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For the first time Ludvar was utterly...speechless. He watched as Elliot stood there with her back to him...shutting him out. He felt a sharp pain cut into his stomach as she continued to speak soft nonsense. Ludvar could barely make out her words...not that he couldn't hear her, he just...didn't understand. The world around him seemed to warp slightly and he felt another sharp pain cut into his stomach.

Everything was wrong. Her hair; it was down...hanging over her shoulders...she never wore her hair down, ever. Shoes...she was wearing shoes...Elli hated wearing them...he would have to force her especially during the winter times.
These might have seen like such silly things to fret over, but he KNEW Elliot better than anyone...this wasn't like her...not at all.

" ...I want to change..." she uttered, he could hear the heaviness and doubt in her voice. Change? What for? " ...I want to be a better person...I want to...be someone you'd be proud of..." Elli turned slowly to face him again. Her eyes looked tired...just tired. He didn't understand...he couldn't understand why she...wanted to change. " ...I hate myself..." Another sharp pain cut through his stomach; so hard Ludvar stumbled back a bit. He couldn't believe what he was hearing...and suddenly his mind started to swirl with horrible thoughts...thoughts about Elliot. She was slipping away from him...she had been for a little bit now. The sudden sadness...the small changes she was making...correcting her habits...she wanted to change because she didn't want to hate herself. He wanted to reach out to her, grab her hand...keep her from falling. He didn't want her to do anything...and yet he was still scared because...he couldn't do anything...for her.

Ludvar watched as Elliot slowly started to turn away from him, the distance between them growing further...and further. "Stop it..." his voice was soft, frightened like a child...at first. He gritted his teeth as she kept turning from him and before he could oppose...his hand shot out and grabbed her arm;tugging her towards him. It had been the first time...Elliot had ever seen Ludvar so angry...or cry so hard...

" If you hate yourself...then I'll love you 10 times more. And if you keep hating yourself I'll double it...and I'll keep doubling it...however long it takes you to love yourself again!" He shouted, pulling her closer to him...holding both of her arms tightly, " ...I swear I will..."

LOL I was just complaining howmy art has like no dynamic poses and such xD.

Oh man. OOOOOOOH MAN. Okay so...I dont know where this came from, Ive sort of wanted to draw something kinda angsty I guess? Its kind of sad I know, but kinda sweet too? Elliot is going through a little depression where she feels as though she's making people unhappy because of how she is and has this idea that shes making Ludvar unhappy the most...which is CRAZY. Ludvar pretty much doesn't understand what the hell she is thinking, but he feels as though he's slowly losing her to this sudden mindset and well...the guy gets pretty scared.

Not saying this is the first time he ever confessed his love to her or anything, just a little back story that popped into my head a little bit xD

Ludvar belongs to my beloved friend RabuRabu <3
And Elliot to me <3

P.S: WOW LONG DESCRIPTION MUCH?
P.S.S: YEAAAAH I know, the hands and limps and such look really really off, maybe Ill go back and correct them...later...or never lol

Description
For the first time Ludvar was utterly...speechless. He watched as Elliot stood there with her back to him...shutting him out. He felt a sharp pain cut into his stomach as she continued to speak soft nonsense. Ludvar could barely make out her words...not that he couldn't hear her, he just...didn't understand. The world around him seemed to warp slightly and he felt another sharp pain cut into his stomach.

Everything was wrong. Her hair; it was down...hanging over her shoulders...she never wore her hair down, ever. Shoes...she was wearing shoes...Elli hated wearing them...he would have to force her especially during the winter times.
These might have seen like such silly things to fret over, but he KNEW Elliot better than anyone...this wasn't like her...not at all.

" ...I want to change..." she uttered, he could hear the heaviness and doubt in her voice. Change? What for? " ...I want to be a better person...I want to...be someone you'd be proud of..." Elli turned slowly to face him again. Her eyes looked tired...just tired. He didn't understand...he couldn't understand why she...wanted to change. " ...I hate myself..." Another sharp pain cut through his stomach; so hard Ludvar stumbled back a bit. He couldn't believe what he was hearing...and suddenly his mind started to swirl with horrible thoughts...thoughts about Elliot. She was slipping away from him...she had been for a little bit now. The sudden sadness...the small changes she was making...correcting her habits...she wanted to change because she didn't want to hate herself. He wanted to reach out to her, grab her hand...keep her from falling. He didn't want her to do anything...and yet he was still scared because...he couldn't do anything...for her.

Ludvar watched as Elliot slowly started to turn away from him, the distance between them growing further...and further. "Stop it..." his voice was soft, frightened like a child...at first. He gritted his teeth as she kept turning from him and before he could oppose...his hand shot out and grabbed her arm;tugging her towards him. It had been the first time...Elliot had ever seen Ludvar so angry...or cry so hard...

" If you hate yourself...then I'll love you 10 times more. And if you keep hating yourself I'll double it...and I'll keep doubling it...however long it takes you to love yourself again!" He shouted, pulling her closer to him...holding both of her arms tightly, " ...I swear I will..."

LOL I was just complaining howmy art has like no dynamic poses and such xD.

Oh man. OOOOOOOH MAN. Okay so...I dont know where this came from, Ive sort of wanted to draw something kinda angsty I guess? Its kind of sad I know, but kinda sweet too? Elliot is going through a little depression where she feels as though she's making people unhappy because of how she is and has this idea that shes making Ludvar unhappy the most...which is CRAZY. Ludvar pretty much doesn't understand what the hell she is thinking, but he feels as though he's slowly losing her to this sudden mindset and well...the guy gets pretty scared.

Not saying this is the first time he ever confessed his love to her or anything, just a little back story that popped into my head a little bit xD

Ludvar belongs to my beloved friend RabuRabu <3
And Elliot to me <3

P.S: WOW LONG DESCRIPTION MUCH?
P.S.S: YEAAAAH I know, the hands and limps and such look really really off, maybe Ill go back and correct them...later...or never lol