamt it but when i went through the stuff on my desk i found it! ^^`

despite being half asleep when i made it, everything in this picture has a mening behind it, and i mean EVERYTHING!

for strters lets point out that the girl in the picture is me...minus ten kilos or so...im working on losing them! >.<`

i like sitting on the floor better then sitting on chairs or pillows etc, so on the floor i am!

the room is made entirerly out of stone, my two favorites, sandstone and granite! sandstone for its roughness and granite for its smothe surface...

the room isnt much bigger then what you can see, i prefer small rooms...dont ask why...

i also love open windows! not that big curtain-fan but open windows are the best!

the broken down wall is my limit, the sky is my goal! one day ill have broken down the entire thing but as of now im far off!

the drapes are my love for theater! i love acting and live preformances in general, so that is for the drama-queen in me!

the drawers are cause i love boxes, in all shapes and sizes! the one filled with metal orbs is there cause i like shiny things! its a big part of me! ^^`

the books reprecent my love for stories, not just literature, but spoken ones to...songs, mangas, anime, cartoons, comics, movies, all stories!

the top box with the odd handle is my regrets. so far they only take up one drawer and ill try to keep it that way!

the one under, with no handle at all, is filled with my predjudice, i have it as well as anyone else, but i try never to act upon it...sometimes i fail but i try!

the ribbons hanging out is my box of forsaken dreams, i wanted to be a fashion designer but i gave that up, im more suited to do illustrations and such, and i dont really like sewing....XP

the box with green goo on it contains my envy, my desire to take from pepole and claim for my own gain...try as hard as i can to keep that one shut to but its still there....

the one next to it contains my anger, my wrath, my dissapointment in the world...as you can see, its spread a bit more then my jealousy...im easy to angre, but then again im eaqualy easy to calm down! ^^

the broken drawers are the things iv lost due to my own foolishness, my pride or my ignorance...my misstakes in short!

the empety spaces are there cause im still young and not all that experianced, there are still things i have yet to see, hear, learn and do!

the painted walls are a result of my creativety...i dont have to much of it but my desire to create things is strong!

the papers are my ideas to come, my preperations for what ever my brain comes up with next!

the butterflies are my love for nature, change and desire to move on from whre i am right now!

i think i got it all now...^^`

feel free to ask if i didnt!

brushes from: [link]

plz coment! ^^