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Got another sketch dump. Drew these up over the last few days. I'm in a mood to hurt Fear and make him cry. So I guess I'm channeling Anger. First pic. Scary Fear trying to save someone from falling off a cliff. Why? Can't say yet. But it doesn't work out well when Fear tells someone to not be afraid. Who would trust him with that face? Next we have Scary Fear again quoting Mike Wozawski, "I knew I was Scary but I didn't think I was THAT scary." And Lisa Simpson says one of my fave quotes to him. "It's 'cause you're evil. And when you try to be good you're even MORE evil." I drew this out of my own frustration over some of the weird comments I have gotten. I do not understand how people can find drawings like Eternal Mind and the new cover of FBTF CH2 to be scary. Fear is so happy and at peace in those. He's also alone not trying to scare anyone. He's playing with his own powers ALONE. He's not trying to impress anyone. It's for his own amusement. Why is that so scary? I just don't get it. I see them as beautiful and that seems to have failed to come across to some. Sigh.Ok the rest are all scenes from Fear's life BEFORE Fear Before the Fall. Before the comic. Before he became the Scary Fear he was meant to be. You can see some of the horrible things Anger would do to him. Especially when they were the only two in the mind for the first few years of Charlie's life. We have Anger pulling on Fear's hair going "You gonna' cry, dork?"
Next is a scene of Fear crumpled on the ground and Anger posing saying, "You're mine. You were placed here first so I could have someone to play with."
Next is Fear hiding behind a wall terrified. "I don't understand. I don't get it." He thinks as Anger calls out "FEAR! Where are you?" Then Fear continues to think, "Why does he hate me? I've never done anything to him. I've only been nice. I've done what he's asked. If I'd hurt him he'd have reason to act this way. But I didn't do anything. I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't get it."
Fear's problem is he's thinking logically. But Anger isn't logical. He does what feels good without thinking. Logic can not be applied here but Fear being logical does not know this and he's breaking his brain trying to understand what Anger does.
Middle pic. Anger has Fear cornered. Nowhere to run now. That's supposed to be Anger's shadow on him. Fear is afraid again as he's about to get beat up. He pleads with Anger, "Please don't! Why are you doing this? Why can't we be friends?"
Next is Fear crying. And last is Anger standing on top of Fear shaking his fist. Probably will punch him again. You can see Anger's having a grand time. So this went on for 13 years. In page 1 of FBTF was the first time Anger used a fire punch on Fear and set him on fire so bad he actually died. What awoke was the new Scary Fear.
Anger's my second fave character. When I started this I had no idea he'd become the bad guy of my story. But he's so easy to make into a bad guy he just begs it.
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Odio el Bullying
Espero que Ira Tengo retribución por esto.
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Igualmente. Gracias.
Si lo tendra. Si has leido todo el comic lo veras. Tengo 9 paginas. Todas estan en esta carpeta
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I love your creative sketches.
I feel sorry for Fear having to go through so much abuse from Anger for 13 years. I am happy Scary Fear can really teach him a lesson now haha.
As always, the expressions and poses are perfect 🌸
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Thanks.
Yes poor guy. He had a terrible life. Anger is awful. But yes now he's stronger and Anger must be put in his place.
Thanks. I love playing with expressions.
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You are welcome (^-^)
Ah well, he will have fun playing with Anger now.
Expressions are so much fun to draw.
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I like all of these sketches but my favorite has to be scary fear saying "I knew i was scary but i didn't think i was that scary."
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Thank you. Yeah sometimes he is surprised when he unintentionally scares others. Thanks for the comment.
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Si. Asi empezo Miedo Aterrardor. Furia lo abusaba. Y lo mato en la primera pagina del comic. Quando desperto era otra persona.
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I can certainly see why Charlie's Anger fits well in the Malevolent. You established his cruelty on Fear, before he became Scary Fear, quite well.
I find it annoying that there are still people out there that think Scary Fear simply having a grand old time is scary.
My favorite sketches would be Scary Fear trying to save someone as I can tell he's just trying to be helpful and Scary Fear with Lisa because of the quotes they say.
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Thanks. It was pretty bad what Fear went through. It really is. I don't get why those two drawings I made that are so happy are "scary". My poor thing. I love that. Yes he's not being evil in that one. He just wants to help. I had to use both quotes. They fit so well. Thanks for the comment.
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No problem, I'm glad to give Scary Fear some support.
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This is a very nice and sad sketch. I know what is Fear feel ,because this same i was felt and feel too.I don´t understand why when someone looks different as other ,they don´t like him/her.I was thinking about this and i think that it´s don´t fair ,that someone can be dear and do something good for everyone and they instead of on you to be dear too, they do contrary- this is sometimes happen me and i don´t know what is problem. I was had three boys as Anger and i was as Fear(i was wrotte this , mabey you remember ,he was the boys who bullying me. They done this for that i was looks.They command me and when i don´t done it ,what they say they can beat me.) Mabey you know how i was feeling ,this can happen everyone,also when it least wait.
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Thank you. I'm sorry you can relate to him. It is wrong and not fair. It can't be understood because what Anger does is irrational. Has no reason other than he likes it and Fear is his toy. Everyone's been bullied at some point and the only way to stop it is to stand up to it and resist. Fear does this in the comic with his powers.
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You´re welcome. And that´ok,never mind that you remember my my horrible old school,i have a nice recollections from this place(no lot ,but least some).I know that this is not a same ,but was mean that what they do ( that someone hurts someone) is the same.-he hurts Fear physically and they hurt me mentaly,sometimes mabey physically.I want stand up and resist ,but i was have a fear that when i will do it ,they will wallop me.I was rather won´t do it.Whem i sometimes saw a picture when someone suffer i sometimes symphatize with him/her too and i feel sorry for him/her,because i know what him/she feel.-i know something smiliar i was wrote, if it bother you,sorry.
PS:I was finish the pictures witch ones is for you and when i can i will get it on this page.
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Fear's not evil, Lisa. He's SCARY. There's a difference. So misunderstood, indeed...
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Hmm, I already said a bit about the sketch of Fear trying to safe someone, so I am not going to spoil anything about that here. I am just saying that this is amusing to me. Well then, jump to Lisa. I guess her qoute makes sense considering the general perception people seem to have sometimes, even when he is not scary. I am also wondering why to be honest, since it makes no real sense... perhaps that is why, it is usually people that are already a bit implausible.
Anger meanwhile, well, he got a lot of bully scenes for himself here and you get a struggle between culprit and victim during and after here. I am honestly thinking a lot of people that go through this in younger years might lose themselves in questions to why they have to go through it. Well, at some point you either stand up by almost drowning them, or you remain below till you get rid of him otherwise. The choice is easy to be honest. And it was fun to observe.
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I found those comments. Thanks. I thought her quote was the best explanation. It has been annoying with people getting afraid for no reason so I feel his frustration.
Poor Fear went through a lot at the hands of Anger. It was so bad. Like Gamma said he was just a toy for Anger. A budgie with a bell to punch. Anger had to kill him for him to finally do something.
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Fear is getting nothing but pain in this one, I feel sorry for him. But seeing how he was finally able to stand up for himself is great
Anger looks badass in all of those too
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Yes. I wanted him to suffer. I think in this case it's one of the few times I want the viewer to feel sorry for him. He didn't deserve any of this. Yes Anger looks cool and was definitely in control. It's good Fear finally got some guts and stood up for himself. No one else would.
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It used to be so one-sided but no more! I wonder if the tides will turn completely for them in the second chapter. Where Fear is the one playing around with Anger.
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As always these are pretty neat and fun to look at. I like the one with Anger pulling Fear's hair. One strand has to hurt though. For some reason when someone pulls my hair, you get a handful it doesn't hurt and makes me swing and sock you one, but one hair, just ONE hair is like OWWWW so I can imagine poor Fear XD I also really like the picture of Fear being REALLY scared hearing Anger calling out looking for him.
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Thanks. Yes that had to hurt. Ha I know what you mean. One hair just shoots a nasty electrical impulse up the nerve attached to that hair. Fear can't do much when this happens to him. I love that one of him hiding behind the wall as Anger searches for him. A very dangerous game of hide and seek.
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That feeling when you got accused and you didn't do anything to deserve it
The agony, this pain you feel, when you got accused YET you didn't do anything wrong.
And all what you've said about your drawings of your Fear, when he uses his powers. He isn't scary, or terrifying in any way. Yep, that feeling when you're misunderstood.
And guess what? No one is there to help you through all that, so you have to endure them by yourself. And it sucks.
Yeah I had a taste of it, so I can relate to Fear's situation in your sketches.
It's just, unfair.
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Well he was never accused of anything. He was just Anger's target. But yes that's bad too.
As Scary Fear he's definitely misunderstood.
But the good thing is he does rise above all of this and make it out. Anger gets put in his place.
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Anger should get sone rougher kinds of paybacks from Fear.
And that's justified.
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Oh trust me it's coming.
Yes it is.
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Anger seems like the bully that needs a little taste of his own medicine.
Lisa Simpson is an awesome touch with Fear. She looks more scary to me than a Fear does.
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Yes he is. And he finally gets it in the form of a huge tidal wave that nearly drowned him.
Thanks. Yeah she's pretty scary. Haha.
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Crap, my heart just breaks for Fear. HORRIBLE. In these simple sketches, you really capture his hurt, pain, and suffering; it just comes across so amazing. And nobody was there for him until the others came along; even then, they never bothered to stick up for him. He really needed support and friendship... BUT then he never would've realized that this is something HE needed to change on his own. Sometimes, what doesn't kill us makes us stronger. We all have the potential to change, become more than what our so-called limits dictate; it's up to us, and nobody else. Others may encourage us, but we alone are still responsible for who we choose to be. (But nobody even encouraged him, which makes his life-changing realization/transformation all the more inspiring and admirable. It was ALL him.)
Still, pre-Scary Fear is so tragic. He never did anything to deserve it.
Yesss, based on this and certain... other things you've told me, you have definitely been in the mood to torture this guy. That's good. I love it, too; with me, it's not about channeling my anger when I read and write about my favorite characters getting abused and hurt (physically and emotionally); it just somehow makes me love them even more.
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Thank you. I really wanted to show how bad it was for him. See Gamma's comment. I think she put it excellent that Fear was just a toy for Anger. Like a budgie bell. Something to be punched. That's why he was there waiting for him. Or that's what Anger thinks. I'd like to think the others at one point might have tried to help Fear but Anger turned on them first and they learned to not get involved. They didn't want to be next. Though he's Anger he was ruling through fear. You're totally right. Fear finally figured this all out on his own. Yes it's true. Other people can motivate you. You can become super motivated but it's all meaningless unless you act on it. Each of us has to make the choice. No one can do it for us. The frame in the 4th page where Fear goes, "WAIT A MINUTE!" Is so important. So small but such a huge turning point in his life. And like I told Gamma Fear did both. All this did kill him. So Disgust was right and Joy's fear of his death was founded in that case. The chapter 1 cover is Scary Fear standing over his dead former self.
He definitely didn't deserve any of this.
More recently than usual. Some of my ideas I have had a long time now. But these are new. I did want to show what life was like before Scary Fear. Oh I can see how what I said was confusing. I meant I was channeling the character Anger. I wasn't angry when I drew these. I was excited and couldn't wait to get these out of my mind. I do enjoy it. Makes me love him more too so the result for us is the same and that's all that matters.
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I really like these sketches, actually I love them, there's a special type of enjoyment I felt from seeing Fear suffering. Hmm, I suppose that means I really love Fear then, since whenever I love a character I love seeing them tortured. Of course the alternative would be I really hate him, but I definitely don't hate Scary Fear. It's interesting that you felt the need to torture Fear in art now, since I recently tortured Korsho in my sketches often. I'm now really interested to see the full story of the first sketch, why does Fear need to save someone from falling down a cliff? Who is this being? I'm eager to find this out eventually, which I hopefully will. I can see why someone would be afraid of him though, even though he's likely trying to do a good deed here. Interesting, how that person's only chance to survive would be to face fear itself.
Then there's Fear with Lisa Simpson, both giving great quotes. The episode she quoted has to be one of my all time favourite Simpson episodes actually. Mr. Burns is just such a great character, he can be as "evil" as he wants. Certainly better than that whiny liberal Lisa, heh. Fear looks so concerned about being scary, it's clear he didn't expect to be as scary as he was. And yet, he clearly is. And not just to the inhabitants of Charlie's mind but also deviantART comment sections.
And now we get to the fun stuff, Fear getting tortured. So these are the times before he turned into Scary Fear, and Anger has done a bunch of nasty things to him. No wonder Fear turned on him. It must hurt having his dendrite be pulled, ouch. No wonder he was crying, it had to be painful. And then we see the scene where Anger took dominance over Fear, becoming the apparent lead emotion despite not originally being it. He decided to take Fear's place, and just use him as a toy to release his excess anger on. In the meantime Fear attempted to figure this all out with logic, but clearly that was not possible since there was no logic with Anger. He merely wanted to use Fear as a punch toy, nothing more. Then you have those two terrified expressions to highlight the text. I like the sketch of him crying too, comes to show just how badly abused he was. Hmm, and then Anger actually killed Fear. Interesting. That reminds me of the Gifteds from your Thagirion Realm. Well he was reborn into something far stronger, the true Fear which induces it instead of being afraid himself.
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Thanks. I thought you might. I'm so glad you feel the same as I do. You get a sick pleasure from seeing his pain. Yes you do. I love him to. Look what I did to him hehe. I do the same to characters I hate but it's short lived and I don't dwell on the ones I hate for long. Makes no sense. Perhaps this is one of those things logic does not apply because I've been breaking my brain trying to figure out why I do this and never found a satisfactory answer other than it's fun and makes me happy. But gosh if I did it for characters I hated this gallery would be fully of dead inspector gadgets. I really MUST do that. The passion just isn't as strong that way into the negative end. Ooh sounds like we're both in a sadistic mood lately. Oh I have told you some of that story. I'll note you on it as this is a new scene. I love that. Yes the choice is Death or Fear itself. I forgot to pose the question to my watchers. Which would you chose. If you knew nothing about him only that he was Fear (because you'd feel it) what would people chose? I'm sure some would rather die.
I love that quote because it's so funny and true that Lisa said. I LOVE Mr. Burns. Well you know that. He's a lot like me. I relate to him often. I still want my own Smithers. Agreed. I don't like Lisa for that reason but sometimes she says good things. Ha no he was rather confused because he wasn't trying to scare anyone. It's a good Mike quote too. Yes he scared many of the DeviantArt commenters without even trying. Maybe he should be glad and not confused/annoyed.
Yes the fun part. I loved drawing the bottom half of these. Yes one can only take so much before being pushed over the limit...or you just die if you don't. Interesting he did both. I thought that too. He is very much like a gifted from Thagirion Realm. Died by fear and came back with it as his power. Yes, pulling on his dendrite would hurt a lot. He wouldn't be able to do much about it other than scream. Yes from the first day Anger took over as lead. Fear didn't even attempt to stop him. I LOVE that you describe Fear as nothing but a toy. That's exactly it. He's not a person but an object for Anger. Like a budgie smashing a bell. He's a budgie toy for displaced aggression. When Bullet can't bite me she beats up her bells in a nasty way. I love how terrified he is and yes I like the pose of the crying one. Just shows how Fear can't do anything at this moment.
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These simply never get old! The afflictions placed on Fear are in abundance in this one. Lisa is so out of place but is a welcome sight none the less. Great episode quoted there. She looks so mean.
Hey, hidden sports car. I almost missed that!
Anger looks so fiendish yanking on Fear's hair. Sick pleasure in those eyes.
Great expressions on Fear's face in these doodles. It is sparks new ideas when you do these.
Very intriguing on what you have in mind for Fear.
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I love doing these. Simple, fast fun and don't have to be perfect. Oh gosh I don't know what got into me today but I wanted to be so cruel to him this time around. I haven't drawn a Simpson in over a decade I don't think. I'm out of practice but it's ok. It's the quote that mattered. Everyone's mean to Fear.
Yeah I didn't bring attention to that as I suck at cars.
Gosh yes. And with that being his sensory organ it really hurt. Anger's loving this.
Thanks. I enjoyed making him look terrified. Yes I have so much in store for him. And if people think this is bad they ain't seen nothing yet. Just wait til I really get my hands on Fear.
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As always, I love the flow of ideas that you get out of doodle pages! Such a great way to build on a character.
Also, that quote is one of my favorites! Lisa is one of my favorite Simpsons characters (my absolute favorite being Sideshow Bob). That was a rather creepy moment. Burns couldn't even comprehend how evil he was being with his Omninet. >~<
I really like how this helps us side with that particular Fear. Like, Riley's Anger sort of mildly messed with her Fear, occasionally shoving him or negatively reacting to him skittering onto his head, but he always seemed to put up with and understand him in the end. Or, at the very least, he'd ignore him. I don't feel like he would deserve being so severely punished.
But Charlie's Anger was apparently far more sadistic to this Fear. It really helps you sympathize with the character and understand his reaction.
The sketch that I'm particularly interested in is very first one. Who is he attempting to save? And does he have some hidden motive? Or is it simply a pure reaction of empathy? I am very curious.
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Thank you. Thought it would be good for people to see what Fear has been going through for over a decade. It wasn't just one fire punch that sent him over the edge. This has been a long time coming and Anger totally deserves what he got.
Ah, I'm not a fan of Lisa but I love that quote because Mr. Burns is one of my all time faves. I'm very much like him and we are both INTJ's. Like him I have no problem being called evil and it doesn't factor in when there are problems. Just like Mr. Burns was confused by that statement. And in this case Fear is also confused. "Nah that's not it." It's great they've accepted the evil.
This Anger was inspired by Riley's Anger. In the movie he hurts Fear 3 times. Then in the shorts on the DVD there are a few more incidents. The one for My Bad being the worst for me. I am including them as having happened to this Fear too along with all this other stuff when he remembers what Anger has done to him later on. I actually love My Bad because everyone was afraid of Anger in that one and showed he's got serious potential for violence and taking it all out on Fear. The only one that defended him. But yes so at last some back story to the comic.
Ah can't say too much about that one but it's not based on Empathy that's for sure. Fear is very cold and uncaring.
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Man, this Anger is a total jerk.
He deserves whatever's coming to him.
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Yes he sure is.
Definitely deserved everything Scary Fear gave him.
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Nice sketches, I like the facial expressions of Scary Fear. Yeah I totally see Anger as the antagonist in your story.
Some people just get the wrong impression about some drawings like the ones you mention. I remember I had the wrong impression when I looked Scary Fear at first regarding the one with the ravens (my mistake 
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Thank you. I love playing with facial expression. Yes Anger's the real antagonist. Fear has his dark side and will do evil things but Anger's he one to really watch out for.
I knew Fear would be misunderstood when I created him but gosh I had no idea how bad it would be. I don't know why it's so bad. If people bother to read (which I think most do at least) they'll start to understand him. But being unpredictable is part of his nature too so he can be hard to get to know. He's only one letter different from the Joker who's ENTP. Hum, I don't remember that misunderstand but glad we cleared it up.
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Yeah. Anger's so mean to him.
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