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Julye-chan β _Gotta let it go_
Published: 2009-07-20 10:17:14 +0000 UTC; Views: 1907; Favourites: 96; Downloads: 55
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Frozen sea
is what my tears have turned into
Darkened mirror
is what my smiles have vanished into
Throwing all the lies to the surfaces
I have to keep the truth in the lowest layer of my mind
There's no eternity
in the darkest history I'm walking through
The sun still shines
the winds still blow
the clouds still drift off one by one
I'm still walking
yet my heart refuses to cease beating
Gotta let it go, I gotta let it go
let it fly far, far away
The sun is burning and the colors are fading into black
of the history I've chosen
Farewell my heart,
Gotta let it go, I gotta let it go~
A simple painting I did in one night for my little cousins who live in Seattle.
And I FAILED!
I have no idea how come it turned out this way, but it was a failure of my undying of for a certain redhead. If you don't like my idea, you can consider that boy as anyone you like . I failed at this one after all. T__T
Now I know that I really do suck at water coloring!
This was more like a random painting than a fanart, so please take no offense and don't kill me >___<
Yet I still want to dedicate it to everyone who has come wish me a happy Birthday, and especially to my friends who have given me those amazing Lavi drawings that I love soo muuuch!
Thank you everyone! You have no idea how much I appreciate them. You guys really are the best!
Love you all <3
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Time: 6 hours
Tool: Water colors
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Awww I suck at water color too DDD: I was supposed to practice more but then I dropped it and turned to digital art 
Thank you <33333
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Really? But it looked like you knew what you were doing! XD
I've messed with watercolor pencils, but its kind of a cheat, haha!
I want to try digital, but I would need a tablet. XD Mouse would hurt my knuckles too bad.
You're welcome!!
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Hahahaha it did? XDD No I was just messing around, really.
Right, tablet = <3
I cant do anything without my tablet! DD:
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maybe that's what I should try doing then. Let myself just mess with them instead of thinking I *must* do something specific with them. XD
I hear that they take a little time to get used to.
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Haha thank you <3
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You love my poetry!!!!!! OMG really? Thank you so much!!!!
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Yeah!
I love how you make up some kind of poem to go with your art because then I can imagine a whole scene in my head where the poetry is like either the character's thoughts or some kind of narration. I think it's a great display of your talent!
And you're super duper welcome, you deserve it!
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Awww that's when I'm inspired by the title I made up
Talent? Awww *blushes* just some random stuff, really ^^ I'm not that good though : D
But you make me happy cuz you like my work, thank you very much!
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That's cool, though!
I think that's so cool! Every so often I write a poem, when I feel inspired, but I love yours!
Yes, talent, I think they're really good!
Awwww, you're welcome! I'm glad to make you happy! You deserve to be happy for such hard work!
And wow...that was the most epic glomp attack I think I have ever seen...thanks! 
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Thank you!!! 
Well I'm more likely happy cuz its been a long time I've had a good talk on dA like this you know ^^ And I've been disappearing in ages too
Haha if this was MSN, the glomp would be MORE EPIC! 
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Wow, you're not a native speaker??? I would have never guessed that, you speak English very well! And trying your best is always a good place to start.
Ya, I don't usually talk like this either because I don't really care to have a facebook, myspace, or twitter...I just don't care that much about them, so I never signed up for them, but I do enjoy talking to fellow artists.
lol, I bet!
And wow, I didn't know you could grope-glomp, lol.
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Um...nope, I'm not
Aww thank you, I'm still a learner ^^ Yep its good since I love English with passion <333
Haha really? I'm a quiet one too, I created my facebook only so I could play Pet society ya know
I enjoy talking to ppl who can talk to me without running away for my craziness ^^
And ones who can understand what I say xD
Haha I certainly can!
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Wow! That's impressive. I would have never guessed. It's cool that you love it so much; you are a very good writer.
Yeah, I'm a quiet one. And yes that is a little silly, but here's a little secret: that is totally something that I would do.
Well, I'm a fellow crazy, lol, so maybe there is a sense of comradery!
I know what you mean.
Lol!
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Awww...thank you. I can only do it good when I love it, neh? Just like drawing, especially drawing Lavi XD
Nah you cant say that when you have never read my writing
Haha yay! 
I'm glad! We can be good friends!
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The love usually makes the works all the better!
But I love your poetry!
Lol!
Definately!
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Thank you. I havent written anything in a while though. Except my...diary?
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You're welcome! And that's ok ^o^
P.S. Sorry for the super late responses, I was really busy all last week!
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Here comes another comment to my dearest little Juju girlie
I really love your poems you know *w* so cute and emotional and they fit nicely in the pictures 
Like that 'slogan' : gotta let it go. Aaaaww it hurts and it's still so beautiful ;w;
I don't think that you've failed, not at all :3 This is sweet! When I first saw this I thought that the boy is Lavi. Cute little boy holding a heartshaped balloon, can there be anything cuter! No, this rocks
First of all I love the feeling in this pic. It feels like it was summer and mild wind was blowing. Lovely. The field looks lively, the grass is moving thanks to the wind.
The grass looks soft but there's a rough spot right behind Lavi. His shadow isn't that smooth. I love the contrast. It makes the picture easier to perceive.
Lavi looks like a little thin boy because of the clothes. His pants aren't that slim which makes his bare legs look skinny. I find it cute :3
Lavi is holding a book and that makes me think why. There must be a story behind all this. I like that feeling, you can't help imagining things 
Looking at this lovely pic makes me wonder how did it feel to kite.
Still this scene could be from a dream. The string makes a cute but unrealistic squiggle. Love it
Thanks for the sweet moments with this picture, Juju
awww now I gotta lay down >D
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Girly JuJu >////<
Yeah I know, didnt plan to make it Lavi, but I just ended up creating him D: I was so obsessed, I guess
Aww thank you, I wanna hug you back too!!!!!!
Yeah his shadow wasnt smooth cuz I was lazy
Lavi was thin cuz I LOVE THIN and SKINNY BOYS! AND GUYS!
And the details of him like the book and the heart, its from the fact of his life too. He gave up the life of a normal boy when he was 10, to follow the Bookman to go everywhere and observe and write the darkest hidden history that nobody would mention, or even know. And he also knew that by choosing that path he would have to give up his heart, his emotions and his feelings, considering the rule 'a Bookman has no need for a heart'. So yeah, thats a little story behind...
GO LAY DOWN DDDDDDDDDDD:
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reply time ~ ! Γ³wΓ²
mwha it's cute that you think so much about him 
*got your hug-back* ;D am happy now!
^-^ ahaha yes, you draw boys in your (good) taste <3
O.O oooh so this pic is really that connected to the original story! Wow, nice job! So in the end it was great that you "chose" mister Lavi to be the boy in the picture, right
have a great day, Linchan loves youuu *w*
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i love this! i love how you did the grass and sky its really mystical! well done!
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Thank you so much, I just wanted to try something new
Though the grass was really a pain XDDDDD
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the whole thing was great 
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Haha you're welcome, I really like your paintings <333
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thΖ°Ζ‘ng quΓ‘...muα»n Γ΄m quΓ‘...* ^o^ *
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Haha thank you buddy
1 chΓΊt tΓ’m trαΊ‘ng αΊ₯y mΓ XD
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It's really beautiful!
^-^ I can feel a mixture between loneliness and sweetness when I look at it.
-.- And you're great at watercolor, I can't wait to see your Lavi B-day picture.
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Really? It was just a simple drawing, neh
Yeah I feel sorry for him T^T And thats my fault for drawing him that way...
Speaking of the Lavi's BDay pic, I haven't even started yet...I'm so TEMPTED to do a SUPER ANGST PIC, but looking at the last year pic, I already tortured him enough, so I'm trying to do another peaceful drawing for him...am not sure if I'll succeed though
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You don't give yourself credit! You wanna see bad watercoloring? I'd be more than happy to show you! -searches for brushes-
Wow... Lavi really sneaks up on you, doesn't he?
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Sorreh!!! >___< I just didn't feel satisfied at all when it came out -___- I needa try harder in the next drawing
You've got a valid point! Thats why I said I failed at drawing a normal boy. I dont even know how it turned out Lavi XDDD Oh well, I will have to try my best to draw anyone but Lavi then XDD
Thank you <33 I hope they'll like it
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Really seriously? :'D
Awwww THANK YOU BIBI-CHAN!!!!!
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u're not failed senpai! it's damn so good!! so nice!! love eeeett!!!! senpai ur so great!!
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This is beautiful Senpai ^^
You coloured this really well, and it just looks so damn pretty
xx Aka-chan xx
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Thank you kouhai-chan 
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wow looks great!
the sky is pretty and the colors too!
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Zomg hun this is adorable *eats*
Just got back from the airport 3 hours ago :3 *tiredish*
HAPPY BLEATED BIRTHDAY
SORRY FOR NOT BEING THERE ON YOUR BIRTHDAY! *runs in frantic circles wondering what to make for you* <- is fail and seems to have lost her tablet pen
So how've you been :3
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AWWWWWWWWWWW IMOUTO-CHAN!!!!!! I missed you terribly! π: 0 β©: 0
Thank you You dont have to make me anything, it was far far away now XDD
Haha dont ya know? Ive jsut recovered a bit after being sick in 3 weeks. I got stuck in bed on my BDay as well XD
*punch*
Still think it's a failure...? Give yourself credit, girl!
Besides, how can it be a fail if it has Lavi in it?
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Sorry T^T
Okay, you have a valid point there. Actually I failed at drawing a normal boy, thats my point. I can't draw non-Lavi guys! XDDDDD
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