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It was the middle of the night,
Just he and I. Wondering what should come,
I yawn and one tear I cry.

Onto my cheek the drop went down,
Mascara runs like cheap
make-up on a clown.

Rolling awhile, I let it remain;
Until I wipe it away and forget
All my pain.

The things that I wish for, are no
Longer fair. All these feelings I have,
But is anything there?

In my mind I make such a maze,
So much that when I ponder,
I can't see through the haze.

Into things I look, so helplessly
Lost. What I do to myself,
will come with a cost.
So weary each night,
I try to lay down my head.
Even though he lays next to
Me, warm in my bed.

I feel him, I hear him,
But what's really sleeping?
My silence to him
Is all I am keeping.

Should I take what I
Want, what I really desire?
Soon my burning embers
Will burst into fire.

Crazy, I might be. But
Lazy I am not. I know who
I am, and I get what
I want.