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This is my finished official painting! I'm so sorry for not having the time to upload this sooner. I had been very busy with work and education lately, and I had never had time to do the things that I want to just relax, so I have the opportunity now to upload it while I still can. This painting is about practically my mentally of being stuck and having no control over my life from my parent's strict rules. Even though I am an adult, I feel stuck in a world that they have full control of me.. Over time, I realized how they treated me differently just because I am the oldest of the family. I'm always getting blamed at for nothing I did wrong.. And so I felt mentally beat up and depressed over time and I just want to be able to leave my body, and probably start a new life somewhere. (So sorry for the lighting.. I swear its great on my phone, but transfer it to here, it looks too dark... = __ = )

Description
This is my finished official painting! I'm so sorry for not having the time to upload this sooner. I had been very busy with work and education lately, and I had never had time to do the things that I want to just relax, so I have the opportunity now to upload it while I still can. This painting is about practically my mentally of being stuck and having no control over my life from my parent's strict rules. Even though I am an adult, I feel stuck in a world that they have full control of me.. Over time, I realized how they treated me differently just because I am the oldest of the family. I'm always getting blamed at for nothing I did wrong.. And so I felt mentally beat up and depressed over time and I just want to be able to leave my body, and probably start a new life somewhere. (So sorry for the lighting.. I swear its great on my phone, but transfer it to here, it looks too dark... = __ = )