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        It feels hollow, like someone died, and I'm in so much pain that I can barely speak.

        Every joke made and every laugh is just a cover up to how I really feel. To how I really hurt.

        Every conversation--superficial--just a pleasantry, because to really talk would be too much to handle.

        EVERYTHING, EVERYONE, and EVERY ACTION HURTS.

                              So much pain.

        I've covered up so much, I can't move, not even my jaws to say what's wrong.

         The words

                                   LEFT

                                                        to be pulled out from behind clenched teeth, if they can be. And left to rott away any happiness with what's left of me.

         They've beaten around the bush so many times, it's almost gone. Totally worn away.


          THEY DON'T EVEN TRY THAT HARD TO HELP ME.

                                        I'm Dying

                               bleeding and screaming yet no one comes

          Soon this family I had will disintegrate to ashes, left to blow away in the wind.

            I'll leave nothing but an EMPTY desk and an unworn MASK.

                               NO ONE WILL MOURN

   (c) copyright 2004

Description
        It feels hollow, like someone died, and I'm in so much pain that I can barely speak.

        Every joke made and every laugh is just a cover up to how I really feel. To how I really hurt.

        Every conversation--superficial--just a pleasantry, because to really talk would be too much to handle.

        EVERYTHING, EVERYONE, and EVERY ACTION HURTS.

                              So much pain.

        I've covered up so much, I can't move, not even my jaws to say what's wrong.

         The words

                                   LEFT

                                                        to be pulled out from behind clenched teeth, if they can be. And left to rott away any happiness with what's left of me.

         They've beaten around the bush so many times, it's almost gone. Totally worn away.


          THEY DON'T EVEN TRY THAT HARD TO HELP ME.

                                        I'm Dying

                               bleeding and screaming yet no one comes

          Soon this family I had will disintegrate to ashes, left to blow away in the wind.

            I'll leave nothing but an EMPTY desk and an unworn MASK.

                               NO ONE WILL MOURN

   (c) copyright 2004