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A/N: Why did I write this (p.s. This is my first time writing a kiss it's awkward I'm sorry.
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You sit on your dear friend Feliciano's couch in his living room, a comfortably silence surrounding both of you.
"Bella, why did you leave Gil?" he asks suddenly. You sigh, letting yourself think for a moment.
"He did something that I can never forgive him for," you whisper, looking at the floor.
The Italian seemed confused at first, scrunching up his face in deep thought. Suddenly he opened his eyes, his face taking on a serious expression as he turns you to look him in the eye.
"He was sleeping with another ragazza wasn't he, bella?" he asks, his facial features softening when you nodded. He pulls you close to him and hugs you tight, holding onto you as if his life depended on it. You began to cry, clutching onto your Italian friend tightly.
.:Flashback:.
You walk into your home, or well, technically Ludwig's home but still, you were engaged to his brother so it didn't matter, you'd be getting a home of your own with him soon.ย
That was when you heard it. Screams and cries of pleasure coming from downstairs. You hesitantly put your stuff down and head downstairs to you and Gilbert's room, hoping and praying you were hearing things
Halfway down the stairs you heard an unfamiliar woman's voice screaming your fiance's name in a mixture of pain and pleasure. You suddenly felt weak, and barely made it up the stairs to open the door, only to see something you wished wasn't true. You immediately shut the door, running upstairs and outside as fast as you could, and calling your friend, Feliciano, to see if you could stay over with him.
.:End Flashback:.
He comforted you, gently rubbing circles on your back and gently running his figures through you hair as you cried into his shirt. He did the best he could, holding you close with a grip that was surprisingly strong, but also showed how much he cared. Gently resting his head on yours, he closed his eyes again, not caring about anything but you at this point.
"You deserve so much better than that," he cooed, "you don't deserve to be played with. You deserve to be loved and cared for, bella." His voice was sweet, surprisingly comforting, and calming. You continued to cry, your voice barely poking out between muffled sobs.
"H-He was a bastard," you mumble, "I d-don't even know w-why I a-a-accepted his proposal, a-anyways," you finished it off with a small cry and a muffled laugh. Slowly, your sobs died down. You had just realized something. You never even loved the German man, really, you just wanted someone to be there for you. You felt something explode in your heart at the realization of how silly you had been. The person you loved was right in front of you the entire time! Gosh, you felt so stupid. You looked up at Feliciano, who seemed to be staring into space now. (What you don't know is he's thinking of ways to kill Gilbert, mhmm)ย
Mustering up all your courage you spoke, "Feliciano?"
"Si, bella?" he said, looking down at you and smiling, having noticed you stopped crying. You gave a small giggle and smiled back at him. You wiggle up so you're face to face with him.
"You know," you began, "I just realized something."
Feliciano chuckled at how you went from sobbing to being his sweet friend (*coughandlovecough*). "And what did you realize, bella?"
"I realized that," you said, slowly, still mustering up all of your courage, you let out a deep breath. You reached up and kissed his forehead. "I." you kissed his nose, "L-Love." you were silent for a moment, still gathering up courage.
Feliciano looked confused before he realized what you're doing. He smiled a bit, and, before you could get to it, placed a gently kiss on your lips, hoping that's what you meant.
You were shocked at first, of course. Slowly, but surely, you wrapped your arms around his neck and kissed back. After a short moment he separated the kiss, the need to say the final word compelling him.
"You." he whispers, taking your lips once more.