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I ask you this question, just this one,
is watching me suffer really that fun?
Is your heart really that freezing cold,
sadness and hate you have a tight hold.
I ask you this for I wonder why,
you just don't kill me, just let me die.
I know if you were to it would be bad,
without my soul, you'd probably be sad.
Its sick humor that makes me laugh,
and the happiness in it isn't even half.
I know how much you want, you desire,
the want inside of you grows like fire.
I can see it in your red eyes,
they hide no lies.

You make me laugh bocchan, you really do,
you think you understand, but you don't have a clue.
I apologize if I sound like a jerk,
but seriously, your act makes me smirk.
You ask If I enjoy watching you suffer,
if I enjoy making your life rougher.
The answer is simple yet complicated,
you're correct about my desire, as you had stated.
It is a strong one, yes, but you believe that is why,
I don't leave you, that I don't let you die?
My lord, it is more than just wanting your soul,
if I left you, in my heart there would be a hole.
Laugh if you want, you wouldn't understand,
that without you, time would be like quicksand.
It would slowly suck me up, keeping me there,
I would be bored up until it reached my hair.
Then I would be frantic, like a human would be,
going around in a rampage, not able to see.
Someone like me can only last so long,
without a soul to eat, my mind works wrong.
I loose what little humanity I have a hold,
I hunt with no thought, killing cold.
Trust me Ciel, I do not just care for your soul,
but you yourself, My Lord, keeps me whole.

If these are your feelings, then why do they hide,
do you know how much I have really cried?
Not much, your right, but inside a lot,
happiness I couldn't have ever bought.
Inside I tear apart everyday,
revenge is the only thing my heart can say.
I cling to this hate to the deepest pit,
for I wouldn't survive without it.
You knew this, did you not,
yet you continued to let me rot.
If I meant more to you, as you say,
show me love, save me from decay.
But you don't, not ever, so you lie,
your making my life harder, sigh.

Your a strong human, fast and smart,
you don't need love, not on my part.
That is why we made this deal,
other lives you wanted me to steal.
You never told me I needed to love,
I thought care and affection you were above.
Perhaps this is something no human can get rid,
the love of the heavens, take it away God forbid.
This is a weakness all humans share,
perhaps you also do, or are you rare?

Love and care is what makes humans great,
humanity is what it will create.
That's why you're so hallow inside,
because that affection, long ago it died.
A demon has not a bit of humanity,
and if it does, it turns it into a calamity.
You are just jealous, is all,
that evil on you did it call.

My lord, you say humans are so great,
yet with you I could have one huge debate.
Humans are dumb, killing each other,
it doesn't matter if its sister or brother.
Money is what has driven you all mad,
and being a demon, I am for once glad.
But I am not going to argue, for that's not my place,
now please excuse me, I will give you some space.
And as for your question, I will say a simple no,
on you, my Lord, I have started to grow.
Yes your soul is something I treasure,
but trust me, that's but a small measure.
You are special, My Lord, I'll say it once more,
I will stay by your side until the day
your dead body hits the floor.

Description
I ask you this question, just this one,
is watching me suffer really that fun?
Is your heart really that freezing cold,
sadness and hate you have a tight hold.
I ask you this for I wonder why,
you just don't kill me, just let me die.
I know if you were to it would be bad,
without my soul, you'd probably be sad.
Its sick humor that makes me laugh,
and the happiness in it isn't even half.
I know how much you want, you desire,
the want inside of you grows like fire.
I can see it in your red eyes,
they hide no lies.

You make me laugh bocchan, you really do,
you think you understand, but you don't have a clue.
I apologize if I sound like a jerk,
but seriously, your act makes me smirk.
You ask If I enjoy watching you suffer,
if I enjoy making your life rougher.
The answer is simple yet complicated,
you're correct about my desire, as you had stated.
It is a strong one, yes, but you believe that is why,
I don't leave you, that I don't let you die?
My lord, it is more than just wanting your soul,
if I left you, in my heart there would be a hole.
Laugh if you want, you wouldn't understand,
that without you, time would be like quicksand.
It would slowly suck me up, keeping me there,
I would be bored up until it reached my hair.
Then I would be frantic, like a human would be,
going around in a rampage, not able to see.
Someone like me can only last so long,
without a soul to eat, my mind works wrong.
I loose what little humanity I have a hold,
I hunt with no thought, killing cold.
Trust me Ciel, I do not just care for your soul,
but you yourself, My Lord, keeps me whole.

If these are your feelings, then why do they hide,
do you know how much I have really cried?
Not much, your right, but inside a lot,
happiness I couldn't have ever bought.
Inside I tear apart everyday,
revenge is the only thing my heart can say.
I cling to this hate to the deepest pit,
for I wouldn't survive without it.
You knew this, did you not,
yet you continued to let me rot.
If I meant more to you, as you say,
show me love, save me from decay.
But you don't, not ever, so you lie,
your making my life harder, sigh.

Your a strong human, fast and smart,
you don't need love, not on my part.
That is why we made this deal,
other lives you wanted me to steal.
You never told me I needed to love,
I thought care and affection you were above.
Perhaps this is something no human can get rid,
the love of the heavens, take it away God forbid.
This is a weakness all humans share,
perhaps you also do, or are you rare?

Love and care is what makes humans great,
humanity is what it will create.
That's why you're so hallow inside,
because that affection, long ago it died.
A demon has not a bit of humanity,
and if it does, it turns it into a calamity.
You are just jealous, is all,
that evil on you did it call.

My lord, you say humans are so great,
yet with you I could have one huge debate.
Humans are dumb, killing each other,
it doesn't matter if its sister or brother.
Money is what has driven you all mad,
and being a demon, I am for once glad.
But I am not going to argue, for that's not my place,
now please excuse me, I will give you some space.
And as for your question, I will say a simple no,
on you, my Lord, I have started to grow.
Yes your soul is something I treasure,
but trust me, that's but a small measure.
You are special, My Lord, I'll say it once more,
I will stay by your side until the day
your dead body hits the floor.