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Medusa.
Last time Medusa wanted some changes so dyed her hair and little changed her tattoo.In this day she shaved her eyebrows.
I want little write about her past. I dont write so mutch about characters couse i tragically write in english but today this dont have matter.
Medusa is prostitute daughter. When she end 12 y.o she escaped from home looking for better live far awaye from mother who all the time was drunk and brought news men to fuck.Her real name is Carmen.But when she started work and end 16 y.o she chanded her name and choose Medusa.
In that time when she escaped from live full sex,drugs and alcoholes she all the time thought "what i do with my life". Without money and home,weared in holes cloter,stolen food and sleeped on platforms,parks,and everywhere when she can.
She alwayes was too skinny. Her mother dont thought about Carmen,she only want that Carmen can be a prostitute when she will end 13 y.o. and will be help her with money.But Carmen dont want the same live like her cold mother.
Carmen never feel love and cares about her. Alwayes has herself small word who someting imaginated worried about her and take a hugs everynight before she go sleep.But she never knowe how is love from someone.
When she startet looked like anorexic and dont have power to live she met first men...So yes,she dont want this but money...
And when she started,cant end because that was really simply money.
In that time Carmen dont thougth about this,she only want have money to food and new clother and dont be noone.
More people helped her and take home for some dayes and little care.It was new for her,caouse Carmen alweys was a cold person,more agresive and psychopatic.She belived that on word cant live good people only she must find thouse people who will be her family.
when she end 16 y.o she found work in night bar.She sang on scene rockabilly melanholy songs. She stoped earn money like her mother and started new life like a night singer. She write song about her life and feeling. She never stop dreaming about her perfect love... Fo sure she want that he must understand her and love her like a psychopath. Love only her,look only for her,thinkin only about her etc.She wanted from alwayes more attention.After she changed her name for Medusa and started be someone else.
Now Medusa has 23y.
Everyone say that she is cold bitch and cant love but in this moments she dont tell nothing.She like her "bitch"opinion,she feel safe but she is very agresive and valiant. She can take care herself.
Thanks Lana Del Rey i created a Medusa,her song and very good text.
So yeah for this day this is end My cold lady looking for love like all the time.
"Darling, darling
Doesn't have a problem
Lying to herself
'Cause her liqueur's top shelf
It's alarming honestly
How charming she can be
Fooling everyone
Telling them she's having fun
She says: "You don't want to be like me
Don't want to see all the things I've seen"
I'm dying, I'm dying
She says: "You don't want to get this way
Famous and dumb at early age"
Lying, I’m lying
The boys, the girls
They all like Carmen
She gives them butterflies
Bats her cartoon eyes
She laughs like God
Her mind's like a diamond
Audiotune lies
She's still shining
Like lightning
White lightning
Carmen, Carmen
Staying up till morning
Only seventeen
But she walks the streets so mean
It's alarming truly
How disarming you can be
Eating soft ice cream
Coney Island Queen
She says: "You don't want to be like me
Looking for fun, getting high for free"
I'm dying, I'm dying
She says: "You don't want to get this way
Street walk at night and a star by day"
It's tiring, tiring
Baby's all dressed up with nowhere to go
That's the little story of the girl you know
Relying on the kindness of strangers
Tying cherry knots, smiling, doing party favours
Put your red dress on, put your lipstick on
Sing your song, song, now the camera's on
And you're alive again
Mon amour, je sais que tu m'aimes aussi
Tu as besoin de moi
Tu as besoin de moi dans ta vie
Tu ne peux plus vivre sans moi
Et je mourrais sans toi
Je tuerais pour toi
Darling, darling
Doesn't have a problem
Lying to herself
'Cause her liqueur's top shelf"
Lana Del Rey-Carmen