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QueenChinchilla187 In reply to ScoutTrooper164 [2015-10-20 12:17:52 +0000 UTC]

I'm his fiancee. Of course we're in love.

We just have no choice but to see eachother once every 6-7 months because we live half the globe away from one another.

So we have to face the torture of separating after we get to spend some time together.

And I'm curious to know what You meant by 'contrary to the comic'?

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ScoutTrooper164 In reply to QueenChinchilla187 [2015-10-21 01:47:11 +0000 UTC]

Well, I felt like because of some of his older work that he was alone, and I was just wondering of wether or not you two were friends or more, especially like I said, with his old work of him being lonely in a depressing manner. It's strange for someone to have an almost wife after years of having no girl to like you, it's just out of nowhere. 

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QueenChinchilla187 In reply to ScoutTrooper164 [2015-10-21 08:36:02 +0000 UTC]

Well, I didn't mean anything bad by my response. I just cleared up the situation c:

Yeah, he used to be alone and very depressed. Over a year ago.

Back then I was just one of his loyal watchers and admirers that would comment on his work from time to time, in hopes of being heard. I showed him support when he most needed it, as I was just as depressed and suicidal (I've also had just been dumped by somebody I've loved with my life at that time), so I knew how it felt and I sure as hell did not want him to go through the same.

I could tell from the start, when I just began to watch him, that he was a wonderful, caring and very intelligent guy. He did not at all deserve what he was getting... So I constantly tried to offer support on nearly every one of his depressing posts.

I've began to lose hope, when finally.. he responded.
I had been noticed. Heard.
I finally knew he had been reading what I said, and that it was not in vain.

We started having casual conversations pretty often, as we noticed how relatable we were.
I made some art for him and such, and even though I thought it was crappy (especially the first ones), it seemed to have managed to touch him pretty deeply..
and I was very glad and honored that I was able to make a difference.

And so it went on from there, and grew into something much stronger pretty quickly.

But yeah, sorry for the unnecessary wall of text :р

Also, I did not mean to sound rude in my previous comment, and I apologize if I had come across as such. It was not my intention at all.

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ScoutTrooper164 In reply to QueenChinchilla187 [2015-10-21 22:35:39 +0000 UTC]

It's alright, some of us have different ways to respond, but it's still a way to respond as to what people ask. 

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QueenChinchilla187 In reply to VictorVoltfan1 [2015-08-15 17:29:16 +0000 UTC]

I'm very sorry You had to come to the point of breaking up. I know how hard it is. But You'll find somebody who's perfect for You, eventually.. it may feel like it's taking forever, but it'll happen.
I had my ex dump me 3 times. I loved him like crazy back then, and I thought I'd never get over him. But then I started talking to Niels 2 months later. And I found the meaning of my life.
The distance between us is more than 9000 kilometres. It takes him atleast two plane flights (one of which lasts for about 9 hrs, the other - about 2) to get to me...
But we'll never give up on eachother

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VictorVoltfan1 In reply to QueenChinchilla187 [2015-08-15 20:24:46 +0000 UTC]

Awww thank you dear I really hope so soon (I'm already lookin ;3)

I do wish you 2 the best one day, you'll be livin together somewhere ^^

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QueenChinchilla187 In reply to VictorVoltfan1 [2015-08-22 18:57:02 +0000 UTC]

You're very welcome!
Well, with how pretty You are, You'll have no trouble at all finding somebody very soon! I'm sure You get tons of attention from guys!
Lets just hope it's gonna be somebody truly kind and genuine c:

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VictorVoltfan1 In reply to QueenChinchilla187 [2015-08-22 22:59:05 +0000 UTC]

No I don't I don't think anyone likes me. I don't think I'm good enough for anybody

That's how me and Jon ended up together because he was going through the same thing.

If I find someone, I really hope so. For now, single life sucks

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QueenChinchilla187 In reply to VictorVoltfan1 [2015-09-02 02:23:16 +0000 UTC]

I have always felt the exact same way. I know how You feel, because I always saw myself the same way.

I always thought that everyone hated me and thought I was ugly and etc, and most of the time, it was true, especially when I was younger. People treated me terribly back then.
But now, whenever guys, or anyone else (even Niels) compliment me - say I'm pretty, or any other kind thing; I can't force myself to believe it's true.
And I probably never will, simply because I just got too used to thinking otherwise my whole life.

But honestly, even if we think of ourselves that way, it's not neccessarily true at all.

Niels, for instance, has always thought of himself this way, too. But I know it's not true, because he's the most adorable, kind and smart guy I'll ever meet; and the most amazing thing to ever happen to me.
And he thinks the same way about me.

So we often see ourselves as somebody we're not. Just like complete assholes usually think they're the absolute best thing ever; we, nice people, think the opposite, when it's actually very far from the truth.

Don't worry, You'll find someone very soon. I saw a picture of You; You're very pretty and charming, and will have no trouble finding a guy
I know how much being alone sucks after being in a relationship, believe me. I was on the verge of doing drastic things to myself, after I was dumped by my ex. If it weren't for Niels, I might've not been here anymore.

But in the end, everything changed for the better. And it will for You, too

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VictorVoltfan1 In reply to QueenChinchilla187 [2015-09-02 02:58:33 +0000 UTC]

No one has ever told me I was pretty, nobody. My family says I do when I go out wearing something nice.

Believe me, no one's ever came up to me and told me that I was beautiful, pretty, or even cute ;_;

Maybe someday I'll find the right guy. I'm doing my best to talk more (I mentioned in my journal if you wanna look)


I'm very happy for you and Niels that yall have each other now ^^ (perfect match! ;3 ) Thank you so much for trying to cheer me up ^^ but for now, I guess I'll be miserable for a while ;__; (don't worry, I don't harm myself)

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QueenChinchilla187 In reply to VictorVoltfan1 [2015-09-03 19:46:31 +0000 UTC]

Well, Jonathan did, didn't he? Especially if he loved You.

I know what You mean. I was always considered 'the ugly one' in my class, and was constantly made fun off, called names, and even beat up sometimes for it. They copied my homework and shit, and I never heard a 'thanks' in return. All I could do, was cry in the bathrooms during recess. Even after school, at home I barely ever got support from my family, and I was surely never called 'pretty' by them. More often quite the opposite, actually.
Russians can be cold and cruel like that.

That sort of treatment continued for more than ten yrs. Only recently I've started having guys say stuff like that to me. But that was when I had drastically changed my appearance. And even if so, it's only lust on their side, nothing more. So it's quite disgusting, tbh.

But You really shouldn't worry, I used to think nobody would ever love me or care about me, but it happens to everyone eventually.

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