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This is the video I uploaded on YouTube back in June 2 2020 as a very short summary of how I feel about making videos anymore. But for some reason, DoomTube blocked it so that only I can watch this.

Even though I answered truthfully to the "Ad Suitability" questions for YouTube's new "Self-Certification Program", my recent vid got rejected for being innapropriate and now only I can see it. Apparently using Filthy Frank and Shia LaBeouf to describe my seemingly endless slump is...wrong?

Some of my vids got demonetized for copyright years ago; my "137th Abstract Distract: Parakarry + Green Shy Giantess" got forcefully set to 18+ only, which I can understand.

But this? I even censored the language yet I got punished anyway. Sure, it's not a copyright or community strike, but to not show my feelings of depression the way I see would best describe me in the simplest way? What about any more complicated vid ideas regarding my feelings or the possibility of uploading gameplay vids of games whether or not their based off my "favorite" subject?

To not upload videos for months due to being severely unmotivated (and enslaving myself to Mario Kart Tour for four months to the point where I got banished for cheating) is one thing; uploading videos based off my gloomy feelings is another. This also makes me worry about the videos made by my friend shadowfirered; I wanted to reupload them and I still plan to, but the chances of having anything I upload seen dropped further now...

Not that it matters; hell, not even being qualified for the Silver Play Button would make me happy or mend my black broken heart at this point. But...that still doesn't mean I'd truly quit altogether...I guess...

Description
This is the video I uploaded on YouTube back in June 2 2020 as a very short summary of how I feel about making videos anymore. But for some reason, DoomTube blocked it so that only I can watch this.

Even though I answered truthfully to the "Ad Suitability" questions for YouTube's new "Self-Certification Program", my recent vid got rejected for being innapropriate and now only I can see it. Apparently using Filthy Frank and Shia LaBeouf to describe my seemingly endless slump is...wrong?

Some of my vids got demonetized for copyright years ago; my "137th Abstract Distract: Parakarry + Green Shy Giantess" got forcefully set to 18+ only, which I can understand.

But this? I even censored the language yet I got punished anyway. Sure, it's not a copyright or community strike, but to not show my feelings of depression the way I see would best describe me in the simplest way? What about any more complicated vid ideas regarding my feelings or the possibility of uploading gameplay vids of games whether or not their based off my "favorite" subject?

To not upload videos for months due to being severely unmotivated (and enslaving myself to Mario Kart Tour for four months to the point where I got banished for cheating) is one thing; uploading videos based off my gloomy feelings is another. This also makes me worry about the videos made by my friend shadowfirered; I wanted to reupload them and I still plan to, but the chances of having anything I upload seen dropped further now...

Not that it matters; hell, not even being qualified for the Silver Play Button would make me happy or mend my black broken heart at this point. But...that still doesn't mean I'd truly quit altogether...I guess...