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When did I start to think, I was wrong by default?
When did my heart start to beat a tune of assault?
The war is in my head, tramping me under feet,
The pitter-patter of a pulse is tears playing the beat.

I looked into the eyes of a person I loved blindly.
I watched as my heart was lied to so kindly.
My skin held proof of something barely believable.
Empathy was shattered when my love was leavable.

The hollow place in my chest shudders at the thought,
As I sit and breathe searching to do what I ought.
Sickened is my blood, pouring out of my veins.
Betrayal is hatred flooding me with anger and pain.

I still feel it fresh and I drown it with cuts.
The little slivered slices and deep angry ruts.
I'll never be whole again and it just isn't fair.
I was that girl and now I hate how she cared.

Description
When did I start to think, I was wrong by default?
When did my heart start to beat a tune of assault?
The war is in my head, tramping me under feet,
The pitter-patter of a pulse is tears playing the beat.

I looked into the eyes of a person I loved blindly.
I watched as my heart was lied to so kindly.
My skin held proof of something barely believable.
Empathy was shattered when my love was leavable.

The hollow place in my chest shudders at the thought,
As I sit and breathe searching to do what I ought.
Sickened is my blood, pouring out of my veins.
Betrayal is hatred flooding me with anger and pain.

I still feel it fresh and I drown it with cuts.
The little slivered slices and deep angry ruts.
I'll never be whole again and it just isn't fair.
I was that girl and now I hate how she cared.