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She was given birth by a teenager girl, who decided to give her baby in adoption in hands to the Catholic church. There, all the sisters took good care of this little girl, called Amy. All her life she have had been in a convent school with other girls, went educated according to their beliefs and traditions, she was the soul that gave life and joy to the daily mass and was good with people, especially with children. But there was a special nun between them all, one that was worthy of all her love and trust; one special nun that was like she would wish her absent mother to be.

Life was like the promised paradise that she had read in that holy book, until that something terrible happened: The mother nun became very ill, so Amy, as a good lamb of the Lord, prayed and prayed every single day, dedicated her name to each mass, made personal sacrifices to see her mother standing again, but one day, the poor woman died. In that moment it was like she felt pain for the very first time and the tears fell down from her eyes, running down to her cheeks and reaching her lips, tasting the bitter taste of sadness; and she began to yell looking up at the ceiling: "Lord, where have you been? where have you been all this time?! answer me! why are you so cruel?! answer me! answer me! lies, lies! everyone lied at me! you are not good". And that was how she fell into the conclusion that everything that the people that lived around her told her once, was a lie, all her life was a lie, she was born being an "unwanted" and now everything that she trusted was a lie; all the sacred songs, all the words, every one of them were disgusting and she could feel how her soul began to empty slowly submerged in pain.

Now her life is a living hell, the sky now seems to be gray and the people around her is selfless and cold, or maybe that is how reality was actually all this time that she was blind? but she hides herself in the silence and plays to be the good lamb still, she plays to have faith even when it is slowly dying, but she at least has a few dreams to attain, and the smiles of the little innocent children help her to survive and stay afloat.

And she is trying to find herself, not wanting to be the little lamb, no.
She's trying to find Amy.

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AU version of Amy in a realistic world.

Description
She was given birth by a teenager girl, who decided to give her baby in adoption in hands to the Catholic church. There, all the sisters took good care of this little girl, called Amy. All her life she have had been in a convent school with other girls, went educated according to their beliefs and traditions, she was the soul that gave life and joy to the daily mass and was good with people, especially with children. But there was a special nun between them all, one that was worthy of all her love and trust; one special nun that was like she would wish her absent mother to be.

Life was like the promised paradise that she had read in that holy book, until that something terrible happened: The mother nun became very ill, so Amy, as a good lamb of the Lord, prayed and prayed every single day, dedicated her name to each mass, made personal sacrifices to see her mother standing again, but one day, the poor woman died. In that moment it was like she felt pain for the very first time and the tears fell down from her eyes, running down to her cheeks and reaching her lips, tasting the bitter taste of sadness; and she began to yell looking up at the ceiling: "Lord, where have you been? where have you been all this time?! answer me! why are you so cruel?! answer me! answer me! lies, lies! everyone lied at me! you are not good". And that was how she fell into the conclusion that everything that the people that lived around her told her once, was a lie, all her life was a lie, she was born being an "unwanted" and now everything that she trusted was a lie; all the sacred songs, all the words, every one of them were disgusting and she could feel how her soul began to empty slowly submerged in pain.

Now her life is a living hell, the sky now seems to be gray and the people around her is selfless and cold, or maybe that is how reality was actually all this time that she was blind? but she hides herself in the silence and plays to be the good lamb still, she plays to have faith even when it is slowly dying, but she at least has a few dreams to attain, and the smiles of the little innocent children help her to survive and stay afloat.

And she is trying to find herself, not wanting to be the little lamb, no.
She's trying to find Amy.

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AU version of Amy in a realistic world.