Description
for
child
i have noticed that you are sad
feeling like you're inferior in comparison to everyone around you
i'm here to say that's far from the truth.
I'm not really good at cheering people up. After all, what do I know. But you've been such a kind friend and I love your sense of humor. You're sweet, intelligent, creative (even with all your batshit crazy aus) and you're understanding. Art means something to you, I can see it. You enjoy drawing and creating these amazing stories. Even if you believe that you're not worthy as an artist, you don't have to be incredibly skilled to know how much art means to someone. I admire you for that. I don't consider myself an amazing artist like many people say I am. I'm a student. Im learning how to handle new techniques and mediums and spend hours on my iPad drawing my ass off because it's what I love doing. I don't draw for popularity. I draw for fun. I wish to inspire others with my art, and I refuse to glorify it because it really doesn't need to. I'm always looking forward to a conversation with you, talking about dARKNESS, sin ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°), and other things. In real life, I don't have anyone to talk to about my interests. They'd humiliate me or ask me endless questions if they catch me drawing Beauty and the Beast or Invader Zim or whatever. DeviantART is an outlet for me. A place where I can express myself through art. I'm so happy that I found you so I can talk about my lumiworth shenanigans. Keep practicing and continue doing what you love. Even if you feel like you're getting nowhere, keep drawing. Art is like a flower. You feed it the right nutrients and it blossoms. Life isn't easy. Depression isn't easy. Self hate is a horrible feeling yet it's so consistent in the lives of millions. Hell, three months before summer vacation, I had to take weekdays off from school because of severe anxiety. I had been through some shit, not getting the help I craved for for 4 years until now, recently, the beginning on this year. Depression could of killed me. I wouldn't have been here.
But art saved me.
Enough about me. I want the best for you. I want you to know that you're loved and cared for, admired, and worthy. Being a "bad artist" doesn't mean that you are a bad person. I'd rather talk to a person who's kind and funny with decent or no skill in art than an "outstanding artist" who's a shitty person in real life. I don't know you in real life but I love ya, Bee. Don't be too hard on yourself. <3
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art done by me!