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Reading a book on a open space
WARNING!! LONG ESSAY BELOW
2 things:
1- im not able to read comments/replies completely (i can read half of it, but not the full comment/reply) That glitch happens on the current browser I use & it seems DeviantArt is not going to fix it
sorry if i haven´t replied on comments you send me.2- After a good time, i have noticed something. This little girl that I always draw (above) She is not little Peach!! O: wait WHAT??? or at least that is what I think... Even though at the start of everything i wanted to draw little Peach. As time passed & I drew more and more of her, and sooner i started to give her her own personality and nature that was different from who she really was supposed to be. I know it sounds a little crazy, but I have fond her (i´m not sure if im using that word correctly) This little one is now part of me, I had noticed that most of the times when I see a little child, they remind me of her a lot, and i always say "awww, I wish I had one.." and then it makes me feel sad, but later after I draw her, it makes me feel a lot better! She brings me smiles everyday ! (yes I see my pictures of her EVERYDAY) I can´t feel good or be happier if i don´t see her at least once per day. I see her as the daughter of my dreams, not as little Peach...
I hope that makes a little sense, & I really hope you guys dont mind if I change the name of her, the world she lives in, and some other aspects of her..
So does that means I wont make more real "little Peach" drawings? I might, but I really dont think so. So if you don´t wish to watch me anymore that´s totally fine & I fully understand the reason, and I thank you for watching my art for the time (:
I post drawings mostly to share my art with its feeling inside it, not to get the most watchers, not to get the most favourites or comments, not to get the most pageviews or to be popular.
I am an independent person, very quiet, lonely, & have very few friends. And I´m still very happy deeply inside me, but how is that possible? could it be because of some people I have met here that make me feel happy? (you know who you are) or could it be this little girl I always draw? how about both? (:
My dream is to have a daughter, and drawing "her" is the only way to surpass the emptiness I get in my heart for not having one. It works, I feel alive thanks to "her". Will i ever have one? Of course I will! Nothing beats reality
I hope some of you really understand the reason "she" is not little Peach anymore. I do not wish to create another account to upload new drawings, a single one with all of me is enough.
My art will be very different starting Today, I might upload something you have never expected to be uploaded from me. I love Photography, I love Space Art, I love Nature, I love to express Feelings, I love Myself, I love this little girl in my drawings, and they must all be in one place, on KrisCG.
I´m very sorry if you really liked to see little Peach on my gallery, but I just can´t hold the truth anymore. I want to show who I really am, not hide it within my drawings.
You are welcome to stay with me, but if you don´t I understand (: and it´s totally fine
!!!My personality will never change, I´m still Kris, KrisCG, Krissy, or any name you give me! And I´m still your friend!
With this last sentence, I end my great Essay.
-Christian
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Comments: 34
I have noticed the change slowly. The biggest transition was when you started drawing a little Rosalina and fewer of little Peach. And now she's become your daughter. I've done the same thing in a sense with one of my OCs- Pearl.
It's perfectly fine. Artists are supposed to let their imagination run free, unchained. I will think of you no differently now than I did before.
"I am an independent person, very quiet, lonely, & have very few friends." We're in the same boat on that one. I seem to have more friends online than I do in real life. But hey, if that's where I can be social, then so be it.
2 Questions:
1: Which browser system do you use?
2: Do you know what this young one's name is going to be?
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You have noticed too ?
Thanks for understanding, and i do agree with you, we must all let our imagination be free.
The problem about the comments is frustrating, it seems that the browser is the problem, I use Google Chrome, weeks ago, i updated Chrome, and since then this has happened D:
I still dont have any idea of how she would look like, or her name
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waaaaaaaaaa its so cute
sorry im too lazy today to read the desc.
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Thank you
It´s all fine, all it says is that i will not be drawing "Baby Peach" anymore
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oh ok
im still loving your drawings!! :3
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Now that I think about it, she does seem to be a completely different person, and that's okay :3 She's still adorables x3
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Thank you, so happy that you understand
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I totally understand that Kris btw. It makes me a little sad to see Little Peach leave your gallery. But I'm not stopping you.
"If you love something, let it free" So I've heard.
You can do anything you feel like.
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You are very welcome
I will always be your friend no matter what Kris. Just because you're not drawing Baby Peach doesn't mean that people should unwatch you. It's stupid to do that. I look forward to ANYTHING my friends do
I know exactly what you mean though.
However, you do win the BEST ARTIST AWARD Judged by Me!
Congrats!
I'm in a very good mood today (subject change) because I entered a contest for school to get my personal narrative published in the English textbook and I WON!!! (along with other people)
But Still, I never had that happen before so when I found out, here's a senario.
Mrs. Kane: Annissa for My Adopted Manatee (my story TRUE STORY)
Me:
sorry if the comment is long
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too cute! BTW I am glad you have been and will be my friend
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I think it's better this way, that you continue to develop your character more to your likeness, beacuse sticking to a character that already have personality, well i think it won't give you the same satisfaction like one created by you,with a personality you gave her,feelings and like you say like a daughter
I understand how you feel in that aspect, I have to say that I share your dream too... i want one more than anything in the world... it's a feeling that you can't explain with words... i can't die happy if i don't fulfill it, and i know that emptyness too, at least for me, it eats me up inside everyday
Hehe I look foward to see the changes and develpments of your character, and her name also! n__n your art style is lovely and other type of art will be very interesting to see too!
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it´s good to hear someone has the same dream as me, really, it makes me feel happy
but again, it´s sad to know that our hearts are getting hurt as time passes.
Thanks for understanding and sharing your feelings with me.
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It's something i rarely mention, even on the anonymity of the internet, but yes, it's good to find someone that shares your dream and knows how it feels and how it hurts...
When i saw the description i was impressed to find someone that desired that so strongly as much as me, it made me feel happy too
The best is to have a possitive actitude and hope that our dream someday will become true, it's the best way to deal with that feeling of loneliness and emptiness that hurts so much...
I wish you luck my friend, i really do, i hope your dream will become true, as much i hope mine will. I don't know... i think having a dream like this is so... noble
Cheers!
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vaya que profunda reflexión, creeme que te entiendo es muy noble lo que sientes por este personaje, uno ama a sus personajes como a hijos/as tb me pasa y no dejare de ver tus dibus por eso, por que lo que me gusta es como le das el toque mágico a tus dibujos
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Muchas grácias por comprenderme Ale
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Do you know how connected I feel to you now?!?!?! Because when I first set eyes on this girl I thought to myself "That doesnt look like Peach"
CAN YOU BELEIVE IT?!?!?! This little girl has her own little thing to her, ya know? She is someone else, not a nintendo character. AND I NOTICED IT!!!! ^^ I feel so special Krissy! And also, Im looking forward to that new art that u will begin to post ^^. Hope you can read this comment! Sicerely yours. Sommer! and Erick and Joey say Hi! ^^
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So you knew it all this time and never told me about it?
How did you noticed it? i´ve trying to hide it from everyone, until now.
Most of my drawings i made about her express happiness, love & innocence from me to her, and from her to me... too very hard to explain..
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Lolz. Its fairly noticeable. Atleast for me it was. When you drew "Peach" there was a certain change in the way you drew her each time. Weather it was the hair or the eyes or the clothing, you always changed something. Wich made it seem less and less like Peach. You dont have to explain tho, I understand XD.
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oh,
well, now i feel a little embarrassed now that you know what i really draw, and the reason for it, but i feel a lot better, i wont have to hide it anymore when i draw n__n & that makes me happier
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Im glad ur happy then ^^. I hinestly dont get why you were hiding it in the first place. you should be more open XD
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idk, i guess I didn´t wanted people to start calling me "weird" for having such obsession.
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people will call u weird for anything. If u didnt have ur obsession they would just call u weird for something else. So you might aswell just embrace what you like to do and not care what they think ^^.
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indeed, that is exactly what i am doing, sharing who I really am, being honest.
So how is every thing going for you? I want to read a big essay from you!
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Big essay? I hate essay's. School essays tho. Personal essays can be fun ^^. Actually there isnt much to say. Im pretty much the same since last time. Just bored, relaxing I guess. Im bummed that I didnt get a game I wanted (NNUUU) but oh well XD.
I have met some new people on DA. They are nice ^^. Iv'e recently realized that I really like ravioli! Its really good ^^. I like italian things! Both me and my bro do. Umm. Today my bro showed me how to cook breakfeast! It was fun ^^. I made aggs with sausage! and some jam and toast. With juice. Yumz. His taster better than mine tho. I guess cuz he added things. But my eggs were better than his so HA! I succeed ^^
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Essays are fun!!! to read.. not to make xD
What game did you wanted?
aah, you have meet new people! have you told them about your EVIL!! side??
so you cheated on macaroni for ravioli ? O: HOW RUDE!!! dont worry macaroni, i will still eat you, dont feel bad!
I could not read the last part of the comment, it´s funny because it cuts the part that says, "his ???? better than mine, but my ???? were better than his" lol
so what was better than what form the other??? xD??!!
as of me, well... something not so good had happened to me..
Last week, i got a call from the owner of the comapy i work for (it was strange because i am a very good worker) so as i was walking to the office, i was thinking "did i do something wrong?" then, when i got there, he told me there was another spot open on the same company, but in a different place. He said he wanted someone like meto take that spot, someone who doesn´t need anyone to watch me at all times, someone who is nice with costumers, responsible, because the one there was not doing the job he expected. I stayed quiet, thinking that, well, i will not be able to be with people i know, but that was just the beginning. I had to say "yes", and right away he told me "in some minutes you will head to the (other place)" At that job, i met about 100 people everyday, and there were about 20+ employees, all very nice, but the girls... they are very gossipy xD i will miss working with them
OKAY that was another big essay, i could say a lot more like.. OH!! i forgot to say that i live about 15 miles from where i work. I live in a very tiny city, about 4000 people, but is growing though.. the city i work has about 60 000 population, so we are like microscopic compared to them xD we only have a small soccer field where i play on summers, just one T__T there is only one big road with the only traffic lights xD I have challenged myself couple of times by riding my bike from this city to the next one, its hard, but fun. If i go non stop medium speed, I arrive in about an hour or more...
okay okay, i will stop typing, you are probably bored like "ughh, when is this essay going to stop" xD Now
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No way! I love ur essays! The longer the better ^^. oh, My EGGS were better than his EGGS. there you go XD.
Now lets see, that job. It sounds nice! It actually works alot in ur conveniance. A pre-school, YOU LOVE KIDS!!!! It was like MEANT for you.
Sure you can get lonely, but its alright! i SUPPOSE YOU COULD JUST GO OUT MORE...BUT WITH WHO? tRY TO MINGLE kRISSY. Damn! CAPITALZ! ahem, anywayz, life willl get much more interesting if you mingle! You might be shy tho...hmm. I wouldnt expect you to go to a BAR or anything...but what can you really do? Meet people...meet people yeah! Just go somewhere and act like ur doing something right?...seems weird tho. Not sure how to handle this. OO you should like apply an ad for being a babysitter XD. love kids right? But you already have a job. Maybe just another job on the side? Not sure. What do you really WANT Krissy? What seems mandotory right now? You really want it.
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mingle???
I had that idea in mind "being babysitter" but i realized there are a lot more opportunities for that job for a girl, not me.. sadly, i would have love that-
I have tried many social things, but most of the times i just prefer to be by myself, most of the times when i am with a lot of people, i just want to get out of there. Im not the social type of person, u__u
What do i really want??
I dont want anything, but what i need is just Love. Any kind, as long as i am able to share it. it´s been a long time since i had & received love, but most of the times i just give love, but never receive it .
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go make friends with people XD. thats what mingle is.
There are so alot of male babysitter's Krissy XD. I actually watched a movie with one ^^.
Love huh?...you should get a puppy! It would keep you company.
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