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AbbeyLight [2015-12-12 04:09:59 +0000 UTC]
i can relate to this drawing, trying to get ready,putting on make-up to go out,sometimes when i don't want to,waste a lot of time trying to be pleased with the result and then crushing down and ruining it all because you hate the reflection the mirror gives you. this is simple yet it reaches home for some of us i guess... :/
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AbbeyLight In reply to SandraWinther [2015-12-14 12:53:18 +0000 UTC]
yeah,it's rare but some few times something feels relatable,and this was one of those times
and thank you so much, i don't know about you,but you probably are, at least i know in the inside you must be,and your talent is great too
and i hope so too,haha. they say hope is the last thing you lose, though i'm close to that since i'm the most pessimistic person ever, but i try not too and hope someday i won't be as much of a downer as i've been since i have memory (i recently discovered what haunted me for years and affected for years and didn't have an exact name is borderline disorder and it's emotional and personality byproducts, so at least now i know it and can treat it properly).
thanks and kudos on your talent :3
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AbbeyLight In reply to SandraWinther [2015-12-15 00:35:51 +0000 UTC]
you're welcome ^_^
and yeah,i may find a way to tone its effects down,though i don't think it's ever going to go away,and it's molded my personality since the beginning without me even knowing it. i never really feltΒ desensitized until the day i knew that everything had a reason and some core parts of my being weren't just because of how i grew up,what i went through or what i believed in, but also because my brain is meant to function in some ways and have certain inclinations and extreme emotions,etc.Β that was some scary shite,i tell you. i felt that i didn't know who i really was and that the reasons i was me and had some characteristics and quirks weren't what all what i believed them to be,just a mental health thing,like if i didn't have this,i would be and feel different,and it's sad to know how much it molded my self and that i'm not in full control of who i am or what i feel when emotions overwhelm me and push me to the extremes. i think this might have some deep-meaning plot for a drawing actually,haha. like a puppeteer that is whichever disease of your preference controlling someone, or shaping them like a sculptor, or putting needles on them like they were a voodoo doll,or whatever,messing up changing stuff in their brain with their skulls open,etc,etc. idk why i get so many ideas from this (it would be awesome if you felt inspired by this stuff and made something beautiful out of it like with the make-up and dress-up drawing,maybe a series of emotional and physical turmoil people endure or whatever ΒΏ? haha). i think i'm good at telling other people what to do and giving them ideas and advice,but not so towards myself xD
I literally don't know why i said all that,ugh,i need to take a hold of my rants sometime soon,i always end up like this -_- aaaanyway, i'm glad you're in a good place now,and thanks for everything,you're a beautiful person and deserve the best. it was great talking to youΒ Β Β Β
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AbbeyLight In reply to SandraWinther [2015-12-27 22:02:52 +0000 UTC]
Oh,wow,ok,just the fact that you wrote them is amazing so thanks i guess, i don't mind at all,is like getting a badge of honor,haha ^_^
and you're welcome sweetheart :3
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seraphine [2015-07-13 00:29:35 +0000 UTC]
Haunting! I'm so in love.
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LaviniaChu [2014-11-21 14:10:02 +0000 UTC]
the smudges of her make up are so fabulous!!Β Β
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MT-Artwork [2014-11-21 09:05:42 +0000 UTC]
Really beautiful!
I feel the emotion in this drawing...
Amazing work ~
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