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Published: 2016-11-27 17:06:19 +0000 UTC; Views: 2827; Favourites: 180; Downloads: 10
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Description Vent art.
I had this cardiac arrhythmia and the symptoms were getting worse these past few months, so my cardiologist said that I had to get a medical procedure. Well, it's a minimal invasive surgery, and it's not that fatal, there is a cure, and I don't need to worry at all.
As someone with medical background I know these things for sure. Keep telling myself that... But who am i kidding, of course I'm scared. No matter how I tried to suppress it, I am actually frightened, confused, and well, a bit depressed.
Guess I don't need to hide it any longer, I just need all the help I can get right now.
Wish me luck. Two months to go *crosses fingers*

 100 themes challenge #7: Sick
    Link to 100 themes fehnwrites.deviantart.com/art/…
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Comments: 130

Pulcella [2017-08-14 02:19:42 +0000 UTC]

Such a beautiful picture!

Good luck and speedy recovery to your surgery! 

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lydia-san In reply to Pulcella [2018-06-14 17:12:39 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much it means a lot~!

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Chronochu-Chan [2017-06-20 14:20:29 +0000 UTC]

This is beautiful <3 
I hope everything is better now! 

I love the texture and the atmosphere, it's amazing you're able to accomplish a very deep feeling not only with her expression but with the shades AHH it gives off the feeling of hopelessness and makes you feel a bit alone. Like a match in a forest! 

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lydia-san In reply to Chronochu-Chan [2017-07-09 14:16:40 +0000 UTC]

Nyaww thanks Chrono-chan xD
it is better now, no worries :3
hehehhe well, i was rly hopeless and alone that time (sometimes i still feel hopeless whenever i'm not feeling well, but gotta get used to it) xD
thanks for the support buddy

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Chronochu-Chan In reply to lydia-san [2017-07-16 22:14:39 +0000 UTC]

AHhh I'm glad it's better :^D 
Hang in there! 
Ye sometimes it's okay to feel bad, it reminds you that you are human and it helps you appreciate the good times 
IT STILL SUCKS LOL Ifeel 

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lydia-san In reply to Chronochu-Chan [2017-07-18 09:15:25 +0000 UTC]

lol yea i think so xD
well, dont worry i usu cope well with this kind of things. Lol that's why i do art, its kind of mood therapy for me xD

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Chronochu-Chan In reply to lydia-san [2017-07-19 23:39:01 +0000 UTC]

Yes! Art is a perfect outlet 
I'm glad we were able to find something to express ourselves :^D 

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ChristineDim [2017-04-02 16:23:58 +0000 UTC]

What a gorgeous piece and a very touching description  
I truly hope you are doing okay   

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lydia-san In reply to ChristineDim [2017-04-03 04:17:51 +0000 UTC]

Awee thank you so much, glad you like it
Ah yes I'm doing alright, still going through some health procedures but it will be okay

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ChristineDim In reply to lydia-san [2017-04-04 08:37:16 +0000 UTC]

Happy to know everything is alright

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lydia-san In reply to ChristineDim [2017-04-12 09:26:01 +0000 UTC]

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pedro-amaral-couto [2017-03-13 18:11:56 +0000 UTC]

I've been away from deviantart for some months. I also had personal problems, though not related to health.
I came back, sent a couple of drawings and noticed that you made this wonderful art. Congratulations.

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lydia-san In reply to pedro-amaral-couto [2017-03-22 14:35:50 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much for your kind words ^^
I just checked your gallery and how i miss that place, you have beautiful works and glad to see you back
Keep rocking and hope you find solutions to your problems

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Moltenkitty [2017-02-07 10:43:02 +0000 UTC]

I hope everything goes well for you ! And frankly.. being scared is just human, lol. I don't think there's anything wrong with it in this context. And I hope you'll be better soon *hugs hugs*

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lydia-san In reply to Moltenkitty [2017-02-16 17:33:55 +0000 UTC]

Aaaah thank you so much for the support it means a lot, really
Big hugs~!

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Moltenkitty In reply to lydia-san [2017-02-16 21:36:17 +0000 UTC]

You're welcome!
Big hugs back ~

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KCHuang [2017-01-31 02:00:28 +0000 UTC]

How are you doing now?

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lydia-san In reply to KCHuang [2017-02-05 08:00:51 +0000 UTC]

Still good and waiting for the surgery :3

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KCHuang In reply to lydia-san [2017-02-07 07:03:18 +0000 UTC]

Courage! My thoughts are with you <3

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lydia-san In reply to KCHuang [2017-02-17 02:54:46 +0000 UTC]

You're so kind   

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IkaTheMadHatter [2017-01-23 15:36:33 +0000 UTC]

I wish you all the best <3

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lydia-san In reply to IkaTheMadHatter [2017-01-29 03:56:18 +0000 UTC]

thank you so much friend,, your support means a lot to me

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IkaTheMadHatter In reply to lydia-san [2017-01-30 12:01:52 +0000 UTC]

You're absolutely welcome  

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Laugh-Butts [2016-12-20 20:21:12 +0000 UTC]

"My soul to keep"

THATS WHAT I THOUGHT WHEN I SAW THIS

SO BEAUTIFUL AND SAD ;--;

That freckled face crying. Sniff sniff

Love the freckles btw!

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lydia-san In reply to Laugh-Butts [2017-01-01 18:07:36 +0000 UTC]

My heart to keep (in reality)
trololol xD
thanks Butts!! Oh I love sad and vent artsu. trololol

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MidLuuna [2016-12-20 19:07:42 +0000 UTC]

How beautiful!

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lydia-san In reply to MidLuuna [2017-01-01 18:07:04 +0000 UTC]

Nyawww thankiiess xD

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Indecissive [2016-12-14 11:32:10 +0000 UTC]

I wish you luck my dear.
I'm having a bit of a similar situation, though mine isnt as bad as yours.
Mine has to do with my eyes, I just never got a retest to see if the glaucoma developed 3 years ago. Though I am forced to go back now since I have to get new glasses.
Tibia honest I'm deadly scared of the tests results. The first tests were painful as they had to drug my eyes out (as if im having surgrry) from my blinking reflex, why I never accomplished putting any contacts from the trouble.
Just know if you ever need anyone to talk to or some support, I'm here for you. Even if we don't know each other.

(Sorry I was on a watch freenzy that day and only looked at your pond art piece process.)

Btw your art is absolutely gorgeous. Keep up the great work, but know that your health always takes priority. Take care <3

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lydia-san In reply to Indecissive [2017-01-01 18:14:17 +0000 UTC]

Hello friend thanks a lot for your beautiful comment,
it means a lot!
And I feel a lot better now.
Sorry for the super late reply, I didn't want to reply because I don't want the comment to disappear from my notification lol.
It warms my heart whenever I read this
Thanks for your kindness, I can't imagine being in your position, it is one of my greatest fear.. I hope things went well for you
Take care buddy

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Indecissive In reply to lydia-san [2017-01-01 18:52:27 +0000 UTC]

Oh np! Lol I didn't expect you to reply since our situations are touchy. You can always pm me if you dont want it to go away..
(I know how that feels I don't like it either about the notifications to dissappear)
I'm very glad it helped you in some way.
As well as I can't imagine from your shoes from your situation it scares me just by reading it...you're very brave never giving up on what you love... But we both have common ground despite our differences we do share..I hope for the best for you as well...

Take care and be safe my friend.
Happy new year~ <3

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DisarrianStories [2016-12-04 04:08:08 +0000 UTC]

I hope you'll be alright...

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lydia-san In reply to DisarrianStories [2016-12-11 05:43:21 +0000 UTC]

I'm sure I will thank you so much dear

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DisarrianStories In reply to lydia-san [2016-12-13 01:59:00 +0000 UTC]

 You're welcome.

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Firiel-Archer [2016-12-03 07:58:06 +0000 UTC]

Beautiful work... and best wishes.

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lydia-san In reply to Firiel-Archer [2016-12-04 04:42:11 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much friend

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Firiel-Archer In reply to lydia-san [2016-12-05 05:47:44 +0000 UTC]

*cyber hugs*

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lydia-san In reply to Firiel-Archer [2016-12-12 11:39:43 +0000 UTC]

 

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MakenMeister In reply to Firiel-Archer [2016-12-03 21:47:17 +0000 UTC]

Same.

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lydia-san In reply to MakenMeister [2016-12-04 04:42:22 +0000 UTC]

Aahh thanks buddy

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MakenMeister In reply to lydia-san [2016-12-05 22:06:13 +0000 UTC]

You're welcome *hugs back*

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Astral-Chan [2016-11-30 16:02:10 +0000 UTC]

Hngggg Lydia this vent artsuuu is really beautiful and powerful! I am sorry that you're going through this and my thoughts go with you! But don't worry, it will all work out! //sends you positive energyyyy and chocolate!

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lydia-san In reply to Astral-Chan [2016-12-04 04:46:36 +0000 UTC]

CHOCOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO   *eats em all*
thank you so much Astral-chaaaannn~!!! yea it will all go well I'm feeling muuucchh better nooww

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Astral-Chan In reply to lydia-san [2016-12-04 13:11:36 +0000 UTC]

Of couuurseee! I'm glad you're feeling better~

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lydia-san In reply to Astral-Chan [2016-12-12 11:48:55 +0000 UTC]

 

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dottypurrs [2016-11-30 15:50:16 +0000 UTC]

Dotty's sis: im sure that the surgery will go well & that you will be all better soon my dear friend, please try to not overwork yourself

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lydia-san In reply to dottypurrs [2016-12-04 04:36:09 +0000 UTC]

Aahh thank you so much buddy I won't and yes it will go well indeed

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IcyFlames296 [2016-11-29 05:32:56 +0000 UTC]

I hope the procedure goes well...With today's modern procedures, I hope it's a quick surgery and that you feel better physically and mentally soon.  Thanks for sharing such a personal problem and expressing it through another amazing piece! Crossing fingers for you too  

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lydia-san In reply to IcyFlames296 [2016-12-04 04:43:36 +0000 UTC]

Yea I think it will go well thank you so much friend,, I have to have more faith!   

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HeathWalsh [2016-11-28 17:36:02 +0000 UTC]

I'm really sorry to here your having trouble. Stunning image, I can really see the feelings your having to deal withright now, and I can defiantly understand why your struggling to keep your spirits up! Take care and I send you all my best wishes!

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lydia-san In reply to HeathWalsh [2016-12-04 04:35:37 +0000 UTC]

Hey Heath! thank you so much buddy Guess I've gotten over my depression, I'm looking forward to it now, and I think I'm gonna be okay

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