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RosieSrey — I'm tired of Everything...
Published: 2015-02-25 18:22:17 +0000 UTC; Views: 218; Favourites: 2; Downloads: 0
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I’m tired… I’m tired of everything… I know that people care, but I don’t want them to.
They are just going to get hurt… I’m better off alone… I know that I’m not okay, and I know that people worry… They shouldn’t because they’ll get involved, and I don’t want them to…
I don’t know how long I can keep up the act anymore… Being happy, all cheerful all the time… I’m fuckin’ miserable! I cheated! I’m a liar! I hurt the people I care about! I am tired of being happy! I make up excuses! I am filled with so much hate and anger that I can’t control it! There’s nothing nobody can do! Nothing…
So just do me, and yourself, a favour… Leave me be… then you wouldn’t get hurt… Just leave me alone….
Comments: 16
I'm not the person who left dA but I really don't want you to feel like that. I've been in that state a lot of times, but when there are people that worry about you, you shouldn't feel like that. tell us what is wrong, because we want to know what we can do to help you.
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What if I don't wan them to help? If I let them, they'll get hurt... I don't wan tthat...
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it will all start looking up, eventually, i hope.
until then, were all here for you.
at least i am.
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i hope you will be ok.
stay safe. <3
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Chantelle you shouldn't keep all of that bottled up and just act happy. Act how you feel for a change. It will probably help you at least a bit. Let out how you feel, even if it's only in a private note to someone.
You know I won't leave you, I care about you a lot and wish I could help more. I just have no clue how to help at all. I'm trying my best. Just know that I am always here for you.
Hurting others is just a basic part of life, unfortunately everyone does it at some point or other even if they don't realize it. Try to at least forgive yourself for hurting others. :/
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But I feel like this all the time, and I can't just let it out! I don't know how to keep it controlled. I just want my friend to come back...
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Sorry that I can't help much. :/ Wish I could do more for you.
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I know what you mean. >.< It's hard to let it out...just try to somehow let at least some out?
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Alright >.< I hope that you can. Wish I could help you somehow...
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