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BethanyyJoelle [2011-07-06 05:30:21 +0000 UTC]

it's like... i could just sit here and press "favorite" on all your secrets xP

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kml91225 In reply to BethanyyJoelle [2011-07-06 05:56:24 +0000 UTC]

Feel free to do so :]

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BethanyyJoelle In reply to kml91225 [2011-07-06 22:49:28 +0000 UTC]

haha alright ;]

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kittykatgirl2008 [2011-07-01 16:29:51 +0000 UTC]

i know how you feel. dang reading these secret things make me feel better and im not too alone. i could easily fave all of them

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kml91225 In reply to kittykatgirl2008 [2011-07-01 21:58:05 +0000 UTC]

haha feel free a few people have done that and every time I post more they fav all of those too. You will never be alone

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crazylacey [2011-07-01 13:15:30 +0000 UTC]

why do you doubt your feelings?

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kml91225 In reply to crazylacey [2011-07-01 15:47:53 +0000 UTC]

because the sadness isn't real so why should anything else be real

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crazylacey In reply to kml91225 [2011-07-01 15:50:37 +0000 UTC]

well sadness is real thats why we feel it

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kml91225 In reply to crazylacey [2011-07-01 16:17:48 +0000 UTC]

true I guess I just don't know how to explain it

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crazylacey In reply to kml91225 [2011-07-01 16:20:51 +0000 UTC]

oh ok

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AlluraVaelin [2011-07-01 05:43:55 +0000 UTC]

I know that one really well.... but every time I pushed him away, it gave me the chance to figure out how much I really can't live without him...
the bad part is... well... all those times really did push him away.... and now that I know that I absolutely can't be without him....
he's gone.... and with someone else............... *bites the bottom corner of my lip to keep from crying again*

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DarkCloudAssasin In reply to AlluraVaelin [2011-07-01 06:11:01 +0000 UTC]

aww I know how you're feeling right now sweetie

I know I'm a random person sorry lol. But I know how much it hurts on the inside but things happen for a reason, right?

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AlluraVaelin In reply to DarkCloudAssasin [2011-07-01 06:45:07 +0000 UTC]

Exactly
That's why I believe that... he'll come back... and when he does.... his time away... will only make the relationship stronger..... Arg the way that SOUNDS!

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DarkCloudAssasin In reply to AlluraVaelin [2011-07-01 06:47:30 +0000 UTC]

yeah I know lol but I wish sometimes like that but... this has been the 2nd time he's told me "Oh, I have feelings for another girl, I'm so sorry..." that's all he can say & I just hate it. I love him to bits but UGH! You know?

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AlluraVaelin In reply to DarkCloudAssasin [2011-07-01 06:52:49 +0000 UTC]

Yes :\
*sigh* but.. he's still an amazing person.....

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DarkCloudAssasin In reply to AlluraVaelin [2011-07-01 06:54:54 +0000 UTC]

I told him I still love him "forever & always" *feels a pain in my heart* that was our saying... I just wish it meant something to him. He'll always be amazing, no matter what. I so know where you're coming from

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AlluraVaelin In reply to DarkCloudAssasin [2011-07-01 06:59:52 +0000 UTC]

yeah... I know what you mean :\ :hugs:

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DarkCloudAssasin In reply to AlluraVaelin [2011-07-01 07:04:07 +0000 UTC]

*sigh* it's almost been 2 months & I still can't talk about it without letting a tear escape...

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AlluraVaelin In reply to DarkCloudAssasin [2011-07-01 07:06:36 +0000 UTC]

It's been over three for me ;-;
*sigh* and I just cried over him AGAIN today :\

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DarkCloudAssasin In reply to AlluraVaelin [2011-07-01 07:11:35 +0000 UTC]

I've been dreaming about him. The night before was my 3rd that makes me feel like it's a sign that he needs help... Maybe it's an overactive mind, they just scare me cuz in the end I can't find him...

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AlluraVaelin In reply to DarkCloudAssasin [2011-07-01 07:26:32 +0000 UTC]

D; awwww
I had a series of dreams... four in fact.... night after night, all a sequel to the last.. that NEVER happens to me... AND they didn't really feel like they were.. MY dream... like... they could have been some sort of sign. That's what I believe anyway :\
But... mine were always.. pretty good so... I'm sorry.. :\ :hugs:

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DarkCloudAssasin In reply to AlluraVaelin [2011-07-01 07:31:49 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, I remember one dream that I just loved, until I got to the ending. Couldn't find him. Sucks. I remember him telling me that I was his first dream he's ever had. He dreamt ov us getting married, having a little girl... Amber.

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AlluraVaelin In reply to DarkCloudAssasin [2011-07-01 09:15:37 +0000 UTC]

Awwwww that's sad
See.. the ending of all my dreams were basically just that... we were going to get back together >.>
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DarkCloudAssasin In reply to AlluraVaelin [2011-07-01 23:26:58 +0000 UTC]

Oh I'd give anything to have a dream about that, or even making it real!

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AlluraVaelin In reply to DarkCloudAssasin [2011-07-01 23:43:06 +0000 UTC]

Lol making it real would be.... best thing ever...

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DarkCloudAssasin In reply to AlluraVaelin [2011-07-01 23:50:09 +0000 UTC]

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AlluraVaelin In reply to DarkCloudAssasin [2011-07-02 04:51:45 +0000 UTC]

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kml91225 In reply to AlluraVaelin [2011-07-01 05:51:02 +0000 UTC]

Yeah I understand that pushing him away makes me know I want him more than anything. But luckily we talked it out and he said stop pushing me away because you'll convince me you don't want me and I'll go. So we at least talked and understand each other. I'm sorry he didn't stick around. feel better, maybe try to get him back.

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AlluraVaelin In reply to kml91225 [2011-07-01 06:00:57 +0000 UTC]

That's good.....
We probably should have done the same... *sigh*
Thanks...
I can't... _try_ because doing almost anything just... pushes him further away. He's told me that :\ ya know, so that I won't have the opposite effect of what I want

I just..... somehow... have to sit it out and survive until he can come back to me again.....

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kml91225 In reply to AlluraVaelin [2011-07-01 07:29:45 +0000 UTC]

I find talking really keeps people together and is overall a better relationship. That really is rough

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AlluraVaelin In reply to kml91225 [2011-07-01 09:15:02 +0000 UTC]

Yeah.. we talked about EVERYTHING... I guess just... not that? I don't know :\

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kml91225 In reply to AlluraVaelin [2011-07-01 15:54:41 +0000 UTC]

Oh no. I guess you have to be 100% open and honest. Please cheer up

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AlluraVaelin In reply to kml91225 [2011-07-01 23:42:43 +0000 UTC]

Lol yeah.. I guess I'm just.. not even sure why we never like... REALLY talked about that... *shrug*
*Sigh*

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kml91225 In reply to AlluraVaelin [2011-07-02 06:13:16 +0000 UTC]

sorry :[

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AlluraVaelin In reply to kml91225 [2011-07-02 20:30:54 +0000 UTC]

It's okay

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