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RedEyedDemon β€” Change My Life

Published: 2013-02-03 22:28:37 +0000 UTC; Views: 700; Favourites: 21; Downloads: 5
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Description A bit of a personal art work. Yes, I do believe in God and as of February 2nd, 11:06 pm I have asked the Lord Jesus Christ to forgive me for all my sins and come into my life and show me the way. Honestly I've never felt this good in my life, and here's my story;

I've had a long, and difficult time with my religion and what I believed in. For years I would argue with people for answers and tell them that God wasn't real. Every time I would argue, I could see the hurt in my mothers' eyes, I felt horrible. I used to follow in the footsteps of my friends; witchcraft, satanism, atheist. I couldn't make up my mind on what I believed in so I kept going from one to the other. Basically which ever sounded "cooler". Which was wrong. After so much going wrong in my life I started to fade and believe in nothing, but I specifically remember going to a church one night and listening to the preacher, I felt something in my heart. I've never felt it before, but I just thought I was nothing. Little by little I kept going back to church with my mom, searching for the one church that felt like home. Which we have finally found. My belief in God slowly started to come until my friend died back in November. Everyone couldn't believe it, several days later it finally hit me like a brick. I balled my eyes out for days. Then I got in contact with some old friends from the school he went to and I went to back in elementary. I couldn't believe how many people showed up just at this little church. So many old friends that I haven't talked to in what years? months?
After talking with my pastor about it he told me a story about how a hurricane hit down south. He volunteered to help and so did this other girl, later they soon became husband and wife. The lesson in the story; " no matter how bad something my be, there is always some good that comes out of it." Two months later, recently, my mother still saw that I was struggling with my faith, so she made me watch this video, [link] , I know it's two hours long, but seriously this video and talking with people did change my mind about God, and the human soul. That night I knelt down and prayed my heart out, which I've never done before. But it was worth it, I felt love and a weight being lifted off my heart. I cried, knowing that I have been saved.

sorry this was kind of long D: but it's my story. I know everyone has a different religion, and believes different things but hey, this is what I believe in. Don't hate, for once in my life, I'm truly happy.
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Comments: 32

vivapo [2013-02-04 21:04:50 +0000 UTC]

Your story gave me chills like five different times! I'm so glad for you. I rediscovered my faith about 6 months ago, and already I'm a new person. Welcome to true happiness.

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RedEyedDemon In reply to vivapo [2013-02-05 16:16:53 +0000 UTC]

really?? XD haha and thank you! (:

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Prayselove [2013-02-04 15:02:56 +0000 UTC]

Welcome to the family of Christ!! praying that you grow to love God more and more each day, and that the roots of His word grow deep and will not be moved.

" β€œOr what woman, having ten silver coins, if she loses one coin, does not light a lamp, sweep the house, and search carefully until she finds it? And when she has found it, she calls her friends and neighbors together, saying, β€˜Rejoice with me, for I have found the piece which I lost!’ Likewise, I say to you, there is joy in the presence of the angels of God over one sinner who repents.”"
Luke 15:8-10


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RedEyedDemon In reply to Prayselove [2013-02-04 17:56:08 +0000 UTC]

thank you so much! <3

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saykha [2013-02-04 10:47:47 +0000 UTC]

I'm so glad you gave your life to God It truly is amazing how He talks to us where we're at Welcome to the Christian world - know that I'll be here to pray for you and help you if you need it - just let me know.

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RedEyedDemon In reply to saykha [2013-02-04 14:27:04 +0000 UTC]

thank you so much!

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Raekia12 [2013-02-03 22:49:52 +0000 UTC]

that's really cool that you are so open about things like that, iv'e actually been through similar circumstances. many of my friends are aethest and i kinda started to follow their path, cussed a lot, talked bad about people for no reason, stupid stuff that was unnessasary. i feel ya' though i did pretty much the same thing of going to church more and actually litsening. it does feel good when you let it out, though i haven't been saved i know i will be soon. so congrats, happy for ya' really!

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RedEyedDemon In reply to Raekia12 [2013-02-03 23:09:58 +0000 UTC]

thank you so much!
and ya, I mean I'm cutting back on cussing and watching my mouth about what I say. I'm listening more and being happy, being healthier. I know that most of my 'friends' will look down on me, but that just shows you who your true friends are. I still smoke and drink but I'm slowly cutting back. (:

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Raekia12 In reply to RedEyedDemon [2013-02-04 01:46:58 +0000 UTC]

well i'm not old enough to drink or smoke so i don't have to worry about it, but yeah i'm with yeah with the cussin thing i noticed after a while i would say the f word every day when there was no need. my friends now slap me when ever i cuss, thats the way i stopped . but i'm annoyingly optimistic so the happy is good with me, and with those "friends" shouldn't judge you for what you feel is right

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RedEyedDemon In reply to Raekia12 [2013-02-04 14:30:37 +0000 UTC]

ya almost all my friends are atheist or do witch craft stuff, I pray for them to find there ways but I haven't talked to them in so long. I seen a couple of them weeks ago but just for one day. Everyone from the school I used to go to (i'm homeschooled now) says that I've changed, but they'll never say how. I think I've pretty much solved that one on my own. haha

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Raekia12 In reply to RedEyedDemon [2013-02-04 21:16:14 +0000 UTC]

yeah, my friends are the same way, though a lot of them are die hard christians. then again i live in the bible belt

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RedEyedDemon In reply to Raekia12 [2013-02-05 16:18:12 +0000 UTC]

haha same here XD lmao the christian belt tho is my mom XD my dad still has doubts about everything but he's still Catholic (he's weird) XD

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Raekia12 In reply to RedEyedDemon [2013-02-06 22:55:10 +0000 UTC]

its odd that your parebts are two different religens. but understandable i dont care what you are really if youre nice to me, im nice to you. and im weird to my mom thinks its funny whenever i tell her what colour im gonna dye my hair where im gonna get peircings. yeah everyonw was normal in the family, then me and my sister came along XD

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RedEyedDemon In reply to Raekia12 [2013-02-07 14:30:58 +0000 UTC]

lol! i have 3 piercings in my ear and the first one's are 1 inch plugs. (i got the plugs to like 1/2" with out my parents knowing, they yelled at me ordering me to take them out, but finally my mom didn't care. her words, "as long as it's not on your face and just your ears, i don't care" So this spring she's letting me get 3 helix piercings :3 haha
and ya, but my dad believes there is something up there and he has said that he believes in God, but he has his doubts about things. He's always been like that because the Catholic school he went to and all the years of church, they've all been teaching him different things, so therefore; he doesn't know what to believe.

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Raekia12 In reply to RedEyedDemon [2013-02-07 19:02:01 +0000 UTC]

oh thats understandable and im gonna get a nose stud, snake bites and a cardilidge piercing im thinking about my belly button, but not sure. and im gonna dye my hair purple and get a tatto of wings on my thumbs. im gonna come back my mom already expecting it but my dad will be like " you are not my daughter anymore" mostly for me dying my hair purple

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RedEyedDemon In reply to Raekia12 [2013-02-07 19:34:13 +0000 UTC]

haha my parents don't really care; next year when I turn 18 my boyfriend said that he'd take me to get some piercings and tattoos. my mom and dad where like "when you're 18 you can do that stuff I don't care" xD ya I'm gonna try and get my nose done (again) -.- I had my septum done but the ring came out. (it was a size too big) and I'm gonna get spider bites(: I was thinking about my belly button but I'm not so sure about that one.

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Raekia12 In reply to RedEyedDemon [2013-02-15 03:04:16 +0000 UTC]

yeah, my mom just doesnt want me to get spiderbites because she says i have a pretty face and she doesnt want me to mess it up... but i still wanna personalize myself i dont want to bw just another face, ya know

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RedEyedDemon In reply to Raekia12 [2013-02-15 03:06:05 +0000 UTC]

exactly! haha well I'm getting my 2 tragus piercings here pretty soon I just need a couple more dollars and my mom is taking me to get them. I'm kind of nervous ._. but after that I have to wait a little bit then go back and get my 3 helix piercings x3 I'm happy my mom is slowly letting up. but yes, my mom is the same exact way

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Raekia12 In reply to RedEyedDemon [2013-02-15 03:32:36 +0000 UTC]

well finally im not alone! oh and hose lips you did for your profile pic LUV IT!!! you have got to do a tatorial(cant spell worth crap) i nees to change mine, looks creepy and im beginning to hate it, sorry complaining

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RedEyedDemon In reply to Raekia12 [2013-02-15 03:37:55 +0000 UTC]

lol! no problem x3 and honestly I don't know how to make a tutorial .-. I mean i made one a while ago for a wolf head, but my style changed fast

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Raekia12 In reply to RedEyedDemon [2013-02-15 03:43:27 +0000 UTC]

oh... yeah i did a tutorial and it turned out like this [link]

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RedEyedDemon In reply to Raekia12 [2013-02-15 19:50:28 +0000 UTC]

that's cool

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Raekia12 In reply to RedEyedDemon [2013-02-16 17:47:41 +0000 UTC]

Really? I was worried it was confusing

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RedEyedDemon In reply to Raekia12 [2013-02-16 23:13:09 +0000 UTC]

nahh lol I understood it

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Raekia12 In reply to RedEyedDemon [2013-02-19 01:24:19 +0000 UTC]

alright just checkin. so how do you think im doing with me drawing skills so far im 13 to give you aa good idea of how far i should be.

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RedEyedDemon In reply to Raekia12 [2013-02-19 16:30:43 +0000 UTC]

for 13? damn haha you're doing actually really well(:

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Raekia12 In reply to RedEyedDemon [2013-02-20 01:06:17 +0000 UTC]

Aww thank you ;A;

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RedEyedDemon In reply to Raekia12 [2013-02-20 17:15:33 +0000 UTC]

you're very welcome :3

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Raekia12 In reply to RedEyedDemon [2013-02-22 03:30:54 +0000 UTC]

i luv the face :3

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RedEyedDemon In reply to Raekia12 [2013-02-22 19:58:59 +0000 UTC]

thanks lol XD

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Raekia12 In reply to RedEyedDemon [2013-02-23 02:59:48 +0000 UTC]

yeppers

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RedEyedDemon In reply to Raekia12 [2013-02-24 18:57:29 +0000 UTC]

(:

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