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Published: 2019-12-29 09:02:04 +0000 UTC; Views: 6451; Favourites: 237; Downloads: 0
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- Together... Together... Together with you   - Even in my sad days, you're staying here and smiling to me   - I see your face, I hear your voice, I feel your heart   - You're happy now to be with me too, right?   - I promise to keep cherishing you ever, my sweet dear...  





Drawing of my OC, Mizael.



Loss of the important person and too heavy loneliness drove this boy insane.


Blood is being medicine for his mental health. In the blood jar, the souls, hearts, warmth of his beloved persons are always existing and soothe his lonely heart...


He is addicted to this medicine aka drug, -even he knows that this habit is wrong for society's standard, -even he is afraid to be hated by people due to this preference.

No matter how much he struggles, blood always tempts him to sink into the bottom of blood pond -where dark, silent, closed... but safe and warm...






More drawings of him:
     


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Comments: 14

WhatTheFlup [2020-01-02 01:21:38 +0000 UTC]

I need to draw fanart for you one day

I love your work so much!

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SoulstyBlueberrie [2019-12-30 03:25:44 +0000 UTC]

Poor dude, he's just so depressed. He lives one sad existence that's for sure

dang though, this piece is amazing! That position is really hard to draw! Lol believe me I've tried X'D
and the hands really look like he's just barely clinging on to that bottle x)

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Mizuki-T-A In reply to SoulstyBlueberrie [2019-12-30 08:17:25 +0000 UTC]

Yeah. ;v;

Thanks for your words, I appreciate them. x3 This pose was difficult indeed. :'>

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Loa23081 [2019-12-29 14:26:00 +0000 UTC]

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Mizuki-T-A In reply to Loa23081 [2019-12-29 17:35:31 +0000 UTC]

Aww I'm glad you enjoy my OCs' backstories too. x3 That's sweet.
You should be careful around him, but I can understand your kind heart. :'x
And I think he takes some medicines to get rid of problems as Insomnia..

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BonKramer [2019-12-29 13:19:09 +0000 UTC]

Alright, I got ONE prediction right! Huzzah!

This is pretty different from your usual pictures in terms of posture. Usually it seems like your characters are standing, sitting up, or lying down straight (and mine are too). But Mizael's got the blues and is slumped. Hard. You really nailed the body language onnthis one and did great on the background as well! And kudos to making a slumped guy that doesn't look like a giant potatoe XD

Poor guy I really hope he and Mizaline find happiness in the end. The suicide pact ending sounds very depressing but I don't know how else it could end unless they like BOTH seek psychological help and both strengthen each other to change through the power of their love for each other. But of course they're so interlocked in each other's insanity that neither of them may want to change. At the very least if they're going down I hope Luciel goes down with them. I'm not sure about how I feel about Francesca yet. She's a bad mother to be sure, but she didn't ice/hit somebody and I'm sure she doesn't realize what she's doing. Maybe she loves Mizaline, but just doesn't show it enough. I definitely don't think Mizael and Mizaline should go after her.

Sorry for the ramble, went on a bunny trail XD

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Mizuki-T-A In reply to BonKramer [2019-12-29 17:26:50 +0000 UTC]

Congrats. xD You can expect this guy anytime you see scissors~

I'm glad you enjoy his pose. It was lil challenging to draw, but fun as well. x)

I'm not sure if even psychological professionals can cure them perfectly since they're so used to this life and personality. :c And not sure if their "morbid" preferences mean true happiness for them or not too. (Sometimes insane people find happiness in insanity even it looks weird for fine people's eyes..)
I think Luciel can't feel safe as long as Mizael exists in the same planet. :') And actually Francisca is a bad mother: she even finds Mizaline annoying in her and Luciel's life. She's only good at pretending as a good mother for them.

No problem, thanks for your comment. c:

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BonKramer In reply to Mizuki-T-A [2019-12-29 17:53:37 +0000 UTC]

I feel like one of these days you'll show a teaser image of scissors and be like "Keith used these scissors in his surgery so have a surprise Keith drawing!" XD

Darn.

Well at least that's a plus! Heck, I'd imagine Luciel's sweating bullets since his drawing is near all your other Mizael drawings! XD

Ugh, I REALLY don't like Francisca. Not nearly as much as I hate Luciel, but definitely more than I dislike Giselle. Losing her husband might be more punishment than she deserves, but she's DEFINITELY asking for something bad to happen to her. Maybe she could become a better person if she realized what a douchebag her husband is by leaving his previous wife to die. That could be an interesting redemption arc, which might also end up working in Mizaline's favor also.

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BonKramer In reply to Mizuki-T-A [2019-12-29 17:44:36 +0000 UTC]

I feel like one of these days you'll show a teaser image of scissors and completely subvert my expectations just for the heck of it. Like "Keith used this pair of scissors for surgery" XD

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xTheChildOfWinterx [2019-12-29 09:46:14 +0000 UTC]

And again, I find his crazy face both creepy as heck and weirdly cute. There is something really wrong with me XD He almost looks drunk in here. Drunk with blood I guess XD
I really like how his hair looks So cool and shiny. And I have no idea how you managed to draw that pose, but it's cool
And of course, all the details on the wall and desk look pretty cool as well. I especially like that little red heart that seems to be cut. It fits, his heart was broken once after all.

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Mizuki-T-A In reply to xTheChildOfWinterx [2019-12-29 17:30:41 +0000 UTC]

I gotta say that I very like how "Drunk with blood" sounds. XD Probably it's very suitable word for him.
Also it's good you still find him cute. xD

Aww thanks so much. That's sweet you enjoy these details! And yeah, I'm glad you noticed that sad message via broken heart. :'>

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xTheChildOfWinterx In reply to Mizuki-T-A [2019-12-29 17:50:08 +0000 UTC]

I'm glad you like it
And no peoblem ^^

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WhisperingMacarac [2019-12-29 09:12:37 +0000 UTC]

I guess he does the therapy method, where he talks to an inanimate object about how his day went, but instead of a teddy or a tree or something like that, it's a bottle of blood... man, he really likes blood, doesn't he?

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Mizuki-T-A In reply to WhisperingMacarac [2019-12-29 17:32:51 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, he uses something to soothe own heart... but it's a big problem that this "something" turns out blood in his case. xD But he just LOVE it...

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