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justnikki — would it make a difference..?
Published: 2004-03-09 23:29:34 +0000 UTC; Views: 116; Favourites: 1; Downloads: 16
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Description you have no idea how much i care for you
no idea how i wish i could call you mine
but if you knew.. would it make a difference?
or would you still act as if you didnt know me

if you only knew, everytime you ignore my hellos
that is another slice i add to the collection on my arm
but if you knew.. would it make a difference

if you only knew, how much of an impact you make on my life
i dont think you would ignore me..
my whole world revoloves around you
in my free time.. i sit and wonder what your doing

and i cant deal with this anymore
i cant spend my time sitting and waiting for you to notice me..
im just going to end it now.. then i wont have to worry about you
i wont have to make sure everything is prefect about me..
i wont have to care..

if you only knew... you had caused me so much pain
so much... that i thought there was no way out..
so much that i started ignoring those who loved me
so much.. that it drove me to suicide..
did i make a difference in your life..
or do you still act as if you didnt know me..
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Comments: 12

doomedsquirrel [2004-03-11 01:46:15 +0000 UTC]

aww wow nikki your so good... see i cant write poems at all..i wish i could but nope sure cant!

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justnikki In reply to doomedsquirrel [2004-03-11 02:41:46 +0000 UTC]

lol.. aww.. alissa.. thank you so much and everyone can write.. you just have to have something that you really feel strong about and then.. put it on paper

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doomedsquirrel In reply to justnikki [2004-03-12 01:30:57 +0000 UTC]

aww heh' how sweet!

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justnikki In reply to doomedsquirrel [2004-03-12 01:39:43 +0000 UTC]

thanks

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brecey [2004-03-10 16:16:37 +0000 UTC]

it's good one, nikki. i like iT

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justnikki In reply to brecey [2004-03-11 00:25:41 +0000 UTC]

thanks bri.. i dont really think its very good..

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gemini86 [2004-03-10 00:34:55 +0000 UTC]

I experienced this feeling before sniff very emotional..sniff, Ihave been touch be it...

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justnikki In reply to gemini86 [2004-03-10 02:46:33 +0000 UTC]

hahah thanks..

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xxxfearofperfectionx [2004-03-09 23:49:45 +0000 UTC]

I LOVE IT

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justnikki In reply to xxxfearofperfectionx [2004-03-10 00:17:43 +0000 UTC]

haha oh god. sorry about that.. my computer messed up.

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justnikki In reply to xxxfearofperfectionx [2004-03-10 00:17:16 +0000 UTC]

lol thanks

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justnikki In reply to xxxfearofperfectionx [2004-03-10 00:17:13 +0000 UTC]

lol thanks

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