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so many people try and try,
so many people love to watch me cry,
I'm sure some people wish i would die.
so many people think i was never right,
so many people think all i like is to fight.

why do so many who i hold so close
do nothing but hurt me the most?
what's the point of having friends,
when the closest hurt you in the end?

why do so many enjoy causing pain
to people they claim to love?
if things are settled and done,
why keep going on and on,
all to cause so much pain to someone?
don't you think they cry enough,
when you hurt them again and again,
asking what could they have done,
to cause so much pain and hate.

do you think i love being in so much pain?
do you think i lie when i say "i love you"?
do you think i like being alone again?

do you know that you will always have some power
over this heart that still has feelings for you,
that still wants to have you as a lover,
that will always care and worry for you,
despite all the actions and words that you do.

with so many people causing me so much pain,
i have to ask is there something wrong with me?
do i give them reason to hurt, and betray me again?
am i really that hard to love, and be friends?
am i that amusing to hurt just for something to see?