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You plague my thoughts.  The wahtifs and the could've beens racing around inside my brain.

There's nothing I can say or do now.  I can only wait.  Wait and wonder.  Wait and see.

It's a long winding road that I see no end to.  PLease let there be an end.  I want there to be an end.  Need for there to be an end.  Is there an end?

I need to believe there is an end coming.  I want to be happy.  I want to feel sane again.

I'm damned if I do.... damned if I don't.

Should never had said yes.  Should never had said let me try it.  Now I'm paying the price.  Paying the price with my life and my sanity.

I see an end.  But I run from it.  It's the wrong way out.  I look the other direction and see five angels.  I know not their names but they are beckoning me to them.  I follow the angels instead of the devil.

I triumph.

I realize there is no end.  Just another side.  There never will be an end.  Just an everyday battle.  I am winning battle after battle but a little voice in my head is still saying that I haven't won the war and that I never will.

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You plague my thoughts.  The wahtifs and the could've beens racing around inside my brain.

There's nothing I can say or do now.  I can only wait.  Wait and wonder.  Wait and see.

It's a long winding road that I see no end to.  PLease let there be an end.  I want there to be an end.  Need for there to be an end.  Is there an end?

I need to believe there is an end coming.  I want to be happy.  I want to feel sane again.

I'm damned if I do.... damned if I don't.

Should never had said yes.  Should never had said let me try it.  Now I'm paying the price.  Paying the price with my life and my sanity.

I see an end.  But I run from it.  It's the wrong way out.  I look the other direction and see five angels.  I know not their names but they are beckoning me to them.  I follow the angels instead of the devil.

I triumph.

I realize there is no end.  Just another side.  There never will be an end.  Just an everyday battle.  I am winning battle after battle but a little voice in my head is still saying that I haven't won the war and that I never will.