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Published: 2016-04-23 21:49:02 +0000 UTC; Views: 825; Favourites: 18; Downloads: 1
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last week was a very terrible week for me, so i drew something that is basically me.poor haruki. i really have no clue why she's sad
i honestly have no more friends. sad stuffss
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Wait..this WASN'T made in MMD? Oh my gosh...THIS IS SO IMPRESSIVE!! I really thought this was made in MMD >.<
If you need a fren..Do not fear,a new fren is here!
Yaay!!Β Β
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Hehe nope, not Mmd~
Thank you so much, but this is so old it's honestly embarrassing ^\\\\^
And thank you so much! I hope we become good friends~!
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I would honestly love to be your friend, you seem awesome! And I thought this was an MMD photo at first XD, I love your art style so much >w< I love looking at it!
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i would gladly be your friend! and thank you, im still trying to figure out my style of shading...Β
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You're welcome! I wish I could help with the shading, but Idk how because idk how to draw on the computer that well ^^' But im sure you will find out some day, I still love this drawing <3
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its kind of weird, i know how to shade with a pencil, but not with a tablet.Β
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Yea, shading with pencil is easy, I never had a tablet before XD If I draw on the computer I just use my mouse hah
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when i first got my tablet i had no clue how to shade!(seriously you should look at my old drawings) and i have gotten alot better at it~
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maybe look at tutorials??? i dunno, but i dont think your old drawings look bad at all ):0
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yeah, ill work on it some more
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Heyy, I have a question, what tablet do you use? Im thinking about getting one, and I need some suggestions, I really wanna try digital art, but its so hard to draw with my mouse!
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i have a wacom! they work so well... so what ever you get will probably work great! i have the cheapest version, which is on the smaller side.
the wacom intuos is just as good as the wacom... original, but the pen is more expensive and it has tilt technology and an eraser.
hope this helped
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Thank you so much ^^
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Aw, I thought that it was a MMD render! Lol! As some models are really 2D-ish now.Β
It's sad that she's crying tho', even if she's still cute! I like it when they crrryyyy *sadistic* /shots
Idk if your problems are still up, but I hope that they aren't and that everything went well again!Β
You don't need friends if you have cake anyway! Don't you like cakes?Β
Alright, I'll bake you a cake and send it to the US! And you could show off to your old friends like, "hey look I just got a cake from France". (Tho' mine's gonna be so lame lol.)Β
(Ok I know I'm bad atΒ comforting others... orz)
But I honestly think that you should not overthink it and change your mind (with cakes, for example... /shots).
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wow, im glad you thought it looked like a render!
thanks! i do like cake~ but i still have no friends.Β
you're not bad at comforting! im just glad you care
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Lmaooo your "i do like cake~ but i still have no friends." made me laugh sooooo hard!!Β
I had a cute cheerful voice in mind for the begining of the sentence, and then a deep dark voice for the end lolll.Β
Well, rest assured!! I have no friends either! (ok. that's not something to be proud of...)
Or at least, I have friends but it's like I don't? I'm in good terms with the people in my class, but I don't hang out with them or anything.Β
I don't often see the friends of my previous school etheir. Nor do I hang out a lot with my internet friends. Sometimes we do to go grab something to eat, but that's all.Β
I had a time when everyone turned against me (idk if that's what happened to you but) as time flew, they started to miss me and feel stupid for what they did to me lol.
I think that if they were "true" friends, they should miss you soon if you miss them as well.
Maybe you should try getting along with other people?
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lol I get what you mean.
What happens to me nearly every year is people just decide that " I don't want to be your friend" and I think it's because I'm a very strange person when it comes to my mindset. One of the people I used to be friends with was a racist and a sexist and that's why I stopped being their friend.
I do try to be as nice as possible, but I'm so scared of socializing that I rarely talk to people.
I'm glad your giving me encouragement, thank you
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If people don't accept you, then you shouldn't consider them as "friends". I don't know to what extent you're "strange" but you seem normal to me so far!
I seem strange to some people as well, I still don't know why lol! My jokes must have scared them, or something.Β
I'm not very good at socializing either you know! I can talk if the others talk to me, or if I feel "at ease" (especially on the net, or with people that have the same hobbies and such),Β
but I'm very bad at being the first to speak up, so I totally understand you. But you should still try! I feel like I'm going to melt when I'm the first to speak, but I know that I have to change.
At least, isn't it the end of your year soon? Idk in which grade you are and if it's the same in the US, tho'. But if it is, at least it'll end soon and you'll maybe have more luck next year?
And sure! You're totally welcome! I like you, so I think that it's only natural.
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my strangeness isnt to noticeable, but for example if someone is talking about boys or some shit ill just be like, " err okay? i wouldn't really know about that..." or if some says to me "eww bugs are so disgusting!" ill say "bugs are really cute! i really like caterpillars and moths~". im not sure if thats really that weird tho.
same! i can never speak to someone first! and no one ever talks to me because i look very introverted. i can actually be a talkitive person ( sort of) around my friends.
yeah, school ends in a month for me.
and thank you, im glad you like me! i like you too.Β
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I don't call that "strange", tho'. People are all different, and some tend to call "strange" the people who are not like them.
I've never been interested in boys either, so people would call me "tomboy", or "savage" (because I liked to kick ass back then lol, now I'm a good girl tho').
When they called me "strange" just because I'm not like them, I felt offended. So I just told them that it was vexing, and they stopped. I think you should say it as wellΒ
if you didn't do it yet. Somehow, I always felt like I could lack of confidence each time they called me strange. What about you? Don't you get offended?
So, only one month left then! Are you in the same shool next year? I'm sure you'll have more luck! I hope so!
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I'm glad you think I'm not to weird but I don't really get offended when people call me that.
I'm not interested in boys because I'm gay(lesbian) but I still haven't ever had a crush on someone.
No one has ever called me weird to my face, but I have been bullied before. In fact once I was used by a bully and they acted like we were friends.
Even though people keep telling me to move schools, I still want to stay at my school.
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Oooh, I find lesbians so cute! I've always wanted to have a very sexy lesbian friend with whom I could have sex sometimes /shots
I've never fallen in love with a girl but I know that I am a bi. ~ Because girls are just too sexy rofl. I always consider my female friends (even if they're straight) as part of my lesbian harem *drools*
(Ok. That may be one of the reasons why people find me a bit strange.)
Oh, but I understand you! I have loved some guys, but I've loved like... Two in my life? XD Ok, let's say only one because I loved someone when I was 8 yo, so it doesn't count!
I don't feel like I need to be in love. Do you?
Then, the fact that you loves bugs is so interesting! I mean, I really don't know many girls who love bugs (in fact, I don't know any. ok, in fact I don't know many people. orz) becauseΒ
girls often are scared of bugs (just like me lol, but even though I'm scared I don't hesitate to kill them (I deeply apologize, bugs lover-chan) unless it's spiders... OMG!! I RUN UNTIL SOMEONE KILLS/MOVE IT AWAY!!)
I totally don't understand why you don't have friends right now! I mean, you're the best ally ever for people who are scared of bugs! If there's a bug, you'll be there to get rid of it!!Β
(I know you won't kill it, but you'll at least chase it away!)
Maybe you should try to approach people with this? Like, "Hello. *comes out from nowhere* My name's bugs lover-chan. Are you scared of bugs? Let's be friends, I'll protect you!"
(Ok, that ""may"" not be such a good idea... They ""might"" find you even more strange)
PS: Sorry. I'm way too talktative lol. I just noticed it while previewing my message rofl
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donΒ wooooory bout it, im a bit talkative too
heh, i think lesbians are cute too. in fact alot of my models are head cannonly gay. lol
yeah i really like them, im such a weirdo that i even think they look cute up close(except ants. fuck ants). i like spiders too, but i am a little afraid to touch them.
i usually pick up the bug and put it somewhere safe~
id be wat to scared for that, a cant even tell the people i sit with at lunch that im gay! they would just be like " cool. whatever floats your boatsss" and i hate that.
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Oh, talking about your models, isn't Haruki just like you? For the personnality I mean, haha. Do you do cosplays as well? XD
Awww maaan! I can handle their sight from afar (except spiders, again), but I find it so gross up close! They have... hairs on their legs!!
Ok, I do too but-- /shots
Ok, not only on the legs but-- /shotsΒ²
Alright. I won't give out details about that matter...
Yeaa, I knew you'd do that! You can't throw something you like after all~Β
Oh well, I don't think that I'd tell "acquaintances" weither I'm lesbian or not. They don't need to know! I won't be ashamed or anything but, I had a girl in
my class back then who were lesbian and would almost shout it everywhere. As there were a lot of muslim girls (they had a rotten personnality, tho') they'd
be saying very mean things like "Do your parents know about it? Aren't they ashamed? Aren't you ashamed? It's gross! God will be judging you" and so on.Β
So I think it's better if you don't even tell them! I don't want you to be bullied again or something.Β
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haruki is alot like me, but i dont wear pretty clothes like that, and i'm not easally embarrassed. she is alot more innocent and frail. thats probably why i like her so much. i dont have confidence to cosplay, plus my skin tone is medium-tan color, so in my head i say " me cosplaying a asian character? i could never pull that off!". Β Β
yeah, i just find their mandibles to be so fascinating!( dont look up mandibles if your creeped out by weird bug mouths) and moths are so fluffy! look up asian silk moths, they are sooo cute! not even creepy like regular bugs.Β
and i probably have much more hair than you, it's on my arms and legs! ( among other places...)
yeah, they're just constantly talking about how its a bad thing, especially when talking about boys. are boys all teenagers care about? i really dont fit in with most vapid teens.
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Haha, I also love innocent characters! But that's odd, because at the same time I also just love impure ones. With torn clothes with belts everywhere and heavy boots! Spiky hair!Β
Badass attitude lvl over thousand. Idk if you like them too? XD
Oh, what do you look like? ^^Β
And you could cosplay characters with tan!Β
omg I just googled those bugs and I freaked out lol! In fact, their faces up close were disturbing, but the most disturbing was the picture in itself... Those bugs were in a woman's mouth... Wtf!
I've seen many pictures with that same woman with bugs in her mouth! Wtf is she doing with her life?Β
"Alright, my goal in life is to take pictures with different bugs in my mouth, and post them on the internet!"
Errr, the asian silk moths are ok, I think. Not to close, tho'! Because their legs look like spiders'!! But yeah, they're ok! That's the first time that a bug didn't disgut me lol.
Well, I'm pretty sure that there must be girls like you in your school as well, who aren't intersted by boys.Β
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I like bad ass characters, I am actually working on a character right now who looks like that!
I am a quarter black, quarter Indian and half white, so if you look up "mixed person black and white" I will look very similar in skin tone and facial structure.
Why did you look it up? I told you if your creeped out by that stuff you shouldn't! Silly
Yeah I had a feeling you wouldn't hate it.
Yeah maybe, i hope I can find those people one day.
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Will your badass character be a monster again?
Oh then what about your hair?
Haha but I'm just way too childish, if you tell me to don't, then I will, lol!
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yeah probably, maybe a deamon
shushhh no.
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At this point, I don't know. You guys on deviant art are the only ones keeping me sane right now. Thank you for asking.
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You're welcome sweetheart, if you ever need some on to talk to just note me or something. Β
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Alright, thank you friend.
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You're welcome love! Β
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