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So first of all - here is card no 3 - The High Priestess! I really love her, she is the ultimate card for using your intuition to get what you need and in order to make the best possible decisions. She reminds you to watch out for symbols that keep occurring in your life. You are also invited to go within and listen to these signs on a different level. Perhaps there are things you haven't paid enough attention to, yet?

I have thought quite some time about sharing my impressions and experience with cancer and death. So for those of you who feel strong enough to listen I would love to tell my story or at least start with it:

As so many family members of mine were battling with cancer and some even died of it I kind of assumed that it would hit me, too one day and it still can, of course.

I've never been a big fan of working until retirement and then rely on the pension you receive. That's why Sebastian and I decided that we should start to build passive income in case one day we should be unable to work but still want to receive stable income. Also, you are much more free to pursue your dreams and a life worth living. The reason I am telling you this is because I assumed we would still have plenty of time to build a stable business without too much personal involvement as long as we are young and healthy. Who could assume that it's not just eating healthy, working out, spending time in nature and all that stuff, which I still love to do on a daily basis, that would ensure perfect health and happiness...

It all started with my husband complaining about some slight headache followed by some pain killers. Still, the pain would not vanish and on the fifth day, on Easter last year my world suddenly fell apart. It was such a nice and sunny day, we enjoyed awesome easter brunch with my family. I remember swinging together with my niece in the garden laughing. My mom mentioned that Sebastian's hair already started to become grayish and I replied that I couldn't wait for him to get older and see what he will look like with even more gray hair - perhaps like Doctor Strange? XD

We said goodbye and drove home. During the afternoon his headache had become unbearable and I called the ambulance several times, but they refused to come just because of some headache... So I rushed him to a hospital while he was sitting next to me in the car vomitting and unable to see. Because of COVID I could not stay with him so I waited at home for a reply. Several hours later he texted me that nothing was okay. Something with the brain. That the staff found him in the waiting room lying on the floor having an epileptical attack (not going into more detail here). This was actually the last thing I expected to hear on this beautiful Sunday. I was standing on my terrace watching the sun go down slowly and felt like someone suddenly pushed my soul out of my body. This was the first time in 14 years that I slept on my parent's couch over night.

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So first of all - here is card no 3 - The High Priestess! I really love her, she is the ultimate card for using your intuition to get what you need and in order to make the best possible decisions. She reminds you to watch out for symbols that keep occurring in your life. You are also invited to go within and listen to these signs on a different level. Perhaps there are things you haven't paid enough attention to, yet?

I have thought quite some time about sharing my impressions and experience with cancer and death. So for those of you who feel strong enough to listen I would love to tell my story or at least start with it:

As so many family members of mine were battling with cancer and some even died of it I kind of assumed that it would hit me, too one day and it still can, of course.

I've never been a big fan of working until retirement and then rely on the pension you receive. That's why Sebastian and I decided that we should start to build passive income in case one day we should be unable to work but still want to receive stable income. Also, you are much more free to pursue your dreams and a life worth living. The reason I am telling you this is because I assumed we would still have plenty of time to build a stable business without too much personal involvement as long as we are young and healthy. Who could assume that it's not just eating healthy, working out, spending time in nature and all that stuff, which I still love to do on a daily basis, that would ensure perfect health and happiness...

It all started with my husband complaining about some slight headache followed by some pain killers. Still, the pain would not vanish and on the fifth day, on Easter last year my world suddenly fell apart. It was such a nice and sunny day, we enjoyed awesome easter brunch with my family. I remember swinging together with my niece in the garden laughing. My mom mentioned that Sebastian's hair already started to become grayish and I replied that I couldn't wait for him to get older and see what he will look like with even more gray hair - perhaps like Doctor Strange? XD

We said goodbye and drove home. During the afternoon his headache had become unbearable and I called the ambulance several times, but they refused to come just because of some headache... So I rushed him to a hospital while he was sitting next to me in the car vomitting and unable to see. Because of COVID I could not stay with him so I waited at home for a reply. Several hours later he texted me that nothing was okay. Something with the brain. That the staff found him in the waiting room lying on the floor having an epileptical attack (not going into more detail here). This was actually the last thing I expected to hear on this beautiful Sunday. I was standing on my terrace watching the sun go down slowly and felt like someone suddenly pushed my soul out of my body. This was the first time in 14 years that I slept on my parent's couch over night.